Grace

From 18 months of age to 6th grade, I went to a private school. I was the oldest one there and since it was so small, I didn't really feel left out and that we were all close with one another. Then I moved on to Middle School having no friends. Eventually this year in 8th grade I did find a group of friends but they are all best friends with someone else in the group. Even the suicidal person claiming that no one likes him has just about 8 people swooning over him. Recently someone brand new came along and instantly became best friends with him. Everyone is always talking about how they're doing stuff over the weekend with their best friend and I just kind of end up laying in my bed crying. I'm kind of at a loss to do anymore. I really do want to have one of those friends where we do everything together but it kind of seems like its hopeless. I've probably rambled enough. So does anyone have any suggestions?

So, hear me out on this. I know that it might seem stupid but I consider this guy my Stalker, despite him being in the same grade as me.

At the beginning of the school year, I sat alone on my bus due to the fact that I am not a morning person. However, I started going to an anime club and this guy came up to me and said "Hey, you must be (insert my name here) I'm Jaypaul. I ride your bus" I introduced myself despite not caring for him and went my seperate way. The next day, i was sitting on the bus and he sat next to me. He constantly tugged out my earbuds trying to talk to me. I told him to stop but he wouldn't. A few months passed and I was just about done with him doing this, when he hands me a note asking me out. I was too polite to tell him no. He then wrote me a song and sent me about 50 emails. After the first day, I broke up with him and tried to move away from him on the bus but he kept sitting next to me and rubbing my leg. I told him to stop and he wouldn't. I told a teacher and they won't do anything. He keeps rubbing my leg like crazy despite me telling him no. I can't hit him or else I'll be the one in trouble and I'm really at a loss of what to do. He also stares at me with a creepy *** smile. And keeps begging me to take him back.