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I know it sounds crazy but when I woke up this morning, I had the thought that I am going to die tomorrow. It really freaked me out but then I kept telling myself it is crazy and its not going to happen and I am overreacting to watching a movie or something. Has anyone ever had that thought? It was just really odd.

I got dumped 4 months ago. The exboss of the man that dumped me has called me about every two weeks since I happened to talk to him and tell him the situation. Even when I moved out, he still called. He recently came over and kissed me as he was leaving. He likes to talk s**t on the phone. So do I. He came over last night and a few things happened. We went to the mall and then came back to my house. We both knew what would happen. Plans had been made for him to spend the night. As I was unlocking the back door he told me to kiss him. He then said good night and he was leaving. I couldn't understand why. He said I didn't do anything wrong or upset him. I definitely know there are not homosexual issues so what is the deal. Is he trying to be a nice guy and not just f**k me and leave me? I will be 30 in Jan and he is 40. Is that part of it? I just don't understand why he would leave. I know that I had told him I was nervous but I wasn't going to be a tease either. What do I think now???

My ex of 5 years and I have been apart for 4 months now. Is it wrong to ask him not to have his girlfriend (the one he left me for) around our almost 4 year old son. He only sees our son for about 4-6 hours on Sundays each week. The girl is now living with him but stays at her house on Sunday nights when our son stays. I do not personally know the girl. He says I am being a jealous b***h. Maybe but I really think he should spend this little bit of time with his son one on one so our son doesn't have to share his father. I also don't want the child getting attached and if things don't work out, he will lose what little stabiltiy he has regained. He did not do well with us having to move. Am I really being a jealous woman or it is ok for me to ask this? I do not have any of the men I talk to around my child. I only go out on Sundays when I don't have my son. I am not asking him to do anything I wouldn't do. Someone help. I am second guessing my decision.

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We have a 4 yr old together. I beg, plead, cry all the time. He is nice somedays, mean the next. He says he does love me and care but no we aren't getting back together. The girl he dumped me for is sleeping in our bed every night except when the kid is there. She knows the story and won't back down. He keeps saying no. What can I do? It has been 3 months. I am so desperate. I have lost 70lbs. , can't sleep, constantly cry. It is crazy. I have got to have him back. What will work????? Sometimes he says give it time or chill out but I just can't. I think about him 24/7. I am miserable without him. He knows I love him but he won't come back. I can't live without him. We lived together for 4 yrs. We dated when we were 13, hooked up when I was 17 and got back together 5 yrs ago. He is the love of my life. How do I live without him???