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I have had severe joint pain and fatigue(along with other symptoms) for two years now. i feel like NO ONE is listening to me. I think i have an auto immune disorder that no one has diagnosed yet. I have high WBC counts, very high C-reactive protein levels, and very high sed rates. my ANA was negative, lyme disease neg, celiac disease neg, sjorgens syndrome neg, rheumatoid arthritis neg....I do have a strong family history of psoriasis and arthritis though. does anyone know about psoriatic arthritis? or have any other ideas about other auto immune disorders that i might have? i saw a rheumatologist and was treated horribly. i am never going back. i feel like the doctors are missing something. i would be eternally grateful if someone in the medical field could help me with this. thank you

Why people play so many mind games, and how did they get to be so good at it. (((sighs)))

Starting chatting with someone from YA and you thought a great friendship forming and one day they just stopped writing for no reason. My feelings are really hurt. Guess I should have known better than to trust anyone on here......:(:(:(

Is YA staff sitting in their break room smoking crack and playing poker again?? LOL

If so, why haven't you done it yet? Why do we always let our fears and insecurities stop us from achieving our deepest and most desired dreams???

Lets say you are all single and engaged. If the person you were engaged to marry had an accident and had their face disfigured and became a paraplegic, would you still go through with the wedding or back out of it? there are no wrong answers, i'm just curious about what most of you would do???

I dont know how to put a real picture in place of the cartoon avatar. I hate to look so stupid but how do you guys do that. Thanks in advance for your help...:P

who was everything you've ever wanted??? But you lost them??

the days when people would never have even dared use the language or deplorable comments that they do now? it makes me sad...when did people become so indifferent?

Have we become so jaded that even extraordinary things become like every day office work to us??

Does that mean I'm taking up too much space?? LOL

wrote something for you that was so romantic it brought tears to your eyes??

Like to dress up in the opposite sex's clothes for funsies and pretend to star in the movie "Dr. Acula" for the day??(scrubs reference). Uhh, i dont do this, i just wondered who else does....LOL

for me it's people's rude manners and indifference towards one another

you just wanted to throw in the towel, take a handful of sedatives and call it a day??

Who or what is your angel on earth?

that Y!A staff should take the words "violation",and "chatting and personal communications" and shove them up their azzes, and get off the crack? LMAO

To induce you to take a loyal, healthy pet to the vet and have it put to sleep? I NEVER would. I think its a good way to judge someone's character, the way they treat their parent's and their pets...

And is it important for you to have people mourn your death? Who would you want to give your eulogy? I really don't have a death fixation, just curious...