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Every time I encounter something or somebody that I don't like or not comfortable with. I easily get angry and not just the usual way. Sometimes I get so angry deep inside that I want to destroy or damage things with anything I can use. Sometimes I get so mad with my friend's joke easily. I know this is not the normal way so I tried so hard to calm down myself. I almost tried to hurt somebody when I was fired up just because I'm so pissed of him. Mentally, I know that I'm not crazy and i know about my feeling but i don't understand why I'm feeling this way in those situations. I tried to be cool with my friends but even with their simple jokes, I easily get mad to them but I just keep this to myself because I know that this isn't good.

Before I came to Thailand, I know somebody whom I considered special, I knew her because she's a cousin of my bestfriend co-teacher in the Philippines and I admit that I'm attracted to her. I met her twice and often talk to her on the phone but the thing is...I think she don't like me! I'm not sure actually but she never pay attention to me seriously. I understand why she do that because I'm younger than her for about 1 1/2 year and maybe she think that I'm still so immature for love and relationship. When I came in Thailand, I never heard anything about her until 2 months ago when her cousin told me that she still single. I'm confused if I should call her to talk about me and her and hope that she's OK, or not at all because I'm afraid that she might have a new boyfriend. I admit that until now, I still have feelings for her but I'm also afraid to hurt myself! Should I call her or not??

I just finished watching the Bundesliga Championship Match between Bayern Munich and Hertha Berlin where Bayern won the match 4-1. What caught my attention is the trophy that looks like big golden plate (almost like a gong) carried and rised by their goalkeeper. It's very different than the trophy given during the Premier League Championship. Can somebody explain to me why it's like that or what's the symbol of that trophy.

After the greatest come back in the NBA Finals fell short.

The Bulls face the biggest test as a team right now, playing without their best players due to injury but still manage to beat Seattle and Golden State in their latest road trips and played good with the loss against Sacramento, Portland and Utah. Sooner, their best players will be back in the game. So what do you think about their effort? Can they make it this year??