Joey

Well.

There's this girl, that I'm in love with. (we'll alias her as Sally later on)

I really really really mean it. She's not all that great in the looks category, but we have EVERYTHING in common.

Like seriously, we've talked about music for /HOURS/.

She used to like me, we dated and things went bad, and she doesn't like me anymore. It really sucks I mean, I love her for her personality, and she is pretty cute, and she has amazing eyes.

Like I've liked her and got over her a few times today. But today, her boyfriend broke up with her and she started crying and I just gave her a big hug, and told her she deserved SO MUCH MORE and that he was stupid if he broke up with her, and I felt amazing holding her in my arms, and I realized I loved her more than I ever have.

All I want to do is hold her in my arms, and make her happy. One of my best friends that is also friends with her. Well I vented this out to her because I was depressed sorta, and she told me that she'd been trying to get her to go out with me but she isn't attracted to me that way and doesnt wanna date me without liking me like that because she'd feel terrible, which im glad she wouldnt pretend to like me, but it sucks that she doesnt like me.

Sally's told me I'm "favorite guy" recently because I'm not a player, and I'm sweet, and she used to always tell me "You make me smile (:" and she still does occasionally, and I just want to say,

"Isn't that all that matters? That I make you smile? I mean, you even have that in your about me on FaceBook 'be with who ever makes you happy.' " but I don't.

She knows I used to like her a lot, and we did date but it really didnt last long, at all.

& Honestly, (not trying to sound conceited AT ALL), but I'm not really, ugly, or anything. Like there's plenty of hot girls that I could date if i wanted. Like random girls at school hit on me, but I normally tell em im not interested cuz i dont know em, etc.

But honestly if I had to choose between Sally and every girl in the world, I'd choose her, and I mean it.

I dont really know how to go about getting her to like me, well that sounds dumb.

But maybe giving me another chance, and maybe she'll end up realizing she likes me or something.

She's the only girl I've ever cried over, and all of our friends tell me not to worry and that she'll come around and then one of them told me "Eventually she'll realize she NEEDS you."

but yeah.

When she complains about her bfs all being players and that she doesn't realize it, I just wanna be like "I'm right here. I've been here, maybe you havent noticed?" but I don't.

I just dont really think she'll ever "come around."

Some of my friends tell me to remind her we have everything in common, remind her I love her, and to remind her of it all and that maybe it'd work out or something.

:/

Help?

please?

Well, we weren't going out at the time, she's beautiful, and we have quite a few things in common. I sorta knew she liked me, (For example, she'd sit next to me on the bus, and she'd touch my arms, and told my I had pretty eyes), then I heard it from one of my friends that live next to her. So, it was her bday, and I, am the shy kind of guy, but I was determined to ask her out this day.

So we get there and, we hang out, I meet her mom and some other people I can't remember. (remember we weren't going out yet). After a while we walk over to my friend's house together. I wanted to do this then, but it just wasn't the right time, and I just couldn't do it. So, I waited for the next right-time or ALMOST-right/perfect time. Well the girl I like, said we should go outside (it was dark out, but yea) her and my friend are both random, so I ended up taking pictures of them doing cartwheels (I mistook them on purpose though, trying to get them to stop, and maybe it'd be the right time) so then she decides that we should go to walk around the back of her house... I knew this was the time, I don't know how, but I just knew it was.

She was walking infront of us, so I took a couple steps to catch up with her, then she stopped or slowed down. This is when I slowly put my right hand on the side of her face that was pointing away from me. Well, my friend is "camera crazy", so the girl I liked thought I was going to kiss her on the cheek for a picture, she was wrong. I did end up getting her head pointing toward me and I slowly leand forward kissing her on the lips. She didn't expect this at all, she didn't kiss me back. Her first reaction was something similar to "oh my gosh, did you just kiss me?!" She said it excitedly though, not mad, then she gave me a small kiss back. This is where I leaned in farther up, next to her ear and whispered, "Will you go out with me?" Her reply was a quick "yes!". I was shocked that I even done it, but I did. It was as if I was no longer in control and something made me do it though.

So, her reaction (etc) was a good thing, right?