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I've been suffering from depression and anxiety and honestly I deal with it by partying and hooking up because it feels amazing. I know what I am about to say is going to sound messed up but I feel like no one cares about me anyway. I met a girl at a party, hit it off and for a month, we kissed and talked nonstop. She made me feel amazing every time we kissed and there were times that we almost had sex but she kept saying it's too soon. She lives an hour away from my house and I don't have a job but I lied to her and said I did. I told her I loved her even though I didn't so she would have sex with me but she kept saying no. Eventually I got tired of trying so I decided to friendzone her. I don't really have many friends and I'm used to having people walk out of my life and when my depression hits, I just tell everyone to **** off. Anyway, she ended up showing up to my house asking me what was going on so I admitted most of the truth to her. She looked very sad but we agreed to stay friends and she gave me a hug and idk something about that hug hit me, I knew that she cared. Like after I told her all the ****** up things I do, she still hugged me and said she cared about me. We texted for a bit afterwards and when we met, had made plans to go to a concert this weekend she bought

I met a guy a month ago. We began texting, snap chat & fB messaging a lot. He lives about an hour away but have been taking turns driving to each other twice a week. When we met all we did was hug & I felt a spark. Everytime we hung out afterwards we would meet up around 4pm/5pm and would talk til like 5am the next day. We ended up kissing and cuddling (no sex) even though we both wanted to but thought it was too soon so we held back on that. We got drunk this one time and he told me he loved me. He works only 4 hours a day and goes to the gymbut he says he s busy helping his friends w/ things and is busy but in my mind he should still be able to text me. The fB messaging gradually dwindled down and I checked my text messages and he hadn t texted me back in over a week though he was hitting me up on snap chat but it was slowly becoming less. He told me that communication is key to make a relationship work & it bothered me that he wasn t hitting me up much anymore. One time that he did not hit me up for 24hrs& I was stressed out about final exams at school and work and In the moment I told him "deuces." I ended up deleting him from all my social media accounts. I overreacted in the moment that I was stressed out but the damage has been done. I apologized to him over text but he isn t texting me back and he won t pick up my calls. Idk what to do, I had a good thing going and I ****** it up, what should I do?

I met a guy a month ago. We began texting, snap chat & fB messaging a lot. He lives about an hour away but have been taking turns driving to each other twice a week. When we met all we did was hug & I felt a spark. Everytime we hung out afterwards we would meet up around 4pm/5pm and would talk til like 5am the next day. We ended up kissing and cuddling (no sex) even though we both wanted to but thought it was too soon so we held back on that. We got drunk this one time and he told me he loved me. He works only 4 hours a day and goes to the gymbut he says he s busy helping his friends w/ things and is busy but in my mind he should still be able to text me. The fB messaging gradually dwindled down and I checked my text messages and he hadn t texted me back in over a week though he was hitting me up on snap chat but it was slowly becoming less. He told me that communication is key to make a relationship work & it bothered me that he wasn t hitting me up much anymore. One time that he did not hit me up for 24hrs& I was stressed out about final exams at school and work and In the moment I told him "deuces." I ended up deleting him from all my social media accounts. I overreacted in the moment that I was stressed out but the damage has been done. I apologized to him over text but he isn t texting me back and he won t pick up my calls. Idk what to do, I had a good thing going and I ****** it up, what should I do?

sooooo I've had scars on my legs for a long time(years) and I used to go swimming at the pool as a child and to the beach but I haven't done that in a long time because of my scars. I've tried Derma Blend, Joan Rivers the Right to Bare legs and Sally Hansen Airbrush legs. They are all good for nice legs on a night out cuz during the daytime, the makeup on my legs is too obvious and the makeup doesn't last in the water like they claim. After a good 15 minutes, the makeup fades in the water :( I've purchased Mederma but I just didn't see the results I wanted so I went to a doctor a couple months ago and spent $175 on a medicine that really helped my scars fade. The problem is that I I had to use that medicine on my legs for 60 days and I only used it for about 40 days. I went on a trip with my friends and I left the medicine at home. When I came back from my trip, my mom had cleaned the house and accidently threw away my medicine. My left leg looks fine but my right leg could still use some work. Another problem I have is since I haven't worn shorts in such a long time, My legs are super white and you can see my veins. Will tanning help solve that problem? And as for my remaining scars, any recommendations? I don't have another $175 to go to the doctor again. :(

So I have been talking to my co-worker Julia and she seemed chill to me so we decided to hangout after work. She wanted to go bar hopping with me and then I told her that I had a bottle of vodka at home. We ended up going to the beach and I started drinking (btw I am a lightweight drinker). She didn't drink as much as me but she then told me how she loves to smoke weed and took out her pipe and started smoking. I was already getting drunk and she talked me into smoking so I smoked a little. I was coughing too much and I got very drunk and started throwing up. I was surprised cuz I never thrown up before. She called some guy idk if it was her boyfriend but they took me home. When I woke up today, I have no headache which is surprising to me. Is the reason I don't have a headache because I threw up? And I don't have any weed but everything in my room smells like weed. I even went to the bathroom brushed my teeth and rinsed with mouthwash and when I drank water it tasted like it was mixed with weed. Am I still high? I have never done drugs and know nothing about weed. Idk what do, I am so embarrassed to have thrown up in front of her and Idk if things are gonna be awkward at work. Any advice in what I should do in this situation?

I met some chill guys at my new college. Two of them are trying to go to a bar. One of them is married (hes 24 and is bringing his wife)and one is single(he's 21). The single one invited me but idk. I'm 20 and I have never been to a bar and idk what to expect. I've never even been clubbing before but idk apparently they think I have. Since I said no, he said I'm a bore. I don't wanna come off as boring but idk what to expect. Can someone give me so advice? Thanks in advance.

My best friend Nadine and I have been best friends for 7 years. She told me in January that the guy she had been crushing on for months finally asked her out. Don't get me wrong, I'm extremely happy for her but suddenly I no longer exist. At first I was like I can't think of any reason why she could be angry at me. IDK is this how its supposed to feel like, her getting a bf means I'm going to be ignored???? The last time I spoke to her was January 25th, 2013, its March now. Like I've texted her, called her & left her a message on Facebook & she won't pick up my calls or respond to my texts or fb messages. I really don't want to try hitting her up AGAIN JUST TO BE IGNORED. IDK what to do.....ANY ADVICE??? Thanks in advance

I'm playing Super Mario Bros U on the Wii U and I'm on Soda Jungle 5 and I can't move forward to Jungle 6. I believe it must be hidden or something a link to a youtube video would be nice but ANY help would be appreciated. Thanks!!

SO I got the white Wii U and I plugged in to the television. The Wii U works fine, I set everything up perfectly except that the TV screen is black and white. It plays all the regular channels in color and I know nothing is wrong with the Wii U because the gamepad screen is in color. I already read the manual and tried switching the plugs around it won't work. Anyone know how to make the TV go to color?????

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So I have like 10 aunts and most of them are very pretty except for my aunt Lucy which is considered the ugly duckling. She's okay looking but she has never had much luck with men, my other aunts would always be surrounded by hot men but she rarely brought home a guy and when she did, he would be the most ugly and Unattractive guy possible. We live in california and she went to Georgia to college. Like 2 years ago, she met a man and they got together. When she brought him home, we were all shocked to see that she was with a sexy man who was in her same college about to graduate. He seemed perfect like not to be mean but how could you get the perfect guy, something seemed fishy cuz her getting a guy that perfect was too good to be true. She got engaged to him last year and that's when she told us that he had two sons, both had different mothers. He got custody of one son and he was paying child support to the other mom. He had told my aunt that he wanted a girl with her. Ive seen his other two baby mommas and they are far more prettier than my aunt I honestly feel like he just got with her so se can play mommy to his son. They are married now and they moved back to California. My aunt is all like, "I asked him to move to California after we graduated and he did, he loves me so much." I've met his son and he tells me that his real mom and his dad's other baby momma would constantly come to his house arguing about money so He just agreed to move to California to get away from his baby mommas. She's trying real hard to be a mom to her husbands son but I can tell she gets slightly annoyed sometimes and she is now pregnant with his baby. She asked me to take care of his son a couple of times and idk if he is hitting on me. When my aunt is around he will not talk to me but when my aunt isnt home, he will sit near me wearing only boxers. And he has asked me if i have had sex before and he got mad when I did not show him pictures of me when I go out to party. He knows he's hot and its awkward cuz like WTF your married leave me alone. I want to confront my aunt and tell her everything even though she's pregnant with his baby making it harder for her to leave him. She has been teased upon all her life by her sisters that she was so ugly she would never get a hot guy. Now that she has a hot guy I doubt she would want to let him go cuz the teasing stopped when she got with him. I feel like I have to tell her that she married to a creep but idk I don't want to start a family war cuz it's a difficult situation and knowing how my family is, everyone is going to get involved. What should I do?

Where in Catalina Island can I get the cheapest golf cart rental?

I work part time and make on average $250 a week. I really need to buy a car and I don't have time to save up like $5,000 to buy one from a private seller. I'm going to buy one from a dealership. Yes I know that I will end up paying like $4000-$5000 more than the retail price to the dealership but I don't have too many options right now. I was maybe a new or used KIA but I'm open to any advice or suggestions. Thanks in advance!! :)

Her songs Part of Me, Wide Awake and Dressin' Up were part of Teenage Dream the Complete Confection which Katy described is part of 'Teenage Dream Era.' Does anyone know when her next album is coming out?

I just hopped on the bus on my way to the park and I forgot to put an extra tampon in my purse. Where can I find a tampon dispenser because I really don't want to buy a box of tampons and carry them around.......???

Ok so me and my friend Lily have been good friends since high school. We have done lots of things together and she was fun to be around. And then she had a baby. A lot of her friends left her but I stayed around and she asked me to be her daughter's godmother and I said yes. The problem is that when we hangout I feel like we have nothing to talk about. We used to talk for hours about a million interesting topics and now i feel like we can't connect or talk like we used to. I absolutely love my goddaughter but when I ask her to hangout she always brings her and I feel like maybe if we had a chance to hangout without her daughter we could actually have more fun. She has little money and no one available to babysit so no matter what, she's bringing her daughter along when we hangout. How do I get rid of the awkwardness and get back to those good ol' days?????

So I have a massive crush on my teacher and I just wanna get over it. He's really chill and when I met him, I was like I wanna be good friends with him and now its like F*CK why do I like you so much????? How do I get over him?

My friend asked me to be her son's godmother and in two days will be the first time I see him since I've become the godmother. I feel like I should buy my godson and my friend a gift. What should I buy them???

Both of my parents are mexican and my whole life I have strongly embraced my mexican culture and strongly made it clear to everyone how proud I am to be mexican. A few weeks ago, I found out Im part japanese and french and I was wondering how do i embrace my newly discovered japanese and french heritage? (I would prefer answers from japanese or french people) Thanks :) :D

What exactly do I do as a godmother?

So this morning my neighbor tells my dad that I did something to her granddaughter's cell phone that messed it up to the point it had to get fixed. Also we have a laundry mat that the entire neighborhood can use and he said his wife saw me turning off the washers while they were washing their clothes so they would have to turn the washers back on and put more money in to start them up again. He told my dad that if I don't stop, they are going to sue me. Really? I didn't turn off their washers and someone has been doing that to us too. I asked him when did I mess up his granddaughter's phone and he said years ago. What the hell? And they are telling me how pissed off they are about it now???? What I find interesting is that they constantly come to my house asking me to fix stuff on all their electronics. If I really did mess up this girl's phone, why would they continue coming for help when they are angry that I apparently messed up his granddaughter's cell phone???? Also I know his wife is a bitter old woman and also an illegal alien so I'm not worried about him suing me. Anyone have any advice on what I should do?