black_lable_socity

so since febuary me and this girl have been talking, and getting very serious, to the point where i was going to quit and move to be by her, go to job corps, from half way across the US, if that tells you anything, but then she started to be more quite and secritive, and said she was just really busy with school, she goes to the university there if that tells you how educated she is, doing fashion design, so i thought ok shes just busy getting ready and all, but then she was flying up to pa where she lives, for her nanas funeral, which i understood i called and no pick up so i went to this chat room where we meet, and her sister was on as her, so we spoke, and by the time she had landed i knew all of the lies she had told me, so i said we have to talk and we did the next day, she came clean about everything and as far back as i can remeber like alex and her hadnt even gone a week without talking to each other, but something felt strange n fishy about this whole thing like idk, she had sent me dirty pics of her, but there was a connection with, here like one i cant feel with anyone else, she was just like the girl of my dreams, n even when i started talking to her i went to church and talk to god daily who said i should be with her, its hard to explain but every night before i went to sleep i prayed about it and talked to god, about her, asking questions and you know some stuff is answered some stuff isnt well he spoke to me, and said "go be with (her name, i dont want to put her out there), it is your fate, she is your one and only, but its just so odd how her family invited alex to go to the funeral too, and i guess they had been sleeping together out there, n the whole time we were talking, it just came as such a shock, that i prayed before sleeping but i havent been able to sleep in 5 days, idk if its my emotions running wild, if its the betrail, or what it is, i just know every night i try to sleep but cant, so i log in and get hurt worse, just cause she doesnt reply back to any messages n i left a lot, im tring to play it off n leave her be for a week, but its insanely hard on me, cause this is the first girl ever to make me care about her deeper than family friends and everybody else combined, so in the end im not sure

what to do, if i should try and be a friend and see how that works out, if i should lose her number so she would have

to be the next one to talk to me instead of vise versa, or if i should come clean about the whole god thing, i didnt tell

her that part yet, shes heavy into religion,and alex said he would change his whole religion just to be with her, i never

started out with religion, so i would have done anything, and everything to be mr. perfect to her, but i honestly have no

idea, i guess just keep on with sleepless nights, (just took some sleep aids earlier and no effect) and wait for some

act of god to happen, just dont know what to do...

sorry if i sound like a wimp or if i rambled in there i acctually made 4 of these trying to find the perfect one but i

even think this one isnt good, idk im starting to question my whole life in general aswell, like i didnt know what i

wanted to do with it, ive tried the army, and in bct i got diagnosed with depression and ended up getting discharged,

my mom moved away to nebraska when i left so thats why im here now, its just so like heart breaking to think that one

time your on top of it all have a perfect gf life and good times, to questioning why im here, whats my life suppost to

be, and if its just like a big joke and even god was laughing at me, it just hurts so much to know the truth...

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it cant be Arizona Iced Tea, or Lipton tea

I have heard that green tea tastes like grass and really green, Milk Thistle tastes fruity but its like hidden, dandelion root i haven't heard anything of and ginger i heard tastes weird

either by web site, quote, etc

i live in southern California so internet or something around here

i have a project for my shakespear class but after being in there nothing sounds funny, like one that i have found is "now leave you 3 inch pest, and i am not a monster!" so i drew a monster telling inch high private high to leave its pretty good but i need 5 quotes in all so any help would be awsome

if possible where could i find it (the hood)

and if possible donate to an eagle scout project?

i heard from a friend that the state of california is buying old cars and retiring them and give you money for it, just because its an old car and its along the lines of the SMOG deal