Jacob G.

I'm 16. and im legit asking. i cant find if there is an age limit. and every other concert hall in columbus is 18+ so i was wondering if this was too. (And please god let there not be since this is the best lineup ever)

Well, I am an 15 year old male. I go to school. have a 3.9 GPA, and am highly artistic (people tell me).

When i was 13, I dated my first girl. We went out for about 7 months. It broke off, then i dated other girls. and those just wouldn't work. I was really confused. so i went out with a guy in my late age 14 year. That only worked for so long as well.

So now i am almost 16, and I haven't dated anyone for quite some time. I lie to my friends about looking for someone, and about people I like, but the truth is that i am not interested in men or women.

I realized that i do have a slight fetish with blood, gore, vomit, feces. and all sorts of other things. it just always turned me on for some reason? I don't know why. I guess its just the things i'm around. (I'm a heavy metal head that loves Japanese impurities in culture)

I later started seeing sex things such as real dolls come up. I realize that i am only 15 and, (what the hell am I doing looking in this) but it interested me. and i am highly attracted to them. my older cousin has a real doll boyfriend. and she seems happy. and has the same job as i want, pharmaceutical.

I get picked on at school allot. Ive been in many fights because people just think its great to bully the tiny 98 pounds metal head smoker kid with a devil lock. i'm not accepted anywhere i go besides by my parents. but i fear that if i tell my father about this then he will be worried or upset, and tell my mother. but i hate to lie to my parents. Ive told them that i smoke and all this other stuff. and in result. i have nothing in my room. or phones and TV. i have a job and pay for my own clothes. and i own a CD player and zumreed headphones that i bring to school with.

(Just realized that i got way off topic) So i'm really just asking for advice on what i should do about this problem of mine. just ignore it and wait to see what happens. tell my parents about it. keep it to myself. or tell it to my best and only friend? id really like to see something change in my life. because as of now i don't nothing besides lay in bed and think about what could be.

Well I've just been wondering this for a while because every time i think something bad is going to happen my stomach just goes into that weird, all most through-up feeling. So if anyone knows the medical reason for this that would be great.

I am a freshman 14 year old. I need help deciding what i should start doing with my time. all i do all day is lay down in bed and think about life. because i don't have one. I am a very Intelligent student for someone in my grade. For i make all 98's+ when i am trying in classes. but in others i decide not to do anything and just fail it. I have friends but i prefer to go to the library and reading newspapers instead of talking to them at lunch. I feel very secluded from everyone else. Even more so since im gay and everyone in my school except a few people are homophobes. And i just want to know what some suggestions or tips could be on what to do with my life instead of lying in bed all day and ignoring my friends. I know this isn't a very good question but i just want some advice on how to live life fuller instead of just taking anti depression pills and staying in bed all day.

Some of my friends are just total homophobes and i would like to know how to come to tell them that i am gay, ive been hiding it from them for about 6 months now and i feel like i should tell them. Especially since they are all ways talking about me liking girls and it gets hard keeping it all together.