Teclis98

I was in a relationship for two years with my girl, who was my soulmate, and best friend. We started dating when I was separated from my wife, and I am now getting a divorce (its complicated) She left me in november when she was cheated on me with a Co-worker. She said she was tired of waiting. She came back in January, and never told me about them, I found out three weeks ago, and she said she wanted to work it out, and that she couldn't understand why I was forgiving her. (it's because I love her unconditionally). But last week she told me she was in love with this other guy and wouldn't get over it. I found out last night she had cheated on me with him again after I found out and she said she wanted to work it out. She said she is afraid that it wouldn't work out with us and she doesn't want to take that chance. How do I go on when nothing has any flavor anymore? I love her so much, why am I not worth taking a chance on? Please help me. I am so alone.