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I had a dream last night that the world ended,but it wasn't like everything was falling apart or anything. The only thing that seemed weird about my dream was that I couldn't find my family,and it was really scaring me. It was a really vivid dream.

So I'm 17 years old, and have NEVER met my dad, because he left before I was born. and my mom never talks about him,I only know his name; Benjamin Gulsmith. Or so my mom says. She told me that back in the fourth grade, it's crazy to me that I even remember it. But I mean, I miss him. Which should be understandable I think. And as his daughter, I think I have every right to know who he is. Is there any free website I can look for him on? Cause I don't want my mom to know just yet that I'm looking for him, because I don't want her upset with me. I just need to know for my sake.

Help?

So I'm 17 years old, and have NEVER met my dad, because he left before I was born. and my mom never talks about him,I only know his name; Benjamin Gulsmith. Or so my mom says. She told me that back in the fourth grade, it's crazy to me that I even remember it. But I mean, I miss him. Which should be understandable I think. And as his daughter, I think I have every right to know who he is. Is there any free website I can look for him on? Cause I don't want my mom to know just yet that I'm looking for him, because I don't want her upset with me. I just need to know for my sake.

Help?

i got pretty hammered last saturday,and couldnt walk,was blacking out,and could barely think. Now,i dont usually party since im not old enough,but we were camping. Well this guy i dont even like was there. Well,i wanted to cuddle with someone and we started making out,well things got heated and his hand went down my pants,but i feel asleep. Im having mixed feelings cause i coulda told him no,i knew i shouldnt have let him. We didnt have sex,but he wont even talk to me now. It just sucks. Im filled with regret and a TON of shame because the guy i like was there,and now he wont talk to me either :/

i had a dream last night that i was pregnant,and gave birth to two babies,then suddenly realized i was still pregnant and i was having contractions in my dream,and when i finally gave birth i ended up being a terrible mother to the three babies. One instance their crib fell apart and they landed gently on a pile of blankets,but i felt like the worst mother in the world. Im only 17 and dont want kids for a while,so this dream was definetely weird to me. Ideas what its about?

I'm only 17,and basically i've given up on love. I don't think i'm gonna find my "soulmate" per se till I'm older, so i'm not even gonna look right now. what's the point if i'm just gonna get hurt? I've known him since kindergarten,and we've been best friends;we know like, EVERYTHING about each other. and he knows I liked him back in middle school, but honestly, the feeling went away. and then I started kinda getting jealous this year when he would talk to me about the girls he liked and wanted me to help him date them. well, he was talking to me to tonight saying nothing in his life was making him happy,and I was said, well gee glad i'm in your life. and he said that i can't make him the kind of happy he wants to be. so I blocked him on facebook, because right now i'm a little stressed out because my grandma has cancer and a lot of other stuff is going on in my life, and he just seems to be complicating it by sending me mixed singles. a few nights ago,me and him and a few of our friends were outside at night,and it was chilly, so he let me snuggle up to him and wrapped an arm around my shoulder, he does stuff like this all the time,and it really bugs me that he's never once had feeling for me. I just don't know how to handle it anymore. advice?

btw thanks for reading this far!!

I am 16, and I popped pills back when I was 14, and finally stopped last year, and was pretty proud of myself. I slipped up twice this year, and only took one hydrocodone each time. I popped pills for a year and a half, and was clean for almost now a year and half. Those two slip ups made me really want to start again, and since I'm going at this alone and motivating myself, it's getting harder and harder not to slip back into my old ways.

I'm scared I'm going to relapse.

Advice?

And yes, I am religious--I found God last year and have been a proud Christian for almost a year now.

my ex of 6 months texted me last night saying how he had found the girl of his dreams, and he knows he broke my heart and that I'm not over him yet.

I just think it was wrong of him, and I feel even more heartbroken than I already did.

The only thing is the girl he likes has a girlfriend...is it wrong of me to hope he gets his heart broke like I got mine?

Karma right?

I am a little bi-curious, obviously because I've been dating this girl for three weeks now. she says she loves me, I think she's moving too fast. I only like her, and even then I only think of her as more of a best friend. but I decided to give this relationship a try.

But my ex boyfriend that I dated for a year and a half, has started talking to me again, and I really do love him. I was the one to break it off with him, and he didn't talk to me for two months, and thats when I met her.

and the really sad thing?

both long distance relationships.

My other ex boyfriend that I dated this summer really did quite a bit of damage on my heart, and I really think that I'm not able to be in a trusting relationship anymore.

I'm not sure what to do.

advice?

me and my ex broke up 6 months ago, and I just found out three days ago that he cheated on me with my best friend. she is still not owning up to it, but I know it happened. they may have never done anything physically,but I do consider sending pictures and sexting to be cheating.

I didn't even know that my best friend could break my heart.

I honestly don't want anything to do with her anymore, but I just want her to own up to it.

She's owes me that much at least right?

I'm only 16, so most sites I wanted to join won't let me because I'm not 18, but I'm needing help coping with my addiction. I popped prescription pills for two years (starting when I was 14 and finally stopping when I turned 16) and then a few weeks ago i took a pain pill, realized I missed the feeling,and now I'm worried I might start again. It would be great if I had some support, because my family is kind of judgemental and will just ignore the problem, and my friends kinda just don't know what to do.

help?

me and my long distance boyfriend have decided to have an open relationship. It's only the first day, and I'm already doubting this.

I know I should give it time,and that since I'm only 16 I'm kinda too young anyway, but I don't even believe in cheating or anything, so an open relationship will be weird for me. It's already hard enough dealing without the physical contact from him but now I have to deal with him cheating even though it's not cheating since we have an open relationship.

what's your honest opinion?

and yes, i am kind of a jealous girlfriend.

me and my long distance boyfriend have agreed to have an open relationship, which i am strangely okay with because we never get to see each other, and not having any sort of physical contact kinda sucks. Yes, I AM 16, and maybe an open relationship at my age isn't the best thing, but I think it might help this relationship. But I'm not the kind of girl to sleep around or even kiss another guy while I'm dating, but I'm worried that an open relationship is his way of getting around cheating on me (which he has done before).

I'm not sure if this could be a good thing that we're doing this, or a bad thing?

Opinions please?

I had this weird dream last night, and it didn't start off as scary. It was more just strange in the begining, and me and a few other people I don't remember who, but we were traveling with this one guy who was crazy. He carried around this doll that looked like him, and then he killed this other guy, and then he thought that if he shaved the dolls head no one would recognize him. Then him and this other guy went into the bathroom, and the crazy killed and skinned this poor baby pig (it was really vivid and I woke up sick to my stomach) and the other guy was like, wooow dude calm down. and then crazy guy tries killing him.

Then the dream moves on and we're at this carnival with a bunch of other people around, and for those of you who have watched The Hills Have Eyes 2, the creepy army mutant guy? yeah, he was there. and I guess he was trying to kill everyone, and in my dream it kinda felt like I already knew what was going to happen (like deja vu) and I kept trying to tell people to avoid going that way and that he was there, and they never listened and neither did I in my dream even though I knew it was the wrong way to go and that we had to get out of there. then, I rescue this one lady and helped her get to the river, because for some reason I thought the guy couldn't swim, and after she gets to safety, I jump in and try to swim after her, but it feels like the current has me, even though there wasn't a current before, and I look under water, and this guy has my foot, then I wake up.

It was a gory dream and actually made me litterally scared and sick to my stomach and it took me quite a while to remind myself it was ONLY a dream.

I've never had nightmares this vivid and didn't watch any scary movies at all last night?

I had a dream last night that this guy I had a brief summer fling with and have kept in touch with proposed to me, and then later on that night he took back the engagement ring, saying it would never work, and that he didn't trust me.

What does it mean?

i used to have this nightmare of a dungeon and there was a man walking up this endless staircase and in my dream id get afraid he would make it up the stairs but he never did. i havent had this dream for at least six or seven years. im 16 now. why did the dream come back?

i used to have this nightmare of a dungeon and there was a man walking up this endless staircase and in my dream id get afraid he would make it up the stairs but he never did. i havent had this dream for at least six or seven years. im 16 now. why did the dream come back?

And it's been 14 years, and I still haven't met my father and it's been 16 years since my dad up and left. I just don't think it's fair that my brothers dad showed up before mine and I know thats selfish of me to think that way, but it's how I feel. I can't even smile without it being fake.I'm happy for my brother, but like I said, I don't think it's very fair...is this wrong of me?

So my boyfriend was gonna get me pregnant, and I was extremely excited because I really want a baby (and I may not know what its like to be a mother, but no one does at the begining :) ) and I dont want people getting on here telling me to get over it and be happy that I aint because I'm not happy. Anyway, he was gonna get me pregnant, then my cousin told him a bunch of crap about me so he decided not too. I've been really devasted because I really wanted that baby...I know this is a dumb question but how do i deal??

at this point she's just pushing my buttons, and this is what she did that was making me mad: she texteed my bf and told him that if he ever got me pregnant that i would leave him with the kid and then she told him i was a whore. well he believed her but then we talked about it and now he believes me. but anyway she wont explain why she did it and then she hacked into my myyearbook account and wrote on my status:

i'm really just a ***** but who cares because I just wanna get preggo i loooooovvvveeeeeeeeeee you matt.

and yes that DOES make me mad because she has no business doing this. and IDC about what you guys say about KARMA I know she'll get whats coming to her. yeah she'll get it from ME.