NinjaPandas597

I m 18 years old. I got my ulcer when i was 16/17 from an allergy to an ingredient in protein shakes (i was trying to gain weight to join the military). In hindsight it wasnt the best idea. But I ve come to learn i can t do much. I had to cut many things out of my diet (though i still eat meat once in a while). I started smoking when i was 16 before the ulcer, i switched to vaping (also before the ulcer) but now it starts to hurt my stomach. I m not much of a drinker but enjoy a drink or two here and there (mostly special occasions). I havent had alcohol since my ulcer started, but im afraid it will hurt my stomach and i need to cut it all out. So I m young, havent had my "party" years yet, and im just now getting over my social anxiety (why i started smoking). How do you -LIVE- with an ulcer?

I know i dont HAVE to drink to have a good time. Like i said, I m not much of a drinker. That doesnt mean i dont want to go to at least one party and drink.. Or go to a club or something.

A family member is getting married to an Italian man, and asked me to sing a traditional italian wedding song.. Though i do not know of one.

Note: i do speak italian.

Heard it helps you sleep. And it did. However I wasn't expecting... nightmares. I tried again the next week and it happened again. The time in between I had no bad dreams.

Our theme is "parties". Everything to do with parties. Our main focuses are house parties and clubs.

Stories please

warning: Inhaling food coloring is dangerous.

I do tricks with vapor. And I want to start doing colored Vape. I won't be inhaling it (of course) just to do tricks. How much food coloring would I have to put in? I wasn't able to find any of the colored Vape some have said are made. My Vape shop is pretty small with few selections.

I'm about to turn 18 and my parents are kicking me out. I have a boyfriend (no relationship advice please! We have everything under control.) who is willing to be my roomate and help pay bills. It would be just the two of us in a small apartment. We are completely capable of cutting out some luxuries we had living with parents; unlimited shower time, high AC/heating, leaving lights on all the time etc.. We both make over min wage (mim wage is 8.23 here, i would - by then - be making 8.90 and have a 90% chance at a job paying $9. Had an interview with them and they want me but was too young at the time. He can get a job paying $12 an hr if they don't close postions. Otherwise he would be making 8.90 as well.). I understand there really is no "average" because its based on personal use. However id like a rough estimate.

I live in Colorado so of course bills will be higher in winter.

I know smoking CAN - the smoke itself - but if i were to take nicotine in forms of gum or vaping etc. Without smoke would that help or worsen anxiety

Just for the sake of including everyone, we'll count beatboxing (can be considered music).

In middle school i tried the flute, clarinet and violin. My mom has guitars and my friends grandpa has a drum set. (was lucky to have many options) i SUCKED *** on the violin. No matter what i couldnt stop making that screetching sound - even when the teacher put my arm in the correct place. I was amazing with the flute and eh with the clarinet. My diaphragm wasn't strong enough i guess lol. Drums i was pretty good at but couldnt remember which drum made what sound too well (i was 8 lol) and the guitar i just can't keep the strings down. AND i cant sing for the life of me lol. But i like to sing, thats why i like the flute because its beautiful and its almost like youre singing :)

Every single day.. But when i go to work it goes away? It ALWAYS happens right when i wake up and lasts a few hours.. i always have this horrible feeling in the pit of my stomach and feel like there is a 100% chance im getting kidnapped or something bad is going to happen. Ever. Single. Day. For the last year. Nothing has happened in the last year.. But when i was a little kid i watched my best friend get kidnapped and she was never found.. But why NOW am i worried? Why did it take 14 years?! I cant just stay home because i have to work. If i could i would never leave the house.. But i cant do that.. Unfortunately...

My boyfriend of 3 years and I share a passion and want to start a business. Will that bring us closer or tare us apart?

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In Spain no one and i mean NO ONE dresses up in "slutty" costumes. They're all scary or movie/game related. Things like demons, witches, monsters, monks (not very scary but..) animals sometimes. In America there are really scarry costumes too but i see more slutty ones here than in Spain. Like a slutty cat who thinks of that? That isnt even an actual thing! Or porn star nurses. Ive seen nurses in spain but not half naked. Ive even see penis costumes in America! But im not sure how other cultures use this time to dress up so i cant say America is the only country where its acceptable.