Decisions

You really need to know the background to this story to understand the complication. Basically in September, I drunkenly kissed this guy in a club(I didn't know him) and I could barely remember what he looked like the next day. He asked me out and I was like shittt I dont even know what hes like, what he looks like, anything, so I said why not hang out with him, it will be an experience! So I hung out with him and he literally didnt stop trying to kiss me, telling me he was crazy about me, and I told him I was sorry lets be friends, I'm still crazy over this guy I met while I was in France(I elaborated a little). Needless to say, it was a drunken mistake, the guy is a nice guy, but I'm not attracted to him AT ALL physically or emotionally, he's everything physically that I'm repulsed by. But I kept meeting him. I don't even know why. I guess I loved the fact that he was obsessed with me and treated me like I was a god. At this time, I was fighting ALOT with my sister who had emotional issues of her own, and it was so strange because we are literally normally siamese and unbelieveably close. It was the saddest time of my life and I was stupid and vunerable because of many things, emotional issues etc. I met this guy under the pretence of friends or for 'coffee' and sometimes it was platonic, most of the time he was trying to kiss me. My sister went home from our apartment one weekend and I had already told this guy to leave me alone, I didnt want to see him but he wouldn't accept it. It was my fault, I'd been a complete tease and made him fall in love with me(he told me soon after I met him) but he turned up at my house and its like I couldnt say no, he stayed for like 2 nights and we did a little more than kiss, we had oral sex(to him) along with sexual contact. I have no idea why I'm being so explicit here and pouring my feelings online, I guess I feel just so at a loss I don't know what to do. I didn't have my sister to talk to at the time and this happened a few times. Christmas came, I went home and was far away from this guy so I could escape. I decided I needed to make a change, I had the most emotional New Years Eve with her and my family and saw my stupidity(which I saw the whole time, but continued, I'm obviously really quite ****** up) and made a resolution to not see him again, not because hes a bad person, but because I don't even like him, I'm not attracted to him, he was just a boost to my ego because he was obsessed with me and even though, its bad for me, its bad for him too. However I returned back to Dublin early alone as my sister was in Paris and he turned up on my doorstep, begging to come in early in the morning, I let him in because it was freezing and I felt bad and told him to leave. But he just kept telling me he loved me. I didn't kiss him barely and didn't really let him touch me like before but we slept in the same bed. The next day was the last day I would be alone in my house as we were getting a new roommate, he came over. I don't really know how to describe what happened- it's not serious, it's just I promised myself. We were kidding around, I was teasing him and I decided to play a game with him where he 'couldn't touch me' and I teased him. I'm such a stupid ********- somehow I ended up giving him a ********(by a ********, I mean with him, it was literally 20-30 seconds as I thought wtf am I doing- as I had before and just stopped). I knew I would **** myself up, I knew it, I was just such a mess, its like I did it for that purpose. It was the coldest, numbest thing ever, I did it, he went to the bathroom, and told him to leave after(which he didn't). I beat myself up about it till about 10am that night, I was in some kind of drunken depression, I don't even know why, I know its not that much of a big deal, but it was the new year, I felt so stupid, so tarnished, so pathetic.

So basically, nothing has happened since then, I met this guy after and told him I cant see him and had a huge heart to heart with my sister and now he almost blames my sister for me not seeing him even though its actually me. We are as close as ever again and I feel like I can tell her anything now- its like this mental block in my mind- should i tell her now? He's leaving my city in March for work so I don't know whether to wait till then, or never tell her, or just tell her now? I don't want her to worry about me. I'm only 19, and I was a lot more screwed up before but I feel now that I'm in a lot stronger place and I need to stop beating myself up and rehashing this relationship/events, so does telling her defeat this purpose? I love her so much I wanna cry when I think about it, its just one thing she doesn't know about me? She's known as being very blunt too- would she make me feel worse? or does everyone have secrets? I decided yest. to tell her in March when

Guy said this to me. This guy has told me hes in love with me, wants to be with me and is the jealous type etc but I dont want a relationship or anything serious yet I am still pretty close to him.

We have quite a passionate relationship and constantly insult each other- stupid things- tu est une conasse, tu est un batard, **** off etc... does this mean the same things- youre a *****?

Or is he trying to tell me I'm ugly/fat/or mocking me in something intimate? I think he might be trying to insult me jokingly, but I have no idea what he is trying to say to hurt me

I managed to sell a laptop online and the buyer offered payment through Paypal. He agreed to send me the payment and I said I'd ship once it was received.

I got an email from Paypal, saying basically Dear 'My Name' and saying that the buyer has sent me €200 from his email address to mine and that in order to receive it I must send the item and get the confirmation number. It was as follows:

Dear ****

This is PayPal payment department,we use this opportunity to inform you that **** has paid for the item bought from you and you are expected to provide us with the item shipment tracking number within 24hours of this notification.notify us within 24hours so that we can credit the money to your account.

It also says to provide paypal with a shipping number if I want my account credited. Is this legit? I have to send the item, get the number and send it on to Paypal to get my money(I logged into Paypal and my Balance is still 0.00, I dont know if it normally says anything about pending payments). If so, do I just reply to the Paypal notification email or send it to a certain address?

Thanks, I really wanna be sure before I post.

I think its Arab, not so sure. Also Amasi could be the name at the end, not sure- would just love to know what this means?

Basically I'm doing a project on a particular type of villain: The Family Betrayer Villian, a villian who plots againist their own family, often without suspicion usually for reasons of royaly, power, self-gain etc. Often these characters are also bad-boy, charming types, and also often, come to being such a villian due to being the 'black sheep' of the family or the perpetual way they are viewed as sketchy by family members

I already have : Scar(Lion King), Edmund(King Lear), Richard(Richard III), The characters of the film Stardust, these all fit the bill, can you think of any?

I just purchased a Blackberry Curve and decided against a data bundle for the moment! I have wifi in my apartment so I thought its fine I'll connect to that for free. However my network is still charging me 99c a day for internet. Do I turn off mobile network and leave wifi to stop this from happening? Also is it worth it to purchase a data bundle? I tried downloading Google Maps and it downloaded and installed but when I tried to use it it said ''This application requires a data connection and so I need a bundle to use certain apps? I want to put lots of useful apps on my blackberry so I can use them constantly, but if I were out of my wifi connection at home, the apps would not work am I right?

Thanks, theres arond 3-4 questions there, i just realised! Would really appreciate some help :D

Laptop is a Dell Studio 1555. My touchpad buttons havent been working and I wanted to give the keyboard a clean and the base cover. I removed the battery first, then the central control cover, then the keyboard and a few keys which were stuck. I cleaned off the dust a little. Then I turned it over and removed the base cover as I thought I may get to the touch buttons this way. I gave that a quick wipe and finally made it to the touch buttons through the front. I assessed most of what I cleaned through screws and screwdrivers. It was really a quick clean and then to my horror, I found it wouldnt turn on? Does anyone have any idea what I may have done to it? Reassembled it wrong? Something to do with the battery? Terrified Here XD

Thanks

Laptop is a Dell Studio 1555. My touchpad buttons havent been working and I wanted to give the keyboard a clean and the base cover. I removed the battery first, then the central control cover, then the keyboard and a few keys which were stuck. I cleaned off the dust a little. Then I turned it over and removed the base cover as I thought I may get to the touch buttons this way. I gave that a quick qipe and finally made it to the touch buttons through the front. It was really a quick clean and then to my horror, I found it wouldnt turn on? Does anyone have any idea what I may have done to it? Reassembled it wrong? Something to do with the battery? Terrified Here XD

Thanks

Laptop is a Dell Studio 1555. My touchpad buttons havent been working and I wanted to give the keyboard a clean and the base cover. I removed the battery first, then the central control cover, then the keyboard and a few keys which were stuck. I cleaned off the dust a little. Then I turned it over and removed the base cover as I thought I may get to the touch buttons this way. I gave that a quick wipe and finally made it to the touch buttons through the front. I assessed most of what I cleaned through screws and screwdrivers. It was really a quick clean and then to my horror, I found it wouldnt turn on? Does anyone have any idea what I may have done to it? Reassembled it wrong? Something to do with the battery? Terrified Here XD

Thanks

Ordering off Amazon now.

Should I give him my address to post me a gift?

This guy I know not so well, (I met him in a jokey manner on chat roulette with my friends and his friends) wants to post me a christmas gift? Hes cool and all that, hot and everything, we have little internet crushes on each other, just light entertainment really though, hes from a different country, almost a different continent like, so im not worried about him finding my house or anything hah. Is there any harm in giving him a vague postal address? I'm desperately curious to see what this surprise is, yet I dont know if this is dangerous? Is there anything dangerous you can send in the mail?

I'm doing a little research on the topic and I came across an article that stated if you pass out when intoxicated this is dangerously close to alcohol poisoning and potentially death? Is this true or exaggerated? Why do people pass out when drinking alcohol? Passing out due to alcohol consumption is often commonplace which is why I didnt believe it to be such a serious thing, which was questioned when I read this article. Any info on passing out when drunk or answers/opinions would be appreciated! Thanks :D

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Or was it simply, the two children she has with her lover, Samuel Sawyer? I've read the account and I therefore know that Dr.Flint sexually harrassed and abused Jacobs, however its a summarised version and a little ambigious so I would appreciate any help.

Gustave Gilbert or Leon Goldensohn? I'm doing a research project on one of the two and both are fascinating- I cant seem to choose which one had a more important role and impact, not only in the examinations of Nazi's put also in testimonies and the future of the Nazi's convictions.

Thanks!

I'm currently watching the tv series and it's irresistible, I was just wondering if the Season 1(22 episodes) is about just the first book or does it pass onto the second book, ... I'm want to read the books in the summer probably but I dont want the whole story to be given away!

Thanks!

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Really irritates me when I see someone has them, it takes away the fun of facebook! Haha