Parmen

Well, in my entire life , i have been pretty okay concerning my relationship with people.. I am neither too introverted nor too extroverted , but I see myself as likable to the people around me .. I have had a number of close friends but I 've never been able to communicate as easily with girls, especially if I really like them.. Im turning 17 in two weeks and I have yet to engage to a serious relationship or even to a casual girlfriend boyfriend situation.. I consider myself as average looking , but character-wise I tend to make a poor 1st impression since I am unaware of the people's personalities Im expected to interact with.. Consequently , i usually hold onto this serious , not too excited look , and many people get me as boring.. However i feel i have many aspects of my personality taht would appeal to most people.. What can i do to 'fix' this unconventionak behavior and maybe manage to engage to a date or at least friendship with a girl I like?

I havem't spoken to her for a long time since she doesnt want me to .. But what do i do now? Should I accept the invitation or not? I think it will be awkward and I dont know if I am ready to face her yet.. Any suggestions?

I actually showed my feelings to my crush , but she didn't feel the same way , after a series of events where she even told me she doesnt feel comfortable talking to me any more on a daily basis, i eventually talked less to her , and restrained myself to a daily 'hi' and a friendly smile ... Yet , a month later , her birthday came on and i couldnt hold myself and got her a gift ( i didnt want it to be a gift of high cost value , but more of a fitting one that will last for sometime ) , and as she is a music lover , i bought her a Vinyl of her facourite band ( not too costy ) . After searching for her on her birthday as it was not a school day , i couldnt get in touch and was forced to message her a wish and the fact that i had a present to give to her... However she strictly refused taking any gift from me ... I had been planning on my gift for a long time and even made an order for it from another country, and i couldnt just give up and just hold the Vinyl for me ... ( I hadnt tols her any detail about the gift ) So i decided to let another mutual friend give it to her as his own gift ( and made him promise not to say anything about me being involved in the situation ) .. The gift was handed my him , and no one knew the truth.. Until another dude realised and told my crush... She got mad ( she is anreally peaceful person ) and she gave me back the actual MONEY of the vinyl's value , since she knew i had no record player to use it. I want to apologise but its been 5 months..