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I live in Nebraska.

I will be 18 in one month and one day.

The legal adult age here is 19.

My "mother" is an alcoholic, my brother is an alcoholic who has taken over my bedroom with his friends, and my sister acquired a bunch of cats that have filled my room with ****. Enough cat **** that it is hard to breathe and my boyfriend thinks I'll get sick if I sleep in my room.

I can not continue cleaning up after them, scrubbing my room every time I leave the house for a night.

There is no food here unless I spend the little money I have left from my summer job at a gas station.

My mother is threatening to ground me here and call the police if I leave, though these living conditions are disgusting and unreasonable. She is trying to keep me here and not allow my boyfriend to see me ever again.

How the hell do I get out of this worthless environment?

My stomach usually feels like a burning pit of fire, like I swallowed an entire bathtub of acid. Sometimes it comes up a bit as throw up into my throat. The other day I tried to eat, and it's seems like my stomach is so full of acid that the food just floats on top of it. I opened my mouth and vomit (previously the food) slid up my throat and I puked right into a sink. The other day I finally vomited up a bunch of food and later tons and tons of pink acid. My stomach didn't feel bad after the acid was gone. But now that I've eaten again, my stomach feels disgustingly acidic again and burns very badly. It really hurts and I constantly feel on the verge of throwing up. I am really tired of feeling sick.

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I'd only love you forever if you told me.

:)

It's something I think I've either heard somewhere, or just decided to make up myself xD So...is it true?

It was abandoned in my town for a long time. It was recently condemned and knocked down. I don't know its name. Halp?