lovergirl

Is there anyone on this cite over the age of 35?

I am a 59 year old female, in great shape and people tell me that I am very pretty and look about 45. My problem is I am so unhappy. I feel that I have made a big mess of my life and I do not know where to go from here. My only outside life is work and church. I have no real friends. My love life is a disaster and I feel so guilty about past mistakes that I know I cannot change. In the winter I am depressed because it is cold and gloomy, in the spring and summer I am depressed because I have no where to go and no one to go with. I have been deeply hurt by people in the past and I find it very hard to trust anyone. The really hard part is I know I am bringing all this on myself because of my constant negative thinking but I do not seem to be able to change. Am I just to old to change. Should I just reconsile with the fact that this is going to be my life from now on? Where does a woman my age go to find friendship and love. Sometimes I think death is my only way out.

A while back a space probe launched some years ago sent a picture of earth back to us just as it was leaving the solar system. It was an amazing shot of just how insignificante we are in the big picture. I would like to have a copy of this picture but I cannot find it anywhere. Can anyone help me find a copy of this photo???

Thanks

LG

I dream that I have to go to the bathroom, but every one I find is so filthy I cannot use it. By filthy, I mean feces on the walls and all over the toilet. or I find a bathroom that is clean, but it is to narrow for me to get into. Or I am out in public sitting on a toilet embarrased tryng to cover myself with a coat or blamket.

This has been going on for years. The last one I had was last week. I bought a house. It was a little tacky trailor but it sat on a beautiful parcel of land with trees and a stream running thru it. The toilet was right in the kitchen and I was wondering how I was going to use it when company came over.

What could all this mean?

I recenty started dating a man and he always refers to me and to himself in the third person. It is starting to irritate me. Or maybe I am just not that into him, which is true. I was just wondering if there was a name for this kind of behavier.