Renee

Past month has been a little crazy. My boyfriend and his mom made plans to go to Florida, they bought the tickets a while ago and COULDN'T change them. So, these tickets were bought while him and his ex were still together and she was invited to go along. Then they broke up, and me and him were together. He told me about her HAVING to go so that his mom didn't waste money on a plane ticket. So I was a little iffy about it, but I let it go. Then I felt like he was hiding something, so while I was on his computer I got onto his Skype, looked at the messages that were with him and his ex, Madi. And what I found was, disturbing? ALL WHILE HE WAS DATING ME, he skyped her saying how much he missed and loved her. She said the same things back and later showed her (A) boobs on webcam. I brought this all up to him. He was pissed AT ME! Wtf.. So then yes, I totally lost trust in him. Then I kept getting pissed off about the whole situation. And he broke up with ME -_-. He told me that Madi wouldn't go to Florida with him anymore cus she "didn't want to come between us". 2 hours later me and him got back together and right after all that he had the audacity to ask me "So, can I try to get her to go to Florida again?" I was like, fine whatever. We stayed together for a few days until they had to go pick her up, he said I could go with but then he said no. I gave him issues about it. So they left to pick her up without me, I was pissed off about that. So I just got so mad at the whole stupid situation that I said "Fine, get your sh** from my house when you get back, I'm done". And so he said, "Yea, I'm done. This is bull Sh** that you're giving me this much crap about this." So, they finally went to Florida and he hasnt texted me all week, he blocked me on facebook and everything else. I was over the whole thing by the middle of the week because I wasn't going to fret over such an idiot. So, YES I was over it. Then, I just text everyone in my contacts list, one of my fave people to text, Zack, which happens to be my ex's BEST FRIEND. So we started talking to each other, we went to eat at Ihop, (not a date), then the next day we decided that NO we didn't have feelings for each other, however we were sexually attracted to each other. So, I asked him to Steak N Shake because I was hungry. We went there, ate, then left, I mentioned about wanting my bikini out of my ex's house (his best friend) and hes like yea, I'm house sitting for their family so we can go get it. So I went into my exes house, got my bikini, and we left. Then when we were back in Zack's car we were talking about how we both wanted sex yada yada, so maybe like half an hour later we had sex (Ill spare you the details, however I will say, it was GREAT). So keep in mind that before we did this, we both mentioned we didn't actually have feelings for each other. But the sex was, dare I say...caring? It was nice. So I asked him, are you gonna tell him (my ex/his best friend) about this? He said, yea, in time. I was fine with it. But now I feel like I might like him a little. I know I know, typical women. But I think that's just the sex talking. If not, uhhh I'm screwed. xP Anyways, what do any of you think about this? That is if you even took the time to read it all. I know, it's all kind of crazy and whatnot. And I told him, "I don't want to ruin your friendship with him". And he was all fine with it. It wasn't a "one night stand", he's still texting and keeping relations with me because he's still my friend. Idk, what do you think? Ideas? What should I do? Suggestions?

Past month has been a little crazy. My boyfriend and his mom made plans to go to Florida, they bought the tickets a while ago and COULDN'T change them. So, these tickets were bought while him and his ex were still together and she was invited to go along. Then they broke up, and me and him were together. He told me about her HAVING to go so that his mom didn't waste money on a plane ticket. So I was a little iffy about it, but I let it go. Then I felt like he was hiding something, so while I was on his computer I got onto his Skype, looked at the messages that were with him and his ex, Madi. And what I found was, disturbing? ALL WHILE HE WAS DATING ME, he skyped her saying how much he missed and loved her. She said the same things back and later showed her (A) boobs on webcam. I brought this all up to him. He was pissed AT ME! Wtf.. So then yes, I totally lost trust in him. Then I kept getting pissed off about the whole situation. And he broke up with ME -_-. He told me that Madi wouldn't go to Florida with him anymore cus she "didn't want to come between us". 2 hours later me and him got back together and right after all that he had the audacity to ask me "So, can I try to get her to go to Florida again?" I was like, fine whatever. We stayed together for a few days until they had to go pick her up, he said I could go with but then he said no. I gave him issues about it. So they left to pick her up without me, I was pissed off about that. So I just got so mad at the whole stupid situation that I said "Fine, get your sh** from my house when you get back, I'm done". And so he said, "Yea, I'm done. This is bull Sh** that you're giving me this much crap about this." So, they finally went to Florida and he hasnt texted me all week, he blocked me on facebook and everything else. I was over the whole thing by the middle of the week because I wasn't going to fret over such an idiot. So, YES I was over it. Then, I just text everyone in my contacts list, one of my fave people to text, Zack, which happens to be my ex's BEST FRIEND. So we started talking to each other, we went to eat at Ihop, (not a date), then the next day we decided that NO we didn't have feelings for each other, however we were sexually attracted to each other. So, I asked him to Steak N Shake because I was hungry. We went there, ate, then left, I mentioned about wanting my bikini out of my ex's house (his best friend) and hes like yea, I'm house sitting for their family so we can go get it. So I went into my exes house, got my bikini, and we left. Then when we were back in Zack's car we were talking about how we both wanted sex yada yada, so maybe like half an hour later we had sex (Ill spare you the details, however I will say, it was GREAT). So keep in mind that before we did this, we both mentioned we didn't actually have feelings for each other. But the sex was, dare I say...caring? It was nice. So I asked him, are you gonna tell him (my ex/his best friend) about this? He said, yea, in time. I was fine with it. But now I feel like I might like him a little. I know I know, typical women. But I think that's just the sex talking. If not, uhhh I'm screwed. xP Anyways, what do any of you think about this? That is if you even took the time to read it all. I know, it's all kind of crazy and whatnot. And I told him, "I don't want to ruin your friendship with him". And he was all fine with it. It wasn't a "one night stand", he's still texting and keeping relations with me because he's still my friend. Idk, what do you think? Ideas? What should I do? Suggestions?

I really don't get it. What does it even taste like? I mean I've had it done to me and I asked what I tasted like and he said great. Like wtf, do I taste like fruit loops down there?! Why do a lot of guys even like doing this? Because your close to their butts and everything, you know, where they fart and poo? Yea, girls do that. Surprise! Just wondering.

I've recently discovered that I have wanted to be a piercer. I was wondering what qualifications it takes to become one in Indiana. So do you need to become a tattooist and a piercer or can you just be a piercer? Because I know for sure there is no way I can draw worth crap let alone have a motor pen in my hand drawing on someones skin. Do you need to go to college? Or some special first aid class to learn about certain nerves in the body to avoid or what?

Please help. Thank you