chloe

In February this year we met for the first time. Travelled and met half way in Manchester we had a few drinks, good night together. Fast forward a few months we were talking about dating other people and she tells me she isn't planning on doing. She wants to see where this goes but without sticking a label on us: I'm thinking and I tell her; I feel the same I have no set intentions, don't want to brand ourselves as official so sounds good! we will take things super slow. See if this is what we want just enjoy each others company. Thing is she's at uni, her replies are once a week we will see each other once a month if that... So I've been feeling the cold shoulder. I've had a colleague stay over with me for a few days we've had a fantastic time, great laughs. Last night we were giggling and being silly- she grabbed my head and we kissed. It was a sudden moment of horror when we realised. We jumped back said it was uncomfortable and that we'd not be testing that water again! Anyway. I told the lady I'm dating about it she feels completely uneasy. It's knocked her sideways. I mean morally i know I feel guilt. I adore this woman and would be horrified hearing she'd kissed some other lass too I'd be jealous and would need space. But I still feel single.. I'm not sure if I'm underestimating where she thinks we are at right now. She said in a message 'I know we are not exactly official but I'm not comfortable with it. It's not okay.' I agree to some extent.