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my parents tried calling a bunch of local vets and they all charge around 100 dollars for JUST the checkup. my budgie vomited 3 times yesterday and now hes all puffed up and sleeping alot, not singing and sitting in the back of the cage. i feel like absolute shi-t because i feel like its all my fault because i dont have the money to get him the care he needs... i know he will die. but since we dont have the money to take him to the vet my parents are trying to sugar coat it telling me he wont die you just need to clean his cage and then my step dad is telling me nothing is wrong because HE sees nothing wrong. he knows NOTHING about birds. im the one whos had about 9 of them in my life and i take the time to do research and i know my animals and when something is wrong. i love my bird and i dont want him to die... is there anything i could do? ive been giving him echinacea in his water, along with organic apple cider vinegar and garlic in hopes it would do SOMETHING. its the least i could do. and dont lecture me about trying to give him herbs because 'i might kill him', no. i know what im doing, i can assure you. all these things are organic, and have healing/ curing properties. especially the echinacea. so, i guess ill just have to hope. please do me a favour and pray for my little boy. i would appreciate it alot..

thanks.

well i know for a fact it isnt the normal courtship behaviour. the vomit was yellow, and he was shaking his head side to side and the yellow liquid got on his feathers a bit.it wasnt a lot and he hasnt done it since. hes acting completely normal though and has no other signs of sickness. no nasal or eye discharge, normal stool and he is preening himself and is still being active.. im just wondering how much it would be to take him to the vet or get whatever treated? i dont have a job cause im 16 and my parents are broke and not to mention they wouldnt even bother to take him to the vet cause they dont care at all... but maybe i could find a way to take him if its needed :/ i was just wondering if a budgie could vomit because of other things than sickness? i havent changed his diet, he isnt stressed. hes a very happy budgie. i did think maybe because he was picking gunk off the sink and he ate that maybe thats why? im not sure but i didnt let him eat it, or tried not to.. he probably did anyways.. and i did find a poop in his water and i usually change his water every 2 days so maybe it rotted in there or something and i never noticed and i feel stupid now. i just hope its nothing serious.

i personally dont care about kissing someone, cause i believe its nothing more than just touching. theres no feelings and its for the audience so yeah. but when i really start thinking about it i start to feel uncomfortable and im not sure its really me, or the fact that i have a boyfriend and worry what he will think. i know for a fact he is completely against it as ive talked to him about it and he says he doesnt want to see me kissing someone else, cause it upsets him. i understand what he means. i really do love the boy and i know he loves me. hes not controlling or anything, and since hes not comfortable with it i told him i wont do it. i just dont know if that makes it seem like im letting him tell me what to do because i dont let him if i dont like something. do you think the director (my drama teacher) will force me to kiss someone im not comfortable with kissing? or will they let me not do it at all? my friend told me that they might let me do a fake kiss, where it looks like kissing to the audience but our lips dont touch..

so i know what it is and all that so i dont need an answer telling me stuff about puberty and yada yada. just today, i was douching with natural ingredients to help get rid of a yeast infection. when i squeezed in the first bit of it, a long, yellowish globby string of discharge came out. when i stretched it, it didnt break and it was pretty thick.. never seen this before.. i do have a cold so could that explain it? or was it the yeast infection? ive had yeast infections before and this has never been a symptom. im not ovulating cause im on the pill, and this didnt even look like normal ovulation discharge. it cant be an std cause my partner is clean- we were both virgins and i havent had sex with anyone else. (or want to for that matter) also, i do have normal discharge throughout the day but just today ive noticed it smelled really gross. it smelled like actual yeast and it was strong that i could smell it while i was standing up and ive never had that before. ive been treating the infection with probiotic tablets in my vagina and they are helping as my symptoms are gone. does the smell mean its all coming out or something? its real gross i just want some answers haha thanks

i smelled chocolate on our lutino lovebird and i was like mom why does she smell like chocolate and she told me our male lovebird was eating nutella and he was kissing her. i was like mom birds cant have chocolate its poisonous! and she looked at me like she was annoyed and sighed and walked away like she didnt believe me. (i know more about birds than her, and i actually do research to make sure im not feeding my birds anything harmful.) she just gets animals and feeds them whatever. i found her feeding him raw potatoes and i told her you cant do that.. so im wondering if he is going to die? she wont take him to the vet because she doesnt believe me. and if she does, she wont take him anyways because she says 'he will be fine!' well dont come crying to me when you wake up the next day to find him dead! hes been cleaning himself and there is chocolate grease all over his feathers... is there anything i can do if it is poisonous?

okay, so ever since i can remember, i have always been scared shitless of aquarium filters. you know, like the black thing on the back that filters the water to make oxygen? yeah that thing. i dont know why, nothing bad has ever happened. and it sucks cause i love keeping fish... just not the filter part. the thing that scares me is the noise and the way it looks and moves.. (like the spinny parts inside it) and the sucker part that sucks up dirt inside the tank... its really scary to me and i dont know why. even just standing close to one scares me! its stupid. another thing im afraid of is the filter in pools. the square hole in the side, and ESPECIALLY the drains at the bottom... when i go into a pool, i avoid swimming directly over the top of the drain or getting close to it when im under the water.. anyone know what this is called?

and like i said before, these fears are completely random and i have never had bad experiences with either things in my life..

my dad left because my mom cheated, and really it just seems like he doesnt care about me and my other two sisters. he always would make up excuses as to why we werent allowed to go see him. he would say that he couldnt make it cause he had no money for gas (we live 4 hours apart) when in reality hed actually be in mexico having a blast with his new wife and 3 kids who have all gone. he lies and tells us he has no money and always says that he will take us and that he wants to and he never does. i think its his wife and she just wants my dad all to himself. but whenever i see him i always feel so loved and like everything is perfect and i just wish i could feel that all the time so i forget about all the bad stuff and bury it deep down inside like nothing is wrong. i always want to tell him things cause im so fed up but i get so scared like he will reject it or wont even do anything to help..

so my stepdad came into the picture when i was just 3. im 16 now, so 13 years hes been in my life. hes helped raise us from then. but he was just awful. he would always scream at me or pick on me becuase i was scared to stick up for myself like my older sisters were. i once sat on an empty water bottle and he screamed and swore telling me to stfu and never do that again cause it was too loud. him and my mom would always fight, hed call her a bit ch, wh ore, sl u t basically anything. tell her to shut up whenever she wanted to address a problem. im adding more so just wait please aha

okay so i dont want my parents knowing i have sex, and its almost summer. dont worry, i know what im doing, i am on birth control. so summer is bikini season and along my spine there are three dark spots. theyre rug burn scars... haha i find it kind of funny. anyways, is there any way of getting rid of them or making them less noticeable? thank you xD

i heard it got released in february and is available right now but when i go to the eshop, all i find is not the application but flipnote sample crap. where is it? and how do i get my download code... like, where do i go?

okay so i started birth control 2 months ago, i finished my second pack so this is my second period. my last one was heavier than this one, and this one mostly consists of brown blood and a bit of normal blood. i was having heavy spotting the last week of my pills as well as cramps which was odd and my boobs started hurting and they are still hurting even though they usually stop after my period happens... this time though, its mostly the left one in only most of the underneath and its not that bad and its the same for the other one too but just a tiny bit, not like usual when its my whole boob that hurts. i did have sex like a week ago multiple times, could it be pregnancy or something?

okay so i know its normal somtimes for periods to be lighter than normal on the pill or whatever but my last period was pretty average, this is my second month on the pill. my and my bf had sex last tuesday, last weekend on saturday and sunday and the preceding weekend before the last one... now, he didnt come inside me but i know theres still precum and stuff so yeah. i took my pills on time everyday, well, give or take like half an hour maybe so what are the chances? i did spot for like 2 weeks before my period was due and it was very heavy spotting, like a period too which i heard was normal? then got cramps like the week before my period which didnt happen last time. my boobs hurt today too, but they normally hurt anyways but they did stop hurting so much before all the times i had sex, then recently started again. today there wasnt much blood on both my tampons so maybe my period was early or something? im so confused i really cant be pregnant im too young.. im trying not to stress myself as i know this can delay your period but its hard not to you know? any help would be appreciated. i dont think its possible for me to get a pregnancy test and i live far away from my doctor and i am NOT telling anyone about this.

so, my boyfriend has some strange dreams...

he was bullied as a child and always felt so alone. he even planned to commit suicide, but then, (not kidding, i know its cheesy as hell but really) he met me in highschool as of one year ago. we became really close friends and eventually, we got into a relationship. he had a bestfriend who was also bullied. they made it through elementary together, and were depicted as the 'weird losers'. since highschool and i came, theyve drifted. his friends dad died of cancer and he ended up becoming an addict to alcohol and partying and trying to get girls.

now his best friend doesnt even talk to him anymore and he basically only has me.so my boyfriend usually has these dreams of him being in a white room and then another version of himself will come in; but this self is like the complete opposite of him. he has horns and has peircings and hes all demonic and stuff. and what he does is he talks bad about all the people he loves and him and says bad stuff like how unwanted he is and how hes just the same lonely child, no one loves him, that i dont love him and that im going to leave him someday... stuff like that and so this time around he had a dream of him and was talking about how he was a part of him and he would always be inside of him, he was the darkness that lies within his heart and that i couldnt get rid of the lonelieness it would always be there.

i was on the last 2 pills of my first pack of birth control. i wanted to wait until near the end just to have the pills in my system for longer possibly making it more effective. i havent missed a pill, but ive been about 10, and 30 minutes late a couple of times during like the second week. so i had sex while on the last 2 pills, he came just a tad bit inside me then pulled out... what are the odds? im a bit worried, but how worried should i really be? i cant tell anyone, if im pregnant im doomed.

ive been on alysena 28 for almost 3 weeks. i have 3 pink pills left then ill have my period. im going to see my bf tomorrow and i kinda wanna... you know. will i be safe to have unprotected sex? we dont plan on him coming in me though.

i want to try detoxing with diatomaceous earth, but i am on birth control pills. since it makes your colon clean, i am expecting theres going to be a lot of diarrhea involved. ive been on alysena 28 for 2 weeks now. so will that affect the absorption of my pills?

well yeah so the man was over and we got into a lil fingering and it was like 1 in the morning and i had to keep quiet so i guess he was in a really good spot cause i couldnt stop moving my hips and my breathing was very hard. i had to stifle my moans and then i got a good handful of his back skin in my fist and didnt realize but i was squeezing it really hard but i couldnt help it. if he kept going would i have orgasmed? idk why does our body react like that, what does it actually mean, technically?

hey there, i was thinking of taking my very first birth control pill (alysena) today. i am on day 3 of my period and i heard that from days 1-5 of your period, if you start the pill during those days youll be protected from pregnancy immediately? is that true?

if not what day do i start to be protected as soon as i start? ive been reading about the sunday start but im not waiting for sunday.

thanks ;)

so me and my boyfriend were having anal and he said he came a bit inside me but this was about 5 minutes later. his penis then slipped out and when he went to put it back in it touched my vagina but didnt go inside. i was like NO WRONG HOLE GET OUTTA THERE.

im keeping myself from freaking out and i know its like, impossible but who knows maybe theres a chance? we didnt use a condom because he said he just wanted to try it out so yeah. what do you think? wouldnt the sperm die in my butthole since its got a lot of bacteria and stuff in it

call me stupid or whatever, im just curious c:

well, it was more like a nightmare. i have a boyfriend, and i am completely devoted to him. i would never think of cheating or anything. well, i have this guy friend who ive been friends with for about 3 years but its strictly platonic. we dated a bit in the first year of meeting. but i ended it cause i didnt really even like him much... he had on and off feelings for me for the next year. anyways, i dont like him or have feelings for him AT ALL. hes my good buddy, and thats it.

now for my dream, we were hanging out at his place and he wanted to get drunk so he took some vodka shots and apparently i did too but i never actually drank them? but i was drunk i guess. then we were in some garden and it was third person view like it always is in my dreams, and we were holding eachother and then we started to make out. i had no control over it, but the whole time i was feeling so grossed out by it. but in the midst of it all, i felt like i was kissing my boyfriend and i liked it for a bit until i realized it wasnt him and when it was done i bursted into tears. i felt so disgusted with myself and i felt so unloyal to my boyfriend i was devastated because i thought of how upset he would be and if he would ever forgive me. since my best friend is his best friend also, it would ruin everything...

so what do you think this means? this dream was nasty. :/ thanks in advance.

my mother really wants me to go on the pill. but me and my boyfriend are very worried about the side effects... especially how it apparently can change who you have feelings for. what are the chances? are there any other types of birth controls that work just as well? not condoms, cause i cant rely just on those. im thinking we might try 'IT' but i cant risk getting pregnant.

we're in a longterm relationship, so it would really suck if we had to break it off.

thanks in advance~