Amanda Burden

I keep hearing sounds, not voices, but I'm almost positive they aren't there. Seeing things out of the corner of my eye, mostly dark shapes that quickly disappear. I'm keeping calm for now, but on the inside freaking out, the heck is going on?

i wrecked mine but the damage was all cosmetic, i just dont have the time to get it fixed up.

last night i started having a dull cramp like pain in my abdomen right beneath my belly button, soon after and into this morning it became a severe stabbing pain in my lower abdomen on my right side. what could this be?

it seems to only help one or the other EVERY time! why is this? and is there anything i can do to get my head and back to stop hurting at the same time? btw the medicine i take is Tylenol-3 which my doctor prescribed so i would think it would help it all...

All day i havent been very hungry or thirsty, when i did eat i had a burger, and side salad at mcds, and felt like i was gonna get sick afterwards. i've been feeling faint and lightheaded for like 3 days. although this isnt out of the ordinary for me. it's been happening for like 4 years. sometimes i fall because i havent the strength to hold myself up sometimes i can stay up while holding something but everything goes black. WTH do you guys think this could be?

I dont know, but I'm pretty sure somethings lose up there. Okay for example, i feel like 95% contempt for everything, i never feel empathy for others, i even tend to laugh at things like people falling down stairs. I love horror movies, and feel no fear after they're over, but my friends are like about to piss themselves. It seems weird but i tend to not think about anything... but then full on detailed situations just flash through my head, sometimes tending to be violent, like pushing someone downstairs or stabbing someone, or setting their friggin hair on fire. This doesn't scare me, but more makes me want to know what the hell is wrong with me. I'm not scared to be honest, but I can manipulate people, and used to take pride in it, i don't know what to do, and i don't want a response like "you need to see a therapist" they don't help either, them trying to understand me by putting words in my mouth makes me angry.