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but is he well liked? I am sorry to learn that he is not well due to the brain hemorrage. He is very good looking and seems like a good person.

I hope he does recover. Thanks for your comments. =)

obvious to both of us when I see him around that we have chemistry between us. He works at this public place I go to and when he is there I'll catch him staring at me, and then at times he'll joke with me like one time I was wearing all purple and he called me "Willy Wonka", and then other times while he works, I can hear him singing out loud in this utility room, then when we do talk a little we both get giggly like little kids and tease each other. I tell him he needs geritol and a cane because we are both older than ppl are on here.

The problem is, my Friend asked me in front of 2 of his employee friends if I liked sex!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I was not only uncomfortable, but I was embarassed because he put me on the spot and I was a liitle humiliated. All I did was ask back, "Who doesn't?"

I was folding my laundry and walked away from them.

Since then, when this guy friend isn't around his buddies when I go to the place, he is himself and we can be comfortable to laugh, talk and be oursleves.

I got hurt in a previous relationship, so badly noone can imagine and was about 3 years ago. While on the "rocks" in that so-called relationship was about the time I met this guy friend I have been talking about now. It was comforting at the time because we both had attraction from the start and liked each other right away. ALso there are times when he does show concern when he sees me around.

We always did "click" but I am afraid for us to get involved because he is like the "bad boy" and I was always attracted to this type of guy. I don't know about this because of my past and I am afraid to "give my heart away" again but at the same time, after 3 years of us being friends, with this guy, and his name is "Paco", I am falling for him yet holding back too. I am sure he feels the same way about me but we don't ever talk about it.

The big "well" now is, not too long ago he got remarried and I know it was for convenience but now you can see why I have to bury my feelings. He is married in name only but I know it is still a "hands off" situation for us.

He is hard to forget.

Any suggestions how to handle this? I am sorta hurting over this.

Thanks for any help! :)

about MJ, that the Authorities returned the part of his brain back to the family, well during the night I was having a dream that I was about to have surgery on my hand and I was about to get administered that Deprivan we all heard about in the news that MJ was hooked on.

For the first time this dream seemed so real in the night and I was very scared of going "under" but I couldn't stop the procedure from happening, then the next thing I realized the surgery was over and I asked the Dr. if it was over. In the dream I didn't feel any pain after the surgery but I did wake up instantly like doctors say the anesthetic does. What was the point in that dream??????????????