April was here

I dont understand why it is so hard to get a really good book out there. There are plenty of bad ones that get out. Good ones too, but how? I have written six, great books (not just my opinion either) everything from psychological thrillers, "ENTER (at your own risk)" action adventure "It doesnt get dark until midnight", to my autobiogrophy "April was here" which is better than any novel. I even painted the pictures on the covers! I have lived a life that would fill 100 books. So why cant I find someone that would take advantage of that talent? Does anyone know who to go to? Its a legitimate question, because I have lagitimate talent. aprilsworld.com

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One day when I was painting a picture, my daughter said, "Mom, when I die, I want you to paint a picture and put some of my ashes in the paint." I laughed and said, "Well, I will go first, so you better paint one with my ashes in it." But things dont always go as they are supposed to, so one day I did it. I only paint landscapes, so it is a serene and beautiful plicture. I was thinking that other people that have lost a loved one may want something like this. What do you think? Is it to morbid? Is it to personal to talk about? And if I did offer this service, where would I market such a thing? I would really like your opinion.

I am truly interested in hearing yout thoughts and opinions on this. Some day, soon, I believe that Science and reality, will be the way we believe, grow up and live, and that religion will be treated as an ancient, primitive form of belief. What do you think, and why? I understand and accept anyones religious belief, but this question isnt really for you. Dont confuse spirituality and religion. Thanks all.

My mother is a sociopath and only believes what she says, how do I overcome that? She made money from my daughters death after refusing to pay for the cardboard box to cremate her in. And she is wealthy! It was their gun, and they yelled at her right before it happened. He is a doctor and she is a therypist. And she has told me that it is none of my buisness what they do with their money, or how they got it! I havent spoken to her for over 5 years, since my daughters funeral (when I walked in on my step father working on my daughters life Ins. policy at her funeral). It has also affected my relationship with the rest of her family. They seem to forget the iron, telephone, and cast iron skillet she beat me with as a child. Why do they forget that? They saw it? Why do they not hold her accountable, instead they blame me? Tell me I need to fix this because she is getting old.It is because she has money isnt it? Sad but true...Any advice would be greatly appriciated.

"Enter at your own risk"

"It doesnt get dark until midnight"

"April was here"

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