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I'm 20 years old and I'm the nicest person ever. I'm always nice and kind. I'd never harm anyone, I hate the fact some people force me to be rude or cold. It really does. Anyways, I always feel like an outcast. It doesn't make sense. Being the nice person I am I nothing good ever happens to me. I'm not trying to sound like a victim, but sometimes it gets really hard and I've endured a lot. Sometimes I feel alone and I just can't shrug it off. Especially when even my relatives **** me up as well. It's so disgusting how everyone is just superficial and selfish nowadays. Today I broke down in the mall ane I cried. It was embarrassing. I just just happened. You know when suddenly all the events come to your mind?

Lol, today my aunt was calling me out or something saying I'm such a loner and that my style is disgusting. This made me so mad. How is my choice of ******* clothing going to harm anybody? What the actual ****? What has the world come to? Why such negativity and repulsive acts. I feel like I can't be nice, I can't be me.

My clothes aren't even weird. Just jeans and T shirt. She wants me to be all Barbie like her. I mean, even if you're going to advice me, don't insensitive and ******* rude, because at the end, it's your ******* opinion, it's not a fact. I feel like I don't understand people and I hate everyone. I don't even care about abligations anymore. No one matters. Just me.. Please help.....feedback is appreciated.