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Okay so

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my parents divorced bla bla

my mom got a man

and i have to go to their house for a week sometimess cuz my dad travels alot

that man has 3 sons >.> their ages: 21 , 23, 29

and I'm 18 years old

the 23 year old follows me around wherever I go!! It's so annoying.

I wouldn't mind that much if he showered. He takes a shower once a month at the most and I'm not even exagerating.

-___- and his nails are all yellow and have weird shapes and he bites on them alot.

He doesn't have a job and hasn't had one for the past 2 years. He lays on the couch allll day (except when he follows me) and watches is plasma screen TV that he paid for 2 years ago when he did have a job. He doesn't let anyone change the channel and the living room is his...i'm not even joking. It smells like him too, it smells like dust dipped in azz. -__-" and he's fat. ( i know I didn't need to add the fat part but just so u get a clear picture). But anyway, it's so annoying how he follows me! I am insulted by his presence just by the way he smells. I'd much rather smell my chihuahua's butt. Even when I wake up i just see him peeking through the door =___= and when he sees me go to my moms room and go to the computer he stands up from his couch and follows me and is all "hey what are you doing..." and then proceeds to comment on whatever is on my screen.

and besides all of that,

his dad buys him buffalo wings 3 times a week.

and everytime i go there i have to greet him and he wants to greet with a hug it's so disgusting T - T

whenever i want to read in the only room he hasn't taken over...to have some privacy and alone time, i see the door open and he comes in all "what are you reading?" and if i give him a grey response like "stuff >.>" he just says "oh i see" and keeps standing beside me...-.- grrrr ;-;

the first time i arrived in the house i was so frustrated by the dirtyness i decided to clean a nasty window myself!!! and by the time i got done he was like "oh i see so you're cleaning, why don't clean that window too? and that one " and i was all "how bout YOU clean them? and if i clean something else in here it's ur couch thats gonna get dipped in chlorine >.>", then he was all "......i don't clean...and if you touch my couch you'll be sleeping outside"

so yeah.

anyway

I just want to hear y'alls opinions on this.

and what would you guys do in my position? x]

ok so I met this boy e.e

months ago and he asked me out, i rejected him many times but he insisted

So then i finally said yes, i was hoping that maybe i could force myself to like him more as we went out, ya know, to give him a chance.

He grew up with psychologists as parents so he knows how the mind works. -.-" and uses

tricks on me and chit. And enjoys teasing me and he explain that it is a part of him and that

he is sadistic.

He also helped me ALOT with this boy that was obsessed with me and he wanted to control me

he was really manipulative and my bf said that he seriously is a psychopath and to be careful

but he helped me calm him down.

....He is a nice bf but i dont like him as much as another couple would like each other after spending MONTHS together. ugh -.(\"

Now he is trying to convince me that a b..j...(bL...0..w....jo...b) will help our relationship and add

another layer to make it stronger, and that he knows more of that stuff because he is a psychologist and a dating coach and i am a virgin. l:

I guess my question is....what is y'alls opinion on this situation?

well here's the story. real fast.

mom was mean she hit me and insulted me. Then she went far away (didn't die, just left) and she spent all of dad's money all these years. For example she'd say "ur daughter needs underwear give me money" then she would spend it on jewelery or ives rocher x.x grr

well anyways, im more in peace now and this is really weird for me to not have anyone

threaten me or hit me for the past 4 months, but i like it [: peace is a new feeling<3

i feel like i'm picking up the pieces and i can take a deep breath and smile [:

BUT -.-"

now let's move on to dadd....

food is never missing when i'm with dad :3....except if someone else wants the food -.-"

yes thats right, it's like he LIVES to please other people, and it's getting to THE LAST of my LAST nerve

he's EXTREMELY educated, he knows everthing about history, science, math, and jokes

then i was just asking why he knows so much then he's all "well, if you know alot about the world, then you can break the ice in any conversation whenever you talk to someone"

(note he learned for people, not that there's anything wrong with that but u'll c what i mean)

for example,

his job includes traveling alot (in the car...with him...more than 10 hours everyday for the past 2 weeks- i counted)

well anyways, he always talks to me like "nobody is going to like you if you leave things whenever you use the restroom " and "nobody is going to like you if u do this or u do that and you need to go exercise because they are less likely to like you if you're fat" and he constantly picks on my weight

(i'm not super fat btw, i just used to be really skinny and i happened to gain a few pounds -.-)

in christmas, i wanted this ball, but he gave it to my cousin instead because she wanted it..

and pretty much the majority of my toys went bye-bye the same way.

and he yells at me and cusses at me if i touch an animal because they have germs

and then he gives me this scientific explanation of how some cats could leave women with the inabily to have children and how i shouldn't take a shower without sandals with a detailed explanation of how many people get fungus infections in hotels, and how i need to wash and clean a coke can before i open it, because the worker's hands are dirty

and the place i'm in right now......outside, there's cameras (so i can't go out for a while without him knowing)

in the rest of this house.....i can only stay in this one room because there's ladies working in an office in here

when everyone leaves and the rare times that i get to be alone......i have to run and turn the MOVEMENT-CENSOR alarm off while my ears bleeedd

all i'm trying to say is....i moved from one KIND of torture , to the next...

and what do you do when u feel like ur in some type of jail? (i wanna scream...but i can't ...cuz the office ladies will get scared)

maybe i'll just get a job somewhere to escape for a at least 6 hours

although, isn't a job a type of imprisonment too?

but it's better than where i'm in now

FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU-

okay so

idk if it's just me

or the majority of the people do this

they see a blonde who dyed her/his hair brunette, black, or a darker color:

"oh coolll yah that's ok[:"

they see a brunette who dyed her/his hair blonde, or a lighter color:

"oh...who are you trying to be? just be proud of ur natural hair you dont have to be fake for me to love you"

like ...ummmmmm wut? >.>

lol

well anyways, what's YOUR opinion on that and what have you observed?

okay so...he's kinda sweet but ..

i asked him "what birthday do u remember the most?"

and he's all "mine of course"

-__-"

and then i comment

"haha i'd like to learn japanese"

bf: "why....then no one could understand you"

me: "the japanese would"

bf: "ya...but like...not me.."

-_____-"""

and his friends just drag him around so he can buy them stuff

and all he wants to do is kiss and i want to have a conversation but it's REALLy hard

and then he's all "can i be ur pet"

and i'm like "sure "

and then he got on his hands and knees and started walking

....w...t..f......

what would u do?

we're all anonymous here

how many of you have done it?

i know , i know, it's a terrible stereotype...but..>.>'

ya know, the ones who watch ALOT of manga and then want to learn japanese and

study their culture

don't get me wrong now, i too want to learn japanese and i can draw manga

but i don't obsess over a bunch of series

and i don't get turned on by cartoons -____-" it's a bit creepy

if y'all have any stories to share about this feel free to post

i know , i know, it's a terrible stereotype...but..>.>'

ya know, the ones who watch ALOT of manga and then want to learn japanese and

study their culture

don't get me wrong now, i too want to learn japanese and i can draw manga

but i don't obsess over a bunch of series

and i don't get turned on by cartoons -____-" it's a bit creepy

if y'all have any stories to share about this feel free to post

ok so,

long story short,

my mom left because i turned 18 and my dad got broke cuz she spent all of the money -.-"

she used to abuse me physically and psychologically and all that so no i don't miss her

anyways, an extremely kind-hearted lady let me and my dad stay and live in one of her office rooms while we save up money; my dad's job involves traveling alot

and what we thought was a 3-day trip turned out to be a 12 day trip, (in a car with my dad all day with no radio music cuz we passed though many deserts)

well we finally came back and i was hoping to find a big juicy steak cuz i was really hungry and i'm finally wearing clean clothes (i only took 3 outfits)

well when i come back i realize that the big hearted lady ate all of my food......:'{

so basically i'm really tired...

what should i do in order to just relax?

what do YOU do for relaxation?

zzzzzzz mooooooooo XDD

it's soooooo annoyingg

and when other people see that you're laid back and chill, so they automatically asume they can lean all of their problems on you, like "get out my face -.-"" hahah

if y'all have any stories of this y'all like to share, feel free too, i will surely listen

feel free to just say what's in your mind and to vent ur feelings here on my page :3

okay so, my skin is used to being dry

i had to live in a place for 2 years and it was humid

so my skin had fungus on it )': and the fungus goes underneath my skin and it makes it red and flaky and it also itches really bad

fortunately, i'm exercising like a maniac and bathing like a lunatic and im getting rid of it :]

it burns, but i'm getting rid of it.

UNfortunately, some of it somehow got in my v4jayjay -.-" and it burns and itches too

so, how can i make my v4jay sweat? -.-"

ok so ...thank you so much for clicking this.

i'm 18 years old and i've had my period since i was 12 (so i pretty much have my menstrual cycle and my symptoms of it figured out by now lol)

but like..

i'm just goun' go ahead and type it..

mom hit me , she was abusive in a physicall and psychological manner

she left to another country so now i'm with dad living in a storage room of this office because

mom spent most of the money..

but anyways,

i'm over that but it's just that i'm trying to make a video for my cousin (as a christmas gift :} )

so i wake up every morning at 5am and exercise to show her how i put my new routine in action

but yesterday i had to stay up late with the office manager at her house cuz she invited us (dad made me go)

so i that broke my sleeping schedule cuz we returned until 1am so , i had to pull an all-nighter

in order for me to go to sleep like a zombie by 9pm

but now today, i pulled the allnighter ( i feel tired)

im in the second most heavy day of my period (which adds more to it)

and my symptoms are that i might get too emotional and that i eaaat like a beast hahah

so i made myself 10 tacos and my dad was like

"well why dont u just make food until u get ur hunger urges?!"

me: "because i get tooo hungry ..so i got prepared.." "girls get hungry on their periods dad.."

and he was like "no some girls barely eat and dont get hungry much not even on their period, ur just a fat-azzz"

and like...normally >.>" i'm used to this kind of rudeness my whole life and much worse

but today that really hurtt..:'{

and idk why -.-" again , i get emotional on my days

but anyways,

do you guys have any advice on what i should think abouut so i'm happyyy or

any fun things to do on ur dayyyss

words of compassion? feel my pain? lol idk...i just want to thank you all from the bottom of my heart for reading this.

It means much more to me than just points<3