Xerox

I was a good student.But due to some reason I got myself ended up with marijuana.Now I'm doing it everyday.Sometimes I cry,because my life could have been better.I'm destroying myself and my family with me.I'm not getting admission at any University now as I'm failing in the entrance exam.I got some time before another exam,but i can't study because of weeds,its keeps me lazy.I have tried to leave and still trying,but I can't.Please help me,I'm begging you.

I know it varies person to person.But with all of your responses,we can come to a conclusion.

I love her,she loves me too.We were perfect together.But I never touched her.She is a Christian girl & I'm a Muslim guy.i dumped her because of the religion and her mom asked me to,as a son.We were in touch all the time.She said she losted her virginity to her recent BF.She even had a friends with benefit with a friend of her.When I left her,she tried to commit suicide.She had been in a physical relation with them total of 15 times.That means there is nothing left for me.I know she's the one,But my mind is telling me to stop.What if she do the same thing behind my back ? I want to trust her,but I can't.After her suicide attempt her family wants me to be in her life too.When I look into her eyes,I see the face of her BF.When I look closer,I see a girl who wants some answers,some commitments.She's not happy with her BF.Please help me,I can't live like this

I don't like to walk but i have to save my money for hanging out with friends.So i walk when it is a short road.But when i see unknown/stranger peoples,i feel awkward.I think about what they are thinking about me.I need to avoid what people think about me.

I never thought about girls because i was so busy in my studies and with friends.But my friends are getting girlfriends by approaching them and have no time for me.I don't have the bravery to talk to them and ask them to become my friend.i just want to make female friends like everyone but i'm too much shy and have lots of fear in my mind.