Fire's-Out

Last October, the guy i have had a crush on for almost five years, asked me out (after being prompted by my best friend), we went and had a GREAT time, he even told people how much fun he had. three days later, I started seeing allot less of him. We have lunch together at school, but he was never there (not that that was unusual for him but i missed him) i would go looking for him, and try to talk to him. but i could rarely find him. Although when i did everything was fine. We were never officially girlfriend and boyfriend, and allot of my "friends" had been saying things about how i was going to lose him if i didn't change, and how he was only using me to get to this other girl. but i Ignored them.

about two weeks after the initial date, he came to me and said he needed to talk, he suggested the possibility of just staying friends, and I still reeling from what i had heard suggested that sense we were both extremely busy, perhaps we should wait until we had time to talk it over. He agreed.

He has rarely spoken to me since except in small bursts which always ended, much like our relationship itself, very abruptly, without warning. I had known when i asked to wait and talk it was over, but i have some guilt over something that happened years ago between us i wanted to put to rest, and needed time to figure out how to say it. but i had kind of been fearing that he would "forget" our agreement and begin dating someone else. a fear that was confirmed the day before February break. this week, now that we are back in school. he has been saying hi to me whenever he sees me, and although im extremely upset, hedoesn'tt seem to realize hes done anything. it wouldn't be unheard of for that to happen with him, but i didn't want to lose him as a friend and need to talk to him about it.

Do you think he really doesn't understand what hes done?

How do you think i should go about bringing it up, without coming off as being too angry? (i would prefer to do it calmly)

I'm still in love with him, what do I do?

On Tuesday Night I was talking to Phil a close friend of mine about something that was bothering me. he said he had to go but we would talk about it tomorrow. I told him afterschool was best because it would most likely take a while to settle my issue, and he agreed. the next day I met him afterschool and because I really needed to talk to him alone I sugested that we put our stuff elsewhere "so nobody would try to find us" he laughed and replied to me "thats funny alexa said she didnt want you to find us either" I looked at him kinda funny wondering what he meant before asking and he said "well i agreed to meet her after school too" i shruged it off not wanting to start something we went to get food and came back. shure enough Alexa was waiting for him. and she gave me quite a look when she saw me. we decided to move to the cafateria so we could eat and alexa followed us. by then i was pissed because it was clear that Phil had no intention of keeping his promise to help me, but of course because alexa likes starting things she had to make him ask why i was upset at her. i said i wasnt and they asked me repeatedy what was bothring me so i explained that i was upset because by telling alexa he would meet her phil had disregarded his plans to help me. he said that if i realy needed to talk we could go off for a minute and talk about it. but of course the reason for staying after was because it was going to take time to talk about so i said "that isnt fair, its not fair to me, and its not fair to her"

he said "well it wouldent have been fair for me to say i couldent meet her"

i said "but if you just explained why she should understand" he defended with this

"well its rude if i tell her you have something personal to talk about but cant say what it is"

i told him it was rediculous and that in doing so he had completely abandoned my plans, that and he had obviously not told alexa he had agreed to meet me at all being as she wanted them to avoid me, and im pretty shure he only intended on seeing the person who had found him first. when i said it was hard for me to keep peace with his frieds that hate me he came back with the words that realy got me

"no offence but no matter how close we are the people i have known longer will come first"... i have an inferiority complex, and he knows that, that was about the worst thing possible to say to me.... he told me i was being selfish and stuck up, but i just wanted help because lately nobody has been comming through for me when they promise it and i was really upset about it so was i realy wrong to get angry?

So i have liked this guy pretty much forever and i have heard grumblings on and off of him liking me back pretty much for the same time frame. he was dating my friend but they broke up, then he had a rebound GF he just broke up with, but the whole time he was dating both of them he was pretty much flirting with me the whole time. anyway the other day my friend, his friend and him were talking in the library and he was upset because a relative of his had died and he felt he wasn't opening up to people enough, so my friend suggested that he chose one person to get close to and talk to, to try to open up. he said it didn't have to be someone at school it could be at work or anything ( we both attend school and work together but he left work for the school year a few day ago)

the guy said that most people were leaving anyway, his self included. my friend said that i wanted to but my mother wouldn't let me (which is true) ad the guy said "i know i feel sorry for her" and my friend said "oh, speaking of her she would be a good person to talk to for something like that (as both a hint and honest advice) but the guy didn't say anything.... that day he wasn't at lunch like he usually is and when he came into work to get his paycheck i said hi to him and he said a very...awkward hello back before running off....

Were both 17 and seniors in high school

everybody that knows i like him says he likes me back, but neither of us seem to be able to admit it, everytime i get close something happens that stops me in my tracks. and i know that if we graduate, thats the end of it....

Im 17 the oldest of three living children. just under a year before i was born my older brother died from a birth defect at a day old. nowadays my mom seems psychotic. some days she is fine and other days she is completely insane. she constantly harps on me telling me im not good enough when i do what she tells me she wants me to everything always ends with a "yeah but you still dont...." and she makes a whole new list of things, i do the things she tells me too but i can never satisfy her. it has been this way all my life, im a junior in highshool and i should be looking for colleges right now but my mom barely agreed to let me get an SAT study guide (i just got a job and havent gotten a paycheck yet) i cant take the SAT till next year, and every time i bring up college my mom always says "you wont get in anywhere and i need the money for your bother" (my bother is a perfect honor student and im....not) its gotten to the point where i dont even want to try anymore im sick of it!

pleas i am desperately looking for either series preferably Scrubs alot of the links i have are dead like TV-links.co.uk so dont bother w/ that i apreciate it thnx

1) Yondaime Hokage(who is so naruto's dad btw)

2) Nara Shikamaru

3) Temari

4)Uzumaki Naruto

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