Paulina

So for the past two days my best friend wasn't responding to my texts. Because he's suicidal, I thought that maybe he had done something to himself or inevitably, killed himself. Last night I was doing school work and I received a text from him; he said he was fine and apologized for making me worry. From then on, we started talking about our friendship and how much he meant for each other. He then said that he'll always be here for me until I don't need him anymore. I told him that a friend doesn't use a friend, and that friends are friends for a reason. He replied with "why are you so perfect?" He started talking about his feelings towards me and said that thought of me as more than a friend. He told me that if he could find a girl as perfect as me, he wouldn't be jealous of anybody. He continued saying that he wasn't jealous of my boyfriend, but he knew that he would treat me better than anyone else. My boyfriend & I had issues before; our relationship wasn't always a stable but at the moment things are going great. I don't want to give up the relationship I have, and I'm sure my friend understands that; he understands anything I say that say to him. He's a great guy and I trust him completely, but this isn't right. I've tried calling him multiple times, and he isn't responding to my texts either. I really don't know what I should do. He lives on the other side of the country so I can't go visit him and see how he is.

Should I tell my boyfriend about this or not?

Okay, so i started going to this clinic because i had headaches and felt mildly depressed and i ended up being diagnosed with moderate to severe depression. Anyway, i wasn't expecting to get a handsome doctor, and i did, so now everytime i go, when the nurses take my blood pressure, my pulse always comes out to 140+. It's BAD. He's the first person i think of when i wake up and the last one when i go to bed. He's so nice too, and i get that he should be, he is a pediatrician. (I'm 16 by the way) Anyway, yeah, that's kind of the situation. I don't know why i like him other than the fact he's immensely attractive and sweet. I REALLY want this to end though because i know nothing can ever happen between us, although i would not mind it at all. I've been visiting him quite frequently up until now, where i have to see him in a month, and even though i'm looking forward to it, i know i'm gonna panic. This crush is even affecting me focusing on school so i really need it to end. Any advice?

My life is in ruins. I'm a junior in high school and i don't even know where to start. Everything is wrong. I feel so depressed. All i've done is cry this past week, and i feel like such a failure. My parents are divorced and i've moved about 13 times. At school, i care about no one and nothing. Last year at least i cared about school, but now not even that. My parents have such high expectations for me because i'm an honours student, but this year i'm not understanding physics or pre-calc and my mom is disappointed in me. I've tried staying after school, and it's no help. So apart from the fact i feel like jumping off of a cliff, the anxiety and stress of school has me at a breaking point. We live in some very poor apartments and my mom works the entire day to make ends meet, so i try to keep my emotions at a minimum. Lately, i haven't been able to. It seems nothing anyone says to me can console me. All i want to do is listen to my music and sleep all day. I get so happy when i have to miss school for whatever reason. I feel so done with life, and i shouldn't feel this way. My closest friends live in Las Vegas and Virginia, so i can't even go for support with them. I guess i was kind of hoping someone would read this i pity me. I don't know. I just want someone to care, but it seems no one does.