nikki

I never wear make up but i want to try something new. What colors would you suggest for eyes and lips. also how do you find a foundation/concealer to match your skin and not have it look cakey. whats the difference between the 2 anyways? the only time i have ever worn make up is when my little sis did it and it didn't come out well. I don't like dark colors they make me look bad and it would be for just an average day but maybe for a date something casual? any suggestions?

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this is a bad/older pictures but to give you a general idea. i don't know if it makes a difference but i no longer wear my lip ring

the maker doesn't want it, the buyer doesn't use it and the user doesn't know it. what is "it"?

I know the bible says thou shalt not murder and all of these other commandments but this is also giving respect and so on. It's not natural for someone just to go around and kill random people. what I have a question about is gay marriage. The only place i know of that says it is not right is in the bible. I don't understand why gay people wanting to get married have to cross the country in most cases to be happy and get married. I know if you break the law and kill someone you'll get jailed and your freedom taken away. But being gay and rarely able to get married, sounds more of a punishment to me. Being able to deny peoples happiness for what they feel and who they are? Why is it okay for straight humans to get married anywhere but not gay humans? personally i see it as a punishment kind of like killing someone. you murder, you loose freedom, you're gay, more likely to be denied marriage?

My friend just had a baby and has no problem TELLING me i am going to watch her baby while she does whatever she wants like an extra shower with her man. If her and her man want to go out i have no problem staying home. anyways, I am always left home with the baby and rarely go anywhere. In the rare occasion i do go out with her, she wont let me interact with the baby at all. i can't feed, hold, touch, or talk to the baby. the excuse is "i can't let him go for more than a second" but that's only if people are around. if we are alone it's fine but if someone rolls around the corner best believe she is reaching and making a comment having to do with there you are i have been looking for you like i tried to kidnap her son. another example is her son grabbed my finger and held it. she then pulled my hand back as she undid his grip. i think she has a fear people will think he is my baby. what i don't understand is why it's like that when the only place i go, she has been with her son a million times and everybody knows he is hers. I don't even try to act like he is mine. I guess what i am wondering is why am i doing everything she should be doing at home but only when we are out is she interested in appearing to be the best mom in the world when truly she can care less when no one is looking?

I have every once in a while probably 1 time every other week had fluttering in my uterus. I have been getting awkward, inconsistent periods. I have taken a pregnancy test and it came up negative but i have had sex since then. sometimes my chest is sore but it goes away in a couple of days. I guess i am more concerned about what the uterine fluttering is. I don't know if this makes a difference but just in case i have also lost my appetite. most times i have to force myself to eat. or i will feel like i am starving and i will go to eat something and i wont be hungry any more for the rest of the day. anyone have any clue or advice?

I have been trying to lose weight. I have went from eating everything and anything all day and not working out, to eating 1 time a day at most, taking relacore, and working out 7 days a week for a couple hours a day. I have lost 21lbs in 5 weeks and i don't see anything wrong with that but my cousin thinks i am starving myself. I was diagnosed with anorexia nervosa and i don't feel and act the way i use to but she still thinks i am going back to my old habits? anyone have any suggestions?

I want to start off, if you have a rude comment or don't have a serious comment please find somewhere else to be stupid. I was 11 years old when i had a "crush" on another female. I have only dated men but i have also been with 2 girls. I guess i am confused as to whether or not i am gay. I only "like" specific females, very seldom do i find one attractive. I like men a lot too. I think if i had to chose i would marry a man but every once in a while i want a girl. My first time being with a girl i was drunk but after wards i remembered that and only that. since then I didn't have to be drunk to be with a girl. I am thinking it helped me go through with it the first time but now it is something i enjoy. I am not sure what to make of this "confusion" help?!?!?!