Master Hamwich

Yes? No? Just want to know. I burned half my hand about 3 months ago and was wondering if that would turn you off? Its not really messed up its just shiny and red.

Lemme guess. 8 inches?

Yup, so I was sleeping and I had this dream a week or two back that I still remember, it was just as crystal clear as a dream could be. I was in a skating park where everyone was riding on rocket skates, I attempted these rocket skates but I couldn't get up the ramp no matter how hard I applied power to the rockets in my rocket skates. I felt great shame come over me as all the other people laughed at me.

The dream then zipped to myself and a couple of my friends walking out of the skatepark to the entrance, it was pouring and I had an umbrella to shield myself from the rain. I was happy and having a good time conversing with my friends until suddenly my dream flashed to another point in which I am driving on the highway, the highway was massive, as huge as 5-6 highways spread across the landscape. On the highway I was driving on the opposite side, of the road towards oncoming traffic, fear coming over me, I dodged and weaved through the hordes of oncoming traffic until I slammed into one of the cars head-on. With this time slowed down, I saw the car crashing as if from a flying ghosts perspective.

Suddenly I see the crash go in reverse and I am now deep within a parking garage with one of my friends, lost in the city. Both of us were lost and had no clue in which way to go until I pulled a gps from the backseat of the car. It was a glorious GPS in which we used to get to a restaurant.

At the restaurant I sit down with at least 10 other people in which are strangers to me, one with quite the fine stache and a hat on his head. The place felt like a Texan restaurant with waiters about 8-9 ft tall, towering like abominations. They took our order in which I was given a massive amount of steak on my plate with a small side of green beans. I then started engorging in meat, with a bottomless appetite I tore through giant hunks of meat one after the other, blood splattering everything in the restaurant, the room started to glow red and my hunger began to grow until I woke up in morning to the chirping of birds outside of my window.

I sat in awe as I sat back and organized the dreams from that night.

mmmm what should I do when a ton of girls I don't know but are from class are complimenting me on my shoulder size and feeling up my butt? =I

All I could do was sit there and feel awkward...

Hi. Just wondering what I am supposed to do with my life now?

To start off, I am the youngest of 4, 1 brother and 2 sisters. I grew up being bullied by a lot of people, including teachers who would snap at me for not talking since up until high school I wouldn't talk, I guess sort of like a mute. I don't know why I didn't talk but from all the abuse from everyone, classmates and students alike I grew a fear of people. I remember the time when my kindergarten teacher locked me in a closet for the entire day saying she wouldn't let me out unless I talked... of course I didn't talk. I guess they found it rude. I wasn't trying to be rude but that is what happened.

At home my dad always preferred my brother over me. Whenever my brother was around he would completely ignore me, even when I tried to get his attention. Later on my brother moved out and my dad started giving me some more attention, of course completely ignoring me again whenever my bro came by. My younger but older sister hated me because my mom would force me out to hang out with her friends and she'd try to get me to talk and I wouldn't, I guess it made her feel stupid. My oldest sister tends to ignore me, we don't talk much unless she has some shiny new object to flaunt about. My mom was a generally nice person at heart, she always tried to push me on to try and better myself, she helped me take extra reading, writing and speech classes since I had trouble speaking, reading and writing up until the 5th grade. I continued to take speech classes up until 8th grade since I couldn't pronounce words correctly if at all. An example being raisin said as way-zin. When I did talk people would always start picking at the way I said words...

After time I made some "friends." Of course, I have always hated myself and my friends. The friends i hang out with at school, i tend to feel of myself as the outcast when I am around them. They will all have fun over the weekends and hang with one another outside of school but never invite me to come. I still put on that wonderful fake smile on whenever I am around them though :) ... I feel dark and dreadful thoughts towards them though, since most of the time they just use me for whatever they need.

At the moment I am nearing the end of my senior year, I have no true friends and apparently all the dreams I used to strive for have died. At the beginning I wanted to be a football player, well when no one would pick me for anything, well, that kind of discouraged me from sports. I wanted to be an artist after that, but i realized around junior year that my art was complete garbage. So my dream of that also died. Along with taking animation classes which I took for 4 years I realized I wasn't getting any better and that my animation and ideas were terrible. So I stopped trying animation and art. With that I lost focus of what I want to do "when I grow up."

Along with having thoughts and dreams. for many years,of suicide, being terrible at anything I try to do, and having incredible social anxiety and fears of leaving my damn house everyday. I have been left in despair. I view the world in a gray cloud and I tend to feel discouraged about doing anything but sleeping eating and going to school. On the weekends I just sleep and wait for the next week to come by and pass. Every day, feels the same. Over and over and over and over and over...

What exactly can I do? The only thoughts I have now are suicide, sleep, and just talking to myself in my head in hopes that I can achieve a new dream for myself. It hasn't worked and i'm starting to think nothing will.

Sorry for this being so long.

How exactly would I go about doing them?

Example problem:

Find log 42 + log 93 and find the logarithm of the product, log (42x93).

Hey all I am new here and was wondering how to ask questions? Thanks!