superdave1760

I have been married now for 5 years. I when we first met I told her I didnt chew tobacco.But I did. Then work got bad i had to work less hours. Did not bother takeing a second.After she had enough I took another job and been working regular and have been ever sence. Sex isnt the best and hasnt been from the beginning. Then she caught me taking care of it myself.Which has also caused problems. I stopped. But its still a problem for her. A little over a year ago we found I had high blood pressure and also a diebetic docs told me I needed to lose weight. So I turned to meth for a very short time to lose the weight after I had stopped found my parraphailia. Now she says I have deceived her. Which I did deceiveher but not hurt her. But this hurt her really bad. So she packed my stuff and kicked me out. I think I have the best wife in the world. My question is how do I get her trust back. Also let her know that I will never deceive her again or lie to her ever again. My wife is everything to me. Eventhough it just been 5 years there isnt a better lady.

Got a friend thats a vetrain now she is disabled and tring to get disabilty started its been 8 or 9 months and no money coming in 2 months be hind on house and other bills needs help bad what to do