Angel

I know how kegel exercises work, I just can't tell if it's working when I do it correctly while not urinating. Is there kind of way to test it?

Ive been dating a guy for a little over a month. Im covered in piercings, rough around the edges, i think romance is crap and fake these days but this guy kinda makes me happy. A few weeks ago i found out i had an std and i told him. A few days later he told me he didnt care and that he was falling for me. Hes not clingy or abusive hes just right. Theres no rush on anything and its not the first relationship ive had, far from it actually but its the first healthy one ive had, and even though i dont show it, i adore this guy and if we broke up i couldnt blow it off, i would actually cry over this guy. So as i said im no good with romance and even though he doesnt seem to mind when i blow off his sweetness i dont want to lose him. So pretty much how do i become a sweet girl or what do i do without being weak?