thomas w

am a truck driver, just found out i have reno cell carcinoma. after 3 oppinions they say i have to loose a kidney, and there is a strong chance that it may have spred out side if some membrein, which means kemo or radiation or both. but what gets me is the dont's. they say i can do any thing that is no jarring, no bouncing nor extreme strenuous activities. doesnt sound like a normal life. all i know in work is physically extreme what scares the mc jevers out of me, is that this a very agressive cancer and could be the gateway to death. finding it was a fluke, was really sick, vomiting and fever, diarea. past out, dr's say i had a mild heart attack from the stress of vomiting but the stomache was so expanded they thought something rupsured, so a CT scan and they found this out. now i cant sleep b.p.'s up eating is haywire hell every thing is haywire. mar.19th i go in for the opperation. looking for solis in a world of confusion help

special classes,some one that i dont agree with, said that i had to make a special accomidation for them in my person world and when i told them that they had the right to do and say thing in the general public does not go in my private spaces.in the work place we do a job, and only a job, we're not there to be a social gathering, just work and when its a time away from work they have no need to be around me so they say that i make their work place uncomfortable never said any thing but focus on work and not to talk about "our" personal lives and they sued me saying i was targeting them, but as with any body at work i only do and speek about work, in my personal life i have no social relations with any body from work. so now its cost me money and as for the work, i have taken myself away from these individuals and they have the right by law to bring thier personal lives in to the work place

reliving the past,running or not,380 c.c.believe it was called the comando

was playing 18 holes and had to wait on slow play ahead of me and the group i was with, one broke out a taco bell burrito,and started chowing down.

thought it was strange