Street Boy Will

Ok, here's the deal. I'm 15. In my class at school, there's a girl. She's competed in the Asia-Pacific Games for athletics and won medals there as a distance runner. I'm a talented singer and guitarist who can beat her in a sprint, but nothing more. We're good friends, and I know we can have a laugh.

However, I have a darker side. I rarely sleep a full night and struggle to make friends due to over seven years of bullying I had to put up with in primary school. Sometimes, it's like I have a split personality, which attacks everyone around, which also gives me low self-esteem. She says she hates it when I speak badly of myself (actually, she says "I hate sticking up for you when you say bad things about yourself in class. The girls just spread rumor, and the guys don't care.") I don't know, I'm somewhere between a complete loser and a cool guy to know, but I do know I have feelings for her. I also have feelings for a girl I haven't seen in over five years, but that's another question. All help is accepted in this, but do I really stand a chance? Should I throw myself off a bridge and save myself a third black hole in my heart?

I'm 15 and have Asbergers. However, every so often leading up to now, and more frequently now, I haven't been able to sleep a full night. I keep having this dream about a fight in my past. I'll outline the dream, and the fight, which are basically the same. I was around 10-11 when this happened.

I was hanging around with my best friend, who was also the girl I like. She was sitting in a tree, while I lent against it. Suddenly, one of her big brother's friends walks over and knocks her out of the tree, then kicks her in the ribs, taunting me. She protests, only to get kicked again. I attack him, only to be beaten off. I get knocked to the ground, with that guy laughing at me and a lot of the school crowding around. To his surprise I get up and have bright red eyes, then I knock him off his feet, even though he's twice my size and three years older than me. There I wake up. But there's more. My memory doesn't cover the fight, but it does cover the stuff after it. I snap out of whatever possessed me and see him, bleeding and bruised, half-conscious. I run off, and sit by a soccer goal and cry. Suddenly, there's an arm around my shoulder and a voice in my ear, and the girl speaks to me, then kisses me on the cheek. She moved the next year, and I haven't seen her since. I want to, but I doubt the chances of it a lot.

Any ideas why I keep having this dream, and why it still haunts me to this day? Any advice is accepted.

It's been around a month now, but I'm still struggling to come to come to terms with the girl I like and my best friends leaving the school.I don't even know if the girl liked me back. So I gotta ask, how do you cope with losing friends who are your only support? Most people hate me for how I act, and people who accept me are few and far between. I need advice on befriending people and coping with loss of friends. Any helps is appreciated.

Today, I had a friend, a girl who I liked and might still do, leave my school. All her close friends were crying, and I gave her my MSN address. Soon after then, I felt weird. It was some form of emotion that made my heart hurt. I don't know how to describe it. It felt weird. So, what was this mystery emotion?

I'm starting to develop signs of depression. Withdrawal, silence, feelings that nobody cares bout me, that sort of thing. This is odd as these signs only happen at school where nobody gives three hoots what happens to me. Well, not too many people at least. I have fallen into a depressive state before, late last year. Now, I should be able to pull out if it, but I just can't. Maybe it's coz I'm an Aspie. Is there any way I can counter this schoolyard depression?

How long has it been sinse you went to a party with your family? (A week)

On your own? (3 years)

The last time you were invited to a friend's party was? (2 years ago. I was sick so I couldn't go)

Warning! Long Question!

Now, I'm normally not a headstrong guy, but this group of girls I'm friends with are having trouble with this guy stalking them. He's starting to make them afraid of him. He is really weird, saying that he works for the government to protect the girls. From what I understand, he seriously thinks that that is his mission. I spoke to him to make him back off, and now he thinks I'm a soldier-for-hire. I'm 14. Same as him. How could I be a soldier-for-hire? Anyway, he asked me for my registration number and said he'd pay me to leave the girls alone. Now, I'm known to be protective of my friends, a little too protective sometimes. Something about this guy, the way he knows so much about them and their private lives, makes me want to knock him out. The girls don't want me getting worried or pissed, so they try to hide the problem from me. It doesn't work.

I have three ideas. One is to tell the girls to tell him that they hired me to protect them and that they don't need him. Another is to talk with the girls, then get a group of guys and confront him. The final one is to attack the guy, the hardest one yet as he never goes outside and always looks over his sholder when his suspicious. Should I use one of these, or, if not, can you come up with a good idea to deal with him without money exchanging hands (I'm broke at the moment)

I've been told I have Asbergers. I'm a little confused and I need some advise. What is Asbergers, how does it affect you and is there anything I can do. I already know about the extreme focus and the sensory overload, but anything else would be good.

The girl I like has just broken up with her bf, also known as my rival. Now, I'm one of her friends, but I can barely talk around her. Anyway, on Thursday, she came up to me and said "I need a MAN's company" and started snuggling into me. I don't know for sure what happened, but she pulled away pritty quickly. Her friends havn't given me a clue, for all the information I can get out of them. So, does she like me? Is she playing with my head (She knows I like her)? Should I give up on her? Should I do what a lot of people say and throw myself off a cliff or into the path of a train? What? Any information will help thanks!

The girl I like has just broken up with her bf, also known as my rival. Now, I'm one of her friends, but I can barely talk around her. Anyway, on Thursday, she came up to me and said "I need a MAN's company" and started snuggling into me. I don't know for sure what happened, but she pulled away pritty quickly. Her friends havn't given me a clue, for all the information I can get out of them. So, does she like me? Is she playing with my head (She knows I like her)? Should I give up on her? Should I do what a lot of people say and throw myself off a cliff or into the path of a train? What? Any information will help thanks!

I like this girl. She's beautiful, but she's going out with my rival, a bigheaded idiot. I've had a little trouble with one of her friends before, which ended up in my mental health deteriorating badly. I have recovered, although I'm a little less stable. One of her friends tells me she's afraid of me from what happened. I'm also a little afraid of what may happen. The first girl I had feelings for returned them after I beat up a guy two years older than myself who was giving her a hard time. She was also my best friend at the time, who moved, but never told me. I still wonder what could of happened if she had stayed. Anyway, what should I do about the girl and my rival? Should I find another girl? Should I wait? Should I do as everyone tells me and throw myself off a cliff? What?

Oh yeah, I'm 14.

I like this girl. She's beautiful, but she's going out with my rival, a bigheaded idiot. I've had a little trouble with one of her friends before, which ended up in my mental health deteriorating badly. I have recovered, although I'm a little less stable. One of her friends tells me she's afraid of me from what happened. I'm also a little afraid of what may happen. The first girl I had feelings for returned them after I beat up a guy two years older than myself who was giving her a hard time. She was also my best friend at the time, who moved, but never told me. I still wonder what could of happened if she had stayed. Anyway, waht should I do about the girl and my rival? Should I find another girl? Should I wait? Should I do as everyone tells me and throw myself off a cliff? What?

Does it mean you cannot wait for the geeky period called life to end or for hard times to end? For me, it means hard times are now here, and the 'summer' or the easy times are over. Any other thoughts?

Street Boy Will here. I like a girl, but she's going out with my rival. She's beautiful and the guy is pig headed and cocky. I'm friends with her, but I wish we were more. I've thought about challenging him to a duel, but I think he'll decline. So, how do I impress her?