DearAbby

I feel like my heart is still attached.. even though I have no idea if and when he will be back. As he purchased a home out of state and only visits him family holidays.

Since my son feels the falcon we have near out back yard may have tried to take up our cat. As he came home with a strange cut.. Don't worry he is fine now.. and all healed. but is still growing out his hair.

Went on my daily flog to be able to send pic's to more then one person at a time.. and I get at least five guys a day.. emailing me wanting to instant message in hopes to have a serious relationship.. they are willing to relocate.. etc.

I've been dating him for 1 year and he was out here for the first year and then left to buffalo wyoming. He just came out here for a visit and was snowed in 4 out of the six days. So, two days he was finally here christmas day and eve and he didnt come to see me. As was exhausted from being up and family. Cant seem to understand why I am hurt he didnt make the effort to see me. He is leaving back to buffalo today..

Yet when I asked if he wants to break up.. since he lives in Buffalo and I live in Calif and he says no. Very angrily and is angry I have resorted to that.

Boyfriend was suppose to be out for 6 days and ended up being laid over in Portland Oregen. So, ended up being in bay area two days before he had to leave. Christmas eve and day. And was to busy w/family to visit me. And flew back hm this morning. Long distance relationships are hard but I believe he is making it harder then it has to be. I asked if he wants to break up. Said no. Its just this trip didnt work out very well for him .

Or should you just know that if he hasnt broken it off with you .. Your still on.

Meaning.. at least state how he feels about us..once a month

Basically we are to mail a gift to her.

Each day I think of you .. each night I think of you.. Every day I am not intimate with you I crave you. Those late nights you come over and you sit in my swing with me. I feel closer to you as we talk about anything and every thing that is on your mind. And best yet.. when we are in bed your sweet comments keep me for a long time and they make me feel beautiful and wanted and loved.

I am proud of the friend you are and the person you've show me.. I trust you as I know you are loyal. I admire that quality in you. Which makes me be patient on waiting for you.Thru all your difficulty & things you are constantly thinking about .I give you space to not pressure you to share. Yet I wait for you to need me.. quietly and patiently.. even more then I would with any other.. When you don't call .. I feel left out. When you don't reach for me I feel abandoned. But your words stay in my head.. and give me strength and hope to endure what is necessary as you hold your worries inside and sometimes have to settle them there without no ones help. I give you space.

Don't ever think my space is an indication of anything less then it is.. You have my heart..Please be careful with it. Even though I am told I am wanted by other men.. there is only one man I want. that's you.You are my weakness.. you make me vulnerable.

So, if you feel any less then this.. you need to share.. so, we can separate and still keep the respect and friendship we have for each other. As emotionals are real and need to be addressed.

I mean I used to see him 5 days out of the week.. but lately he is too tired to drive to see me & he used to call every night, but now he calls about every three days or so. Could this scorpio men be testing my patience?

Money, jewelry, House, Car, knowledge, growth,education, inheritence ??????????

Went to a Wedding the other day with 400 people present. Did the bride and groom really need to have that big of a count of guest?

I learned to think things out before they leave my mouth as hurtful words can cut deeper then any knife.

Things my father used to say to me:

There is no right way for the doing the wrong thing.

Two wrongs don't make it right.

Honesty is doing the right thing even when no one is around to witness it.

Do as I say. not as I do.

What mom used to say..

Your at the bottom already..there is no where to go but up.

Astrology is a good way to get to know someone but its written in butter because each is an individual.

God gives you a new day every morning to try to do the best you can regardless of what happened yesterday.

Its easier to tell the truth then to remember your lies.

Treat people how you want to be treated regardless of race,age.

Give without expectations of something in return.

Live by example..