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my boyfriend left for a trip today. he just called about an hour ago and said they lost his suitcase.

it wasn't a direct flight, he stopped twice along the way.

what are the chances of him getting his suitcase back? he'll be gone for six weeks and only packed dress clothes in his carry on.

will they send it to him at his hotel? or send it to his house?

i'm not really sure how this works. i've never flown and this was his first time.

my boyfriend and i have been together off and on for three years. [mostly on] about a month ago he told me he just wanted to be friends. he insisted upon reminding me daily that we weren't together.

just recently i've been hanging out with a guy i used to be friends with. we've slept together a couple times...

i came home and guess who was parked across the street?! my ex boyfriend!

the other guy and i did not have sex tonight. but we shared a little peck before i got out of the truck.

should i feel guilty? i mean, he's been telling me for a month that we were not together... even though we've hung out a lot and still slept together...

am i in the wrong? am i a whore? or do i have the right to see who i want to see since we're "just friends"?

i didn't finish high school and never got my license. i'm 20 now and will be taking the driving test soon.

do you have to take a written test too? do you know what it consists of?

just a few nights ago i had a terrifying dream! long story short, i killed someone, got shot by the police, and then had the top of my head cut off.

i went to hell... where a man told me i shouldn't be there. he said he would try to get me sent to heaven.

i looked over and satan was standing in front of me. he was HUGE with horns and body armor.

does anyone know what this could possibly mean? i actually felt myself dying but could still think while dead.

i'm kind of scared!!

for the past three or four days i've woken up with severe nausea.

i went off of my birth control about three weeks ago, and have had unprotected sex with my boyfriend several times.

is it possible that i'm pregnant? would i have morning sickness this early?

i haven't taken a test yet. i just thought maybe it was the stomach flu or something...

the day before yesterday i was sick. i threw up a few times and felt nauseous the whole day.

yesterday i was fine. except for a migraine that wouldn't go away.

today i woke up with severe stomach pains and nausea again. i've taken some pepto bismol max... but it hasn't helped much.

i was just wondering... what could be the cause of me feeling sick? is there anything else i can take?

i don't dream about fighting often, but when i do, it seems like i'm in slow motion.

and the other person is moving normally... so of course i lose the fight.

why am i always fighting in slow motion?

a few years ago my boyfriend "cheated" and took another girl out on a date. they hung out for a few weeks... i finally found out and he cut all contact with her.

on the phone today he told me that they've been talking again. he pulled this about a month or so ago and claimed to have been talking to a girl but he really wasn't.

he swears up and down that they're talking again. he told me where she lives and what town she works in.

should i believe him? i told him to show me the emails they've been sending back and forth, but he says he doesn't want me to have her email address.

for the past two or three weeks we've been on a break. and he insists upon reminding me that we are "just friends".

what do i do? do i believe him? do i stop talking to him altogether?

about two weeks ago my boyfriend of three years told me he wanted to take a break from our relationship.

we still hang out almost everyday... we still have sex, kiss, hug, and tell eachother we love eachother.

not much of a break, right?

well, he constantly reminds me that we're "just friends". but if i say something like "well, we're not together anymore..." he gets mad?!!

so my question is... why is he claiming to be taking a break if we're acting exactly the same? why does he get mad when i remind him that we're not together?

my boyfriend and i have sex almost every day. he used to be able to c*m and keep going... but for the past year or so he has complained of his penis being sore after he c*ms.

he says it's like sensitive... is this true? or is he just to tired/lazy for another round?

my boyfriend and i have been together for three years. at first our relationship was great... we were very much in love and got along perfectly.

we've been fighting constantly for about the past year and a half. we argue about little things... that blow up into huge physical fights.

he recently blacked my eye after i hit him in the face.

now he's saying this is too much for him. he still loves me but wants to take a break and be friends. i love him with all of my heart.

should i stick around and be his friend? i know we can work through our problems and probably need some counseling.

for the past two days my body has been itchy. it's mostly the top of my feet. it itches so bad i've scratched them raw and bloody.

now my legs and back are itching.

what's the problem??

a few days ago i noticed what seemed to be a pimple on the inside of my thigh. i left it alone.

it has tripled in size and hurts when i walk. it's a dark purple-ish color and about as big as a quarter.

what might this bump be? should i go to the doctor?

i'm currently taking Invega and Prozac for anxiety and Bipolar Disorder.

about a month or so ago i missed four or five days worth of meds... i became paranoid again.

then this week i've missed about three days. today my moods changed within minutes. one minute i was p*ssed off, the next i was crying... etc.

is this the cause of missing only a few days of meds? does it happen that quickly? or was i just having a bad day?

tomorrow is our three year anniversary.

right now he thinks he's talking to a girl online but it's really me. he's been talking about getting with her and leaving me for her.

"they've" been talking for a few days... maybe a week. at first he suspected me but i convinced him he wasn't talking to me.

what should i do? should i leave him?

i always thought he cheated on me but learned from this "experience" that he hasn't. but why is he trying to now?

a few months ago i developed SEVERE paranoia out of nowhere. i've been put on medication for bipolar disorder and haven't had any problems since.

i never told the doctor about the paranoia. he knew i was paranoid about my boyfriend cheating on me but he didn't know about everything else. (i was convinced i was being followed, the phone was tapped, there were cameras watching me, someone could read my thoughts, etc.)

i googled paranoid schizophrenia and i read if you have 5 or more symptoms then you have it. i have 8 of the symptoms i found.

is it likely i have it? or could it be confused with another mental illness?

i called to make an appointment with my therapist to discuss this with her... but that won't be until next week.

a few months ago i went through a big thing where i thought someone was "out to get me". i was convinced that our phone was tapped, someone was hiding in the bushes across the street, and someone was following me.

i had never experienced paranoia before this. it went on for about a month or so...

i went to the hospital and got on some new medication which has helped immensly. (spelling?)

recently i've been having some issues remembering to take my meds on time. i missed about a week of doses.

the paranoia started coming back. i thought i was being set up by my boyfriend.

so my question is... where did this paranoia come from? i've been diagnosed with bipolar disorder, but like i said, i've never experienced paranoia until recently.

does it ever go away? hypothetically, if i were to stop taking my medication altogether would it continue?

the pain started yesterday... and continued through the night. i could hardly move, walk, or sleep.

now i'm starting to feel it again today.

it's just a constant pain in my stomach.

any idea what it may be? any suggestions on what to do?

i got a call back from a place i applied a few days ago. she asked me to come in tomorrow to fill out mandatory paperwork.

does this mean i got the job?

she never said anything about an interview...