ipod junkie who loves mcr

need this answered, 10 points to anyone who gives best answer

Im looking for some idea's, i'm putting together a whole load of things together, i want something to symbolize being sexually abused and self harming.

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had my ears done, dont want belly button. just want to know

i need to know, i know it should be done with a needle not a gun but i dont know about the stud or ring, thats why i need to know how long it takes to heal, because our summer holidays are only about 6-7 weeks, if i have a ring i could get told off but if i say it only has one more week to heal they might except. I need to know because it confusses me cuz i have some people saying 2 weeks some say 8 some say 3 months, if you really know can you please tell me how long it should take to heal and if it should be a ring or a stud.

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To me i think its good, i think that tattoos tell a story of someones life, i think that why cant women have tattoo? Isnt that kind of sexist? That only men can go around with loads of tattoos covering them and women shouldnt? i want to get tattoos because i have never been femine, i dont dress up in femine clothes, i listen to rock, i wear black, i have dark make-up, i want to get tattoos as memories of people or things that are part of me, my parents and friends say i never act femine i act more boyish in some ways. But does that mean whenever i walk down the road im going to be stared at and commented on just because im different?

I have got new earphones, when ever i move or i move my ipod it stops working in one ear and then it sometimes goes back or i have to pluck my earphones out of my ipod, i have tried 3 differen pairs of earphones, and it seems that they work well on my computer. what should i do, i love to listen to my music but cant go on with the one ear thing... what should i do please help?

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i want to be a graphic designer, but my biggest wish and future plan is to be a tattoo artist, i find it amazing, instead of paper and pencil, it's ink and skin. but my mom hates the idea that i want to be one, she says i can take it up part time, but how? appentiship is where you suppost to learn and train, my mom thinks i should just do it at the weekends. but i want to take it up more. what should i do? can you actually do appentiship just at the weekends? im confussed, i dont want to hurt my mom but i want to life my dreams.

i need one that i dont have to pay for but i can download easily. please help, thanks

i don't mean actually doing the tattoo, just like learning about what the customer wants, ideas for designs, how to clean stuff and watch, i dont mean actually doing something like actually doing the tattoo

im not trying to "label" but do mcr hate like emo boy and girls or just the label of it? because their fans are emo, they say it's a load of bullshit but do they mean like the fashion side of it or just how they get labelled as emo?

im getting one in the summer holidays. just need to know how much it will cost in the UK? thanks

i have drifted away from my family and friends alot more now, but i still have a laugh and joke with them but i use to alway be like close to them and hug my parents and always want to go different places with them but now i just try and not have any hugs from them or go out with them, if i do i just listen to my ipod and ignore everything while listening to rock. I hate my life, i hate school, i hate everything about myself and i just wish i wasn't here anymore. But for some reason i still have a laugh and a joke with my friends, esp. when i see something really funny, but i use to always be laughing and joking with them now i just have the odd few laughs and jokes with them. so bascily i just backed away from jokes and laughing as much, but i self harm, i have thoughts of death and suiside alot and i just basicly asking if people with depression can sort of still have a laugh and joke but have depression? My mom thinks i'm just going threw stress but i feel it's much more because she doesn't know what's going on it my head. I don't want to talk to her because i don't really want to talk to my mom.

so my question is:

can people with depression still have a laugh and a joke but still have depression? if so what is it called?

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do you think i have got depression or do you think its something else like bipolar or something.

P.S. i am a teenager but i do really think i am going threw depression

i am a teenager, i do get really stressed out with things, but now it's even the smallest things. I waer dark clothes, before christmas i was like all happy but now i hate life and hate everything. I've got really big thoughts on death and suiside. I consently get this thought or image in my head, im like in a box room, there is no windows or doors to get out of, there is writing on the wall, all over the walls full of hate and meaness, im banging my head against the wall really hard, im sreaming and crying and pleading, but then i just turn around and there out of no where is a gun in the corner, i don't know wether to pick the gun up and shot myself or carry on bang my head against the wall. I have slowly drifted away from my friends and family, i still have some laughs and jokes but not all the time, sometimes i just talk normally but now i just listen to what they are saying and keep out unless i want to add something. I have self harmed but not for weeks now because my mom saw the blood and now has sent me to the doctors to get help, all i want to do is self harm. THings have happened in the past that is really horrible. I just hate it all. my mom has concerns about what im listening to, i don't think that has anything to do with it, i listen to rock but this all started after christmas and i listened to rock for a few years before that and was ok

(soz if they arent called pucks but they are those things for guitars, i sound really stupid cuz i am learning bass but ive forgoten name)

i dont understand, i was reading something about mcr and it said mikey way has gone to spend time with his new wife, is this really old news or has he actually left to spend time with her this year?

i look every week for an update but if anyone has heard anything... also when is their new album coming out? thanks

I mean is he the drummer in the video? like i was looking at the video and i thought is that him? i know (if it is him) doesnt get involved in the video but is he just there doing drums?

Just wondering

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I only want to know like the basics at the momment, ive shown a really big interest for bass guitar, my dad has got me the bass and the amp and the things i need. I just need to show him i can stick to it and learn, he will be getting me lessons but he wants to see i can learn the basics on my own. So can someone tell me some please or ad least give me a few good sites to go on to get tips and info. Thanks

i want to get in a band, but can't decide if i should do electric or bass guitar. I hear that there are more people who do electric than bass so more people esp rock and emo bands are looking for bass players so that would be a good opportunity for me to get into a band. What do you think?