Tis

Just bored and wanna dabble with the new

So i believe i may have metal toxicity in my system which may have caused multiple sclerosis. Ive suffered from this for a long while and went a whole year of work and decided to quit because i knew it was more than just anxiety or depression, it was something more debilitating and disoriented going on inside me effecting my overall health, mind and functioning. Ive been stuck at home and tired of coping, i feel broken in the brain. This is one of those things thats hard to explain to anybody because its not visible to the naked eye. I cant trust doctors feeding me meds that will further alter my already altered brain chemistry from the anti psychotics i took which were lithium and other mood stimulants, no opiates. My mind is still in a unclear state so im worried if i get a job i will worsen my health. I dont know what to say to my family im staying with,wether they’d believe me, im sorta tired of trying to explain. Ive researched and experimented with everything natural as well. Im so far very confident im suffering from internal damage which effects my thoughts,speech,movement,memory,vision,nerves, etc.. yadayada.. I can only trust that i have to take supplements for nutrient deficiency and try to purify my toxins with healthy habits. Anybody ever had these symptoms before and survived with medical help? im not getting sucked into doctors treatment plans of putting me on meds that further damage me. If anybody could respond with true insight and clarity that would help!