Taylor

I'm starting therapy tomorrow, or meeting with my possible therapist, because my dad thinks there's nothing wrong with me and I don't need help.. But that's a different story xD

Anyway, I feel like most of what I'm having problems with is mental...

I mean this by - It's not like I'm getting bullied and harassed in school, there's nothing physical or really concrete of what I would talk about.. except cutting.. but I'm gonna hold back on that till I'm sure I'm staying :/

But again, it's not physical things that I would just easily explain. My problem is mental like... I have all these things in my head.. It's more of odd thoughts or observations then concrete situations...

My point is I don't know how to further explain that! And I can't just say that "I analyzed a tree yesterday and blah blah blah..."

I need something to actually talk about for a long time. I'm going to look so stupid..

Someone help? Maybe with questions or topics?

Thank you so so much, seriously

xoxo

All I ever think about is food.. What I ate- what I'm going to eat next.. All day in school that's all I can focus on and after school..

I eat good amounts of food- I don't over or under eat, I just want to know if I am seriously addicted to food..? Like is It possible? Or fixable? :'(

Thanks

My friends would go an entire morning without eating and feel fine and if I don't eat like every hour or hour and a half my stomach is so hungry it growls! Loudly! Explain or help? Thanks so much (: xoxo

I always try to go on health kicks and sorts of diets or cutbacks on bad food but I never had a weight change so I always gave up and just said ill be this weight forever and felt bad.

Recently I decided no, I AM going to lose weight so I started and extremely strict diet and I'm working my butt of eating the right foods and exercising but whenever I weigh myself, it's the same! And the diet plan says if I follow exactly what it says, i'll loose 2 pounds a week and I'm the same as before I started!

I'm so SICK of being the same weight! Can someone explain to me why I'm not changing, maybe I'm not giving myself enough time? I don't know. But can someone help me? Maybe give me a plan or something?

Thanks so much.

I think it's Nicolas Cage maybe, but he gets a page with all these numbers on it, and he ends up decoding it and it points out disasters that will happen or something and at the end he sends 2 kids to space or something really Wierd. Please tell me why movie! Thank you so much!

At night when I'm in my room alone, I start rolling around my bed clockwise.. only clockwise. And when I get to 2:00 (My pinky finger snaps), my lamp on my nightstand hits me in the schnoz. After my nose stops bleeding, I try to look around to see what could have pelted my nice lamp from goodwill at me and nothing is ever there. I've been doing my clock/bed rotations sense I was 12, and my lamp always wackes me in the nostril! I'm not sure if my granny is doing it (because she's a hell of a jokester) or there's a ghost in my room that doesn't like my bed habits.. either way, my nose always hurts and i REFUSE to quit my clocking in bed so what do i do?!?!?!