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I'm 18, dating a 16 year old girl (I know). She's lovely when we're alone, doing most of the cutesy stuff couples do. We get along kinda well. I'm bad communicatively so in my opinion we don't really have enough to tell eachother. I've got a couple of other problems though, like:

emoticons, she tends to use them all the time, I kinda hate them because they are meaningless to me. She also uses the kisses and hearts alll the time, making them meaningless in the process, and I've seen her use kisshearts to one other guy she calls her 'little brother'(he's 23 or older). I'm joining in on this behaviour but I hate it.

Public affection is nowhere. In her house it's pretty much forbidden, unless we're alone. I'm not even talking about kissing or anything, just mere touching eachother watching tv on the couch is enough to make her scoot away a little (she does seem to want to sit next to me, but anymore than that is too much). This makes me uncomfortable, haven't a clue how to sit properly without doing anything like that.

Then there's the stuff we do together. We don't, we take walks, half-assedly watch movies or part of a show and that's it. I tried to watch the walking dead with her as a relationship thing (bit more 'togetherness' for the relationship). We watched the first episodes, then she greedily watched te rest without me.

There's more... like how we watched a movie, then she watched the same one with her gay best friend and they had way more fun than I think we ever could.

Three months in and I can't stand how jealous I get on the littlest things.

She has a Gay best friend, I'm scared because he pulled a straight couple thing on her, massaging her back like a boyfriend would. She gets a new job, I'm scared of the potential guys that are going to help her on the job.

She isn't doing anything, watching youtube videos or messaging people? I get scared that she's got a guy on the side and was fooling around with him.

I'm insecure, she chose me and I'm still terrified. It doesn't help that she already assumes that this relationship might not last (her:'I'd want this dress for the guy I'll marry later in life' like it's not gonna be me potentially), nor that her facial expression is often weird, almost guilty or liarlike.

Apart from how I can't stand silence much, in person or on whatsapp she's f'in lovely and an amazing person.

How do I get rid of these feelings?!

I might sound like a douche.

I've a friend, I love this friend to bits and we're sorta in an asexual relationship (both 17 years old).

Though, I don't get why she is asexual (I'm not, to clarify). She's never touched a penis, masturbated once (to her crush which doesn't work for anyone, ever) and doesn't want anything on or in her sexual areas (don't know about boobs though). Also she's never been abused as far as she knows.

I want to slowly move into the sexual side of the relationship, by pushing her a tad (underwear-cuddling, slow dry-humping) just really really slowly until there's a possibility of sex.

Should I even try, or should I move on?

I'm not a great sleeper, but when I sleep, I sleep a lot. In the holidays especially I tend to stay awake as long as possible, then go to sleep for as long as possible until dinner, then stay awake for as long as I do and go to sleep at some point.

Am I avoiding my parents as much as possible, or do I have a problem with 24 hour days? Do I want solitude or am I scooting up my biological clock an hour each day?

At this point I got up at 6:30 PM and now at 7:20-ish AM I'm still awake. It isn't reasonable but I don't want to go to sleep yet, like at all. I'm currently weirdly only a little bit sleepy, but definitely not enough to go to sleep.(In fact, it's completely sunny right now so that could be another cause for the inability to want to go to sleep)

I can't seem to find a conclusive video on how computers work? They all seem to say it works with 1's and 0's but after that nothing. No explanation is given on how the computer understands everything that gets processed, nor how chemically, or really physically everything works. Google doesn't explain much, it's mainly directed towards people who don't understand anything of computers. I understand all of the components and how they work, but not internally.

Is there a video that explains it all, in great detail, all of how it works?

I am connected to the router, though the router for some reason can't give me access to the internet. It says I'm connected to the router, but that I have no internet connection. I have tried to reset the router, which doesn't/didn't work or works for only +-2 minutes.

It also drops speed frequently (when it doesn't just fail), from 2 Mb/s (fast) to 200 Kb/s (slow).

Specs (that I know of):

UPC (ISP)

Atheros router

If you need more info, I'll give them through replies.

Thanks in advance.

So I've been quite busy lately.

I came home from work (restaurant, I have to move drinks to customers), and this intense pain in my shoulder just popped up.

When I use the shoulder not much happens, it even decreases the pain a little, but when I don't use it this horrible pain shoots through it like a minigun (constant pain).

It's in my right shoulder, and it hurts. Any ideas on why it is there and how to remedy it?

I need better internet, my ps3 keeps signing me out, and AC4 keeps pushing me out of ubisofts servers.

I already have 2 options:

-amplifier near my equipment, this should amplify my connection a little, hopefully enough.

-wire through the house, this will help my ps3, since my laptop is not yet in terrible need of a better connection.

Any other options would be appreciated, at this moment it's odd how terrible the connection is since usually it's only as slow as a turtle, not a snail.

I wanna be able to do homework. As a teen this is difficult when wanting to rub one out. Note: I will not eat a raw potato.

I need to find a classical piece with the most emotional variety. Like going from angry to sweet and such.

We're settling on the turkish march, but I don't feel that piece has enough to call it diversity. Please help.

Me with my stupid mage-archer killed Kesh because I didn't trust him or he tried to attack me because of a dragon. I'm trying to get the only cure quest so this is essential. There's a pot near the cooking thing, I tried to put the ingredients in it but that failed.

The golden pot doesn't have anything to activate, even though I have all the ingredients.

Maybe it has a problem with stolen items? I have 96 Silver bars, 10 deathbell, 5 vampire dust and 10 flawless rubies with me the whole time I'm there. Help, I don't know what to do.

We have to pick one book:

- Catcher in the Rye (JD Salinger)

- A Clockwork Orange (A Burgess)

- The Great Gatsby (F Scott Fitzgerald)

- East of the Mountains (D Guterson)

For school. Mind you I'm an educated guy, and would prefer the most philosophical and difficult one to read. (English class is boring me anyways)

They'll probably give us the easier versions of the book, so I'll probably read the full version anyways.

Dad bought a tablet. I made it my own (personalized it). School started once again. Brother claims tablet for 'school stuff' He does use it for that but I have so little and he has so much (more tech, better pc etc.) I don't want to lose the few things I have.

(sidenote:) I could use it for my own school stuff but I'd damn well have a great reason to use it instead of him.

What do I do? I haven't any money for a tablet of my own.

I had a thing for a girl, tried talking, screwed up.

I had a thing for a friend-like-ish girl, sent a school-rose thing. She declined, giving me an awkward hug that I hate and might use against her one day.

I sorta (already became annoyed by girls) have a thing for a girl, flirt childishly with her by tickling her, she says 'stop', so I start flirting by help-hugging (helping getting her bag off her shoulders for example), now she seems very disinterested. Maybe she was busy, but I don't feel like it was that. She also did the flirt-touching-of-hair to another guy I find kinda creepy and ugly (he's nice though), which makes me feel terribly ugly.

What is it with girls and not-liking me? It seems like every one of them feels sorry for how ugly I am, even though I mightn't be. Why is it so complicated? Even my psychologist says I should easily be able to get a girl. And from what I know I'm not a douche. I'm starting to feel depressed and that usually leads to some really weird thoughts that you don't want to know.

Should I just give up? I usually last for a couple of days before I come back to the 'I can't be that naive' thing where I start questioning whether every girl in the school that talks to me or even looks at me, likes me.

Oh and, no I can't wait for the 'perfect one' to show up, even I know that you're just making that up.

And if you want to know, I've been through more than you'd think.(after answering you can look at my prev. questions).

The legal kind. Trying to find security bugs for companies, or finding out how many people it takes to hack/overload a company's website.

But I don't know where to start, I know of hackthissite.org but some of it is not very understandable, or badly explained, or stuff that requires me to already understand stuff I don't yet undertand.

So any ideas?

And from hands as well, I got some on me.

I dropped my tablet over the night, managed to find the pieces and puzzled them together with super glue. < If you have tip for that as well, that would be great. But there's a lot of loose pieces of dried up super glue showing. So how to remove those pieces without scratching the original back of the tablet or dissolving the glued together parts?

P.s. My father mustn't know.

I have to do a spoken essay(arguments to allow them, and tackling arguments against it, that stuff), and I would like to do it about pedophilia.

Since I am one partially, I am wondering whether I should (I don't even want anyone to think I am because of the consequences).

I could also do a different essay (explaining all about it) which would be written, which would be safer (hopefully the teacher won't think anything of it) but it's more of a hassle. If I don't do it about pedophilia I am also going to need another controversial subject.

Tl;dr: spoken essay about pedophilia, yes or no? And if no,please give me another controversial subject.

If you read all don't overreact about what I said, I am 15 and seeing a psychologist.

I want to be more skilled in British English (or just know more words), and French.

I'm 15, so I can learn well. I need to find a place that sends British, Canadian or French newspapers around the world, without anything already being translated. I know about online newspapers, but I'm talking about real newspapers, which can be sent specifically to the Netherlands. If you do know about them, please tell me which newspapers are good newspapers, or tell me personal preferences(if you have any).

tl;dr Foreign newspapers able to be sent to the Netherlands (and which are good, informative (also personal preferences if you have any)).

This can range anywhere from lifechanging events, songs, movies, people, things that made you better personally, worse personally, things that made you look at the world differently(both positively and/or negatively) or even things that didn't make sense but did happen. Of course you can answer this differently than all the things I just mentioned.

Mine was when I had to redo a grade, and I got friends, social interaction and a best friend.

It made me a better person.