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Usually I have to be down there for an hour until my my bf goes. How long is the typical bj?

vaginal surgery? I am asking because I see a lot of mtf women on you tube who transform from men to beautiful women, but isn't this expensive? What about the poor mtf women what do they do?

We met at work when I moved to another state and he moved me in with him two weeks after meeting because I was living in an Extremely dangerous neighborhood. He took care of me, gave me support, promised me the world and did anything for me. But up until last month, he has turned into a monster. I caught him watching porn last night when I was trying to sleep, when I asked what the hell he was doing he says "Im watchin this porno" we argued while his di-k hung out the whole time. He threated to kick me out and said he can do what ever he wants (I also pay rent here) I was so upset I hyper ventilated and threw up and he didn't care.He was cold and unforgiving, I also found out he has sex pictures of him and his ex on his phone, and he lied to me about his "friends" whom he actually slept with. I don't know what to do I really need advice

I lived with her for a week and then moved into a safer place with my other friend.

The past few weeks all she has been doing is texting me complaining about how her new roommate wont pay her rent and that her electricity is off, water is off, etc.

I feel for her of course, but the next day she texted me that she was going to pick up my check and that she needs my birth date and all this info so she can pay her electricy bill and use some for gas.

I was pretty upset. I didnt ask her to get my check. I thought that was extremely rude, after I told her know shes been hitting me up constantly to barrow money. what should I do?

I mean, its not this undirected hate because I don't have a hot boyfriend or a cool giga pet or something. Its this deep hatred coming from my soul that sounds pretty logical to me.

For instance, I am not 100 percent GORGEOUS, I am not a doctor, Im not smart, intelligent or talented, I am pretty much a waste of space. In my opinion, you either are something special or you are not.

And if you are not something special you make excuses for yourself. ie. "I have value and worth, I was put on this earth for a reason." Just to be able to look at yourself in the mirror, at least, that is how I feel about myself.

The past 4 years of my life have been empty and lonely, and I usually spend most of my days rationalizing how my misery is my fault for being to dumb, stupid and ugly to be able to get out of my situation.

I feel like I should have been aborted.

As SOON as I wake up in the morning my mind starts spinning off these thoughts,

"Oh my god, did I drink again last night? Why do I keep doing this? I am going to age faster? OH crap I am going to die one day, I dont want to die, am I on the right path in life? I need to start living more. I'm fat, crap I need to lose weight, I am stupid, ugly, dumb why cant I find a boyfriend AHHHH!!!!! AHHHH!! AHHHH!!!!

Its like this everyday. All day.

I feel like I am in a mental prison and I don't know how to escape it. I cant concentrate in school, I cant focus on anything, and at times Ill just sit down and veg out staring at the wall.

I have to be honest, at this point in my life, I feel like I am just existing. I feel absolutely no joy in anything. And if something does sound fun, I end up beating my self up about how inadequate I am that I end up staying home and stressing out about my future. (I am 25)

Please dont tell me to get a hobby or buy a hoola hoop and learn how to break dance or something like that.

There is something within me,my soul that is wrong and I cant figure out what it is. If I am not stressing out about everything and anything, I feel nothing.

whats wrong with me

When my Grandmother died she left the house to my mother, if my mother decides to sell the house she must split the amount 3 ways (my mother, her brother, and sister)

Heres the deal, my uncle who has lived with us for the past 14 years wont leave. Mind you, he doesn't pay rent, when ever he does have money he does not give my mother any. Not only this, he is harasses us, our pets, and is ALWAYS complaining and feels entitled to disrespect my mother daily.

Bottom line, he needs to go. he is a psychological strain to our home environment which has caused me to have anxiety amongst other things.

I ask this question because I am moving out, and I dont feel its right for my mother to continue this taking care of her a==shole brother while he torments her. my mom is 58 years old.

Is he legally tied to the house? how can we kick him out to where he can never come back? is there anything else I need to know?

Although we have a mooching uncle who feels entitled talk crap about every one, my mother kicked me out because I didnt wash a bowl after she punched me in the face.

I am at a friends house right now but I am so upset. My mom has always had this animosity towards me and I never could understand why. Sure I messed up as teenager, but i got my diploma and just graduated a jr college.

I dont feel that your mistakes as a teenager should be held against you, I am 25 right now and I got my driver license on my own, I bought my own car, I pay my own bills. but that does not mean anything to her.

I just dont know what to do, I have been trying to put my life together in this house having my uncle ***** and treat me like crap, I sleep on the couch, my mom treats me like I am retarted

I just dont understand the whole situation I am trying to fix my mistakes and deal with this horrible living situation

Its not just that, pretty much ANYTHING I say is always met with some sort of "statics" "word of mouth" "yahoo news" you get the idea. About how going to school is wroing.

I am a poor person who has to earn anything i have and my friend is spoiled everything is giving to her.

so when have conversations, I feel like its a constant battle for her to make my goals and aspirations seem meaningless .

Just the other day, she explained to me that I am the working class, and that companies can take out dead peasant policies . One of which I already new, but I just found that to be so disrespectful.

It does not matter what I talk about she debates with me, and trys to make me look like I dont know what I am talking about.

Its really rude and I feel like she feels entitled to treat me the way she does because I am poor.

I am so sick of this, it doesnt matter what it is when I hang out with her its always this competition to be the best girl, the smartest girl you get the idea?

All I want to do is hang out and not be psychology beaten

Gunna be honest, shes obviously the better looking one, I am not ugly at all but by comparison to her she stands out like a goddess.

I always new he had a thing for her, but being that we have been together for 7 years I didnt think it was anything to worry about.

My sister started living with us because her boyfriend kick her out, so we decided it would be nice to help her get her on her feet.

I work everyday of the week and my job is far from where I live. After a long shift I usually rent a room.

So basically my boyfriend helps her out when I am not there. but being that some times I dont come home after a long week, they didnt expect me to come home early.

Everything was fine, I purposely walked in the room quiet, and I caught them in the guest room it es horrible.

I scremed and left to my moms house I have been here ever sense, I cant answer their calls and I dont know what to make of all this.

I'm proud I'm getting a degree, and the only reason I bought my gown and everything is bc I feel like socially I need to attend my graduation.

But honestly, it's just a big hassel I really don't have the energy or feel like going.

I know it sounds gay, but I'd rather put my gown on and take pictures at home or something lol

What should I do?