GeekGamerGirl

I can t stand it anymore. I hate this word, but I always feel triggered by everything. It seems like everything I look at triggers a memory that makes me want to crawl into a hole and die. How do I prevent objects from having such a strong effect on me? It seems like everything I own has a painful memory of when I did something stupid. For example: all hats, some books, my posters, my fish tank, my computer, flowers, some coffee mugs, and more. I just want to stab my eyes out. Everything I look at triggers a memory, and usually not a good one. And please don t suggest I throw stuff away. Throwing anything away makes it even worse.

-I'm a senior at a small private school.H

-It's not a dance, just a fancy dinner with some activities.

-He's older than me and we used to work together for over a year.

-I like him.

-I have no idea if he likes me.

-He doesn't know anyone else at my school besides me.

Do you think I should ask him to go with me? If so, how? Do you think he would feel uncomfortable going with me?

I recently purchased a new MSI computer with Windows 10. I just finished downloading all my files and software from my old computer plus some new games and stuff. It was working just fine last night but tonight it wouldn't open any programs and Ctrl+alt+ delete didn't do anything. I tried rebooting in safe mode but now it's showing a blank MSI screen and it won't boot up at all. I've restarted the computer countless times. I'm out of ideas. Please help.

I am looking for a sport or activity I could get into that would give me training on how to properly throw a punch, and kicking would be a bonus but not necessary. I've always wanted to take out my anger on a punching bag but I don't know how to punch properly. Plus, I want something that will be good exercise and fun too. I'm not sure if I should try tae kwon do, or boxing, or kung-fu or something else entirely. What should I do?

I sort of remember this movie about this woman who gets in a car accident and she is on the brink of life or death. She doesn t realize she is dying at first and she lives her life normally for a bit. During the time she is dreaming about living life she is followed by an ominous bus and the bus driver keeps trying to get her to come inside the bus. She refuses to because she has a bad feeling about it. Later, she sees herself receiving CPR and realizes that the bus was a bus of life and that if she would have got on the bus she would have lived but she didn t so she ended up dying. The paramedics couldn t save her. I think there was a dog in there somewhere too. I think the dog got saved in the end. Please help! I need to know the name of this movie.

I have the option of taking the ACT in February or June during my Junior year in high school. Should I take it earlier so I have more options to take it again or later so I have more time to study? Pros and cons?

When talking about guys and relationships, I've heard many different things. With some of those things, I'm not sure if they're true or if they're just lies to make girls feel better. One thing I've heard is that:

"You don't have to wear makeup and dress fancy, the right guy will love you without it." and

"You don't have to worry about your weight, the right guy will love you no matter what your size is."

No guy has ever liked me. I keep wondering if it's because I don't wear makeup or if it's because of my weight, but all my girl friends tell me the above statements. However, either the "right guy" hasn't shown up yet, or those statements are lies. So, are those statements really true or are they just lies to make girls feel better?

I've had occasional depression before, but this week seems like the worst it's ever been. I just can't shake this feeling. I wouldn't be surprised if I have depression; my family has a history of depression. It's terrible. I haven't been sleeping well at all. I feel tired and unmotivated during the day. I feel like I have to remind myself to breathe. Things I used to enjoy just seem boring now. I used to love reading, watching anime, and playing video games but now I have no interest in doing anything. I just keep refreshing my youtube page and watching a ton of random, useless videos for no reason whatsoever. I've been doing that for the past few days. Another thing is that I just feel terrible about myself for no reason and I'm doubting everything I've ever believed. I look in the mirror and feel so fat and ugly even though I've been eating healthier and exercising lately and have lost a lot of weight. I feel like no one loves me even though I have an amazing family and a best friend who tells me all the time how much I mean to her. I feel so stupid and worthless but my GPA and report card prove otherwise; I'm at the top of my class, eligible for salutatorian or valedictorian. I've known what I want to go to college for for a long time but now I'm doubting what I want to do with my life. I have no idea what my purpose in life is. It all feels pointless. I feel like I have every reason to be happy, I have a great life. However, I can't stop feeling sad and depressed.

I am at the age in my life where I have to decide what career to follow and what college to go to. I have narrowed down my choices to pretty much two options.

I've always been good at English class and writing. I get the best grades in English out of the whole school. I got the best grade in a research paper that my teacher had ever given. I'm kind of a natural at writing and using proper English so I've been told I should be an English teacher/professor and/or a writer. Don't get me wrong, I love writing and think I would be a good teacher but that's not really my dream. My dream since childhood was to be a video game software designer and create video games like the ones I grew up with. I always thought it would be the coolest thing ever to work for Nintendo. I watched the Nintendo segments on E3 online a couple weeks ago and I was so in awe of the video game designers and the people who work in the Nintendo Treehouse (the name alone makes it sound like an awesome job). I thought to myself that I would love to have their job. However, it seems like such a hard dream to follow, I have a feeling that it is not that easy to work for a huge company like Nintendo. I really cannot decide between the two choices. Do I follow my dream to try and get a job at Nintendo someday or do I go with what I'm really talented at?

I was told I should make a resume to help me find a job, however, I am a high school student with no previous employment history so I do not know what I would put on a resume.

I am a 16 year old looking for my first job to work at during the summer and hopefully the next couple school years. I live in a very small city and I have applied for literally every store and fast food restaurant there is in my area. I've even applied for every job within an hour radius of my house. I don't know what to do next. Most of the time I just apply online. Once and a while I've gone in to the store or fast food place to follow up the application but still no results. What I'm wondering is, is there a way I can go into the store or fast food place and act in a way or say the right things so that I have a very good chance of being hired? My cousin recommended I make a resume, but I have no job experience so I don't know what I'd even put on a resume?

So I've met this guy twice while driving with our driver's ed instructor. We talked a lot and it seemed like we really clicked. I wanted to ask for his number or ask if he would friend me on facebook but I ended up being too shy to do so. However, I recently found him on facebook since I now know how to spell his name and stuff. But my question is, do I friend him right away or would that seem weird or creepy since we've only met twice. I get to see him again in a couple days but that will probably be the last time I see him. Would it be weird if I sent him a friend request?

I met this guy when I was driving with my driver's ed instructor. We got along so well. We got to talk for an hour and it's like we clicked. It's been almost a week since then and I cannot stop thinking about him. I feel so giddy and happy which is amazing since my last crush made me feel so depressed and sad. I'm listening to a ton of cute love songs and I'm acting kinda weird. I feel like that quote from the movie Elf: "I'm in love, I'm in love and I don't care who knows it." I feel like he is perfect for me in every way but I only just met him. I get to see him again in a couple days but that might be the last time I get to see him. I want to find a way to continue to see him or talk to him because I loved talking to him and he seemed to really like talking to me. Even my driving instructor thought we really got along well. I've talked to friends but they've given me tons of different opinions: get his number (I'm really shy), get him to friend me on facebook (I sadly can't find him on there), invite him to youth group (I don't know if he's a christian), wait for him to make the first move, do all of the above, etc. I don't know what to do since I've never tried to date a boy before or get a phone number or flirt or anything. But I can't stand the thought of never seeing him again. My parents say I should wait then if it's who I'm meant to be with, God will put him in my life again at the right time. I don't really want to wait though. I really don't know what to do. Help?

Is there such a thing? I've already watched Fruits Basket with my mom and FullMetal Alchemist Brotherhood and Death Note with both my parents. Any other ideas of what I could watch. (I keep trying to convince them that anime isn't bad).

I don't care what genre as long as it isn't mecha or yuri. I feel like I've seen all the best already but I still feel like there is something missing in my life since I am not watching a series at the moment.

I have seen:

-Death Note

-Romeo x Juliet

-OHSHC

-FullMetal Alchemist Brotherhood (Awesome!)

-D. Gray-man

-Blue Exorcist

-Sword Art Online

-Attack on Titan

-Magi: The Labyrinth of Magic (#1 Favorite)

-Uta No Prince-Sama

-Angel Beats

-Free!

-Karneval

-K (Awesome!)

-Fruits Basket

-Code:Breaker

-Darker than Black (Loved it!)

-Noragami

-The Devil is a part Timer

-Say "I love you"

-La storia della Arcana Famiglia

-Love Stage

-Kuroko No Basketball

-Blood Lad

-Kagurahime

-Psycho-Pass (Loved it!)

-Baka and Test

-No. 6

Some background info: I'm a Sophomore in High School, 16 years old, and a straight A student at a very small private christian school (only 30 kids in the whole high school).

I only started going to this school freshman year, I was home-schooled before. I didn't expect to do good in school, however, I started getting A's on everything. I was on the 'superior honor roll' every quarter and I got 100%s on most all of my assignments and quizzes. My end of semester grade averages this year are a 97, 98, 99, 100, 99, 97, and a 94 for my classes. However, I HAVE NOT STUDIED FOR LONGER THAN 5 MINUTES IN MY LIFE!!!! I honestly don't know how I do it. I hardly ever have to study ever and I still get A's like they are a piece of cake.

This may sound great and it was at first, everyone was like "woah that's so cool! You don't even have to study? Wow I wish I could be like you." But now, everyone in my grade is starting to get tired of me because I never have to study and I get the top grades in the class. I can't exactly try to get bad grades just to fit in with them but I'm worried that everyone will start hating me because of it. Should I be worried? What can I do about it?

I've had this idea in my head for a while and I'm surprised no one else has done something like this with young adult/teen books. Since people with superhuman abilities is kinda popular right now. What about a book about Chimeras. Chimeras are usually a mixture of different animals in mythology but what if there were people like that; mixed with an animal and having that animals abilities. They did something kinda similar in the anime FullMetal Alchemist Brotherhood. I want to write and book like that but I don't know if it is a stupid or childish idea or not. And I'm not sure if it's already been done.

So I am trying to learn how to make mods on Minecraft (1.7.10) but I have no ideas on what to do that hasn't been done before. Is there anyone who plays Minecraft that has any ideas for mods they would like to see made?