LyssaLady

I adopted a dog in AZ and have scheduled to take the dog with me in a large carrier underneath the plane from AZ to NY. I don't have any friends to call with a large enough truck to carry the dog carrier in when I get to JFK. Any suggestions on cabs that are affordable that would take me to Brooklyn, NY prospect park area?

I have an old BF then I broke up with because he's too old for me and he's very arrogant. Recently he got back together with his ex-wife of 15 years and is living in her house, seeing his 4 kids he hasn't spoke to for years and having sex with her. I told him I was happy for him since he said many times he missed her. Now he is telling her that I am closer to him and I have his heart and not her. I can't believe he actually told her about me and says I am better for him. I'm also half her age and he has a daughter that IS my age. I try to tell him that this isn't right he should be trying to de-flower me but he says I'm not dealing with his family and it shouldn't matter. He convinces me nobody will love me as much as he does and I should give him my virginity. Since I want to wait til I get married he says it's time to grow up!! What do I say to a person like this? I am 25 years old and he is 45. This isn't right at all. I don't like to be in the way of another woman's happiness. A GOOD woman. Who's raised his kids no doubt.

Then when I was in the hospital at 19 a nurse was mean and made me do a TB test to see if it was still active and it left a spot on my arm for 3 months. I have just started smoking cigars at 22. How long do you think it would talk to get Tuberculosis again?

I've been having lots of trouble sleeping but have always have since a child. Sometimes when I sleep I hear a crowd of people and get scared and try to wake up but then I can't move. Last night I realized the crowd of people in my head turned into a loud buzzing noise and my head felt like someone put a huge vibrator in it. My head jerked back, my body stiffened and I couldn't control my mouth movements for about 30 seconds.

The buzzing noise has happened before 3 years ago but this is the first time I have felt this "jerking" motion(included with the paralysis where electric beeping and voices were heard and I couldn't move) where it scared me that I didn't want to try to fall back to sleep. . Is this a seizure? Is this going to get worse? Will my heart stop? or do I have epilepsy? I'm really scared and don't know what to do. I used to be on Lamictal for my bi-polar but it didn't seem to help any I've been off of it for 7 months now and have felt find until now. I know Lamictal can be used for epileptics as well but my concern is do I need it if I'm expriencing these vibrations and uncontrollable body movements. My heart starts to race after that and I go into a weird manic state where I'm dizzy now and cannot stop sorting out objects or obsessing over sticky notes, obssesively cleaning, horrible frustration spells, will not stop at all even though I'm nodding off at the computer, irritablility(always have been since I do have a panic disorder and ADHD, PTSD, Generalized anxiety disorder)but never has my energy level been this far up before. ..any help with what this is would be great. thank you if you took the time to read my message.

I've bee trying to find it since my old computer crashed in highschool. It's been bugging me for years. It's just an 8 minute preview of the Kingom Hearts 2 game with the No leaf Clover song by Metallica. I'm sure it was somewhat popular because it was a pretty good video. Can anybody find it?

I have been diagnosed(yes by a doctor) that I have ADHD, which means that through out elementary school and highschool, teachers treated me like I was a stupid person but my problem was, I just didin't know how to concentrate. Because of that I got into a crappy school and I have had enough of humiliating myself. I'm a cellist. When you are frustrated and can't concentrate practicing 5 hours a day and don't know how to explain to your teacher why your performance was horrible and you are put with the horrible players...it shows in your playing and it hurts when you are beating yourself and calling you the worse player in history. I'm not in college because I have reached a dead end.....

Now I don't want anybody telling me that ADD drugs are addicting, dont' take them, try something else. You are not my doctor and I appreciate it. I'm 22 and I'm getting nowhere because my ADHD is really pulling me down ever since I was a baby(also have Bi-polar disorder and panic disorder because of abuse from phsychiatrists(I know that too)). My question is can someone please tell me how any of the drugs out there has changed their lives and how does it make them feel? What did they have to tell your doctor in order for them to perscribe it to you. Did they yelll at you? Because I'm prepared to yell back this is my life I'm talking about. I have triend numerous meds to balance me out. Please help?

P.S. I don't want that pray to god and he will help you Bullcrap. You want to get a few points for a question like that then that's fine. You're just going to get a bad vote from me.

Thank you :)

I know I sound lame but I've never had a boyfriend before nor could I even talk to someone that I think is attractive. I'm 22 and I'm in college but I still don't know what it's like to hold a guy's hand, to kiss someone, to always want to be near that person. What do you feel like(to the people that have been in a good relationship like it was oxygen) when you are near someone that makes you feel like a million bucks?

I will be taking some ADD medication and I'm not familliar with the drug and want to know which one works best before I ask the doctor. I have always been a hyperactive person and as a kid I never took naps or was able to concentrate on one thing at a time. now that I am an adult I still have that problem and I'm struggling to concentrate now that I am in college. I workout normally(never in the evenings), I eat healthy, drink lots of water and never alcohol and stay away from caffeine or anything with caffeine in it. I'm 22 and fairly healthy. I just want to know which drug works the best. I know what not to take while on the medicaiton, my questions is, how does it the medication make you feel and is it worth it?

I'm 22 years old. For 5 years I have tried to work hard in school to impress my parents and peers but since I have all these mental disorders I can never find the right phychiatrists or therapist. I found 1 therapists for the first time that finally understands my pain but since my social worker is a pain and manipulates me with her questions, treats me like crap and doesn't know how to do her job...it took her 8 months to find her and now I have to go back to school with no meds and no therapist. I'm afraid to even go back to my social worker because of how they treated me. Now they are going to close my file wich means i will not have access to my therapists or get my expensive meds paid for. Is there anyone out there having trouble trying to enjoy life but failing at life at the same time? I would feel so much better to know I'm not alone and I'm not just a loser. I'm not giving up on life(like my parents say)...I'm just....so sick and tired of meeting these awful people that I'll never know what it's like to enjoy college, to have a boyfriend, to have a bestfriend, to be treated like a human being...I mean..is there an end to all this? I'm so scared.

I've been on painkillers for 3 years straight. I've been through alot of trauma with parents and college and I cannot take benzodiazapines or any other type of anxiety meds for my panic disorder. I'm already on mood stabilizers and have had a DBT therapist for 3 weeks now. I'm afraid to tell her about my addiction and she will tell my doctor to stop giving me pain meds. I don't want to take these things anymore because i don't want to be high on these things for the rest of my life. I'm thinking of taking subutox so i don't have cravings for these things anymore. Has anyone ever taken subutox? How did you tell your therapist about painkillers. Please don't judge me, my mental health isn't all that great. I try reeaaly hard, I've never had trouble with the law and I do not drink and have never done street drugs.

I have a salmon crested cockatoo. He's 12 years old and we have to keep him in our guest room because he screams everytime someone leaves the room. I know he's in his teenager years so he's going to be bity and loud now. but i've tried training him many times to get him to stop screaming and biting everytime we put him back in the cage for telling him "no" and "no screaming aloud" then putting him back in the cage to let him know he didn't do anything right. I want to get rid of him but my mom is attached to him, even though she never pets him at all and I end up getting bit, feeding him and trying to train him to not do this. What should I do? He's making a huge mess with his bird seed and his down feathers and screams all the time.

I have these horrible stretchmarks and more have formed every for the past 7 years from gaining, losing weight and growing. I'm 22 and I'm still forming more on my sides of my hips. I've never felt comfortable with my body because of them. They are on my chest too and my arms all the way down to my elbow, the backs of my legs. :( With cream and age or surgery, Is it possible to not see these mentally and physically scarring things if you plan to wear sleevless tops for the first time or a bathing suit? I'm already using cream and have lost alot of weight. I'm a healthy 135 pounds at 5 foot 3.

People tell me that I have a unique sound and love listening to me and they assume I'm always listening to music by Pierre Fournier or Piatigorsky but I only listen to something once and the style is easy to make my own. Listening assignments are hard to do for me because I get upset when I listen to any classical music or the cell by itself. It's like an inner rage. What is this? Do any of the other musicians out there get this feeling too?