Little girlManik

We've been married 7y. since we're dating and he being overseas (iraq) accepted to take some very erotic pictures for him, and with the years the tone of them is been raising up, even I don't like it, is not ok with me and makes me feel very bad, not even turns me on...cause that is the point for him to get turned on...so when we ended up having sex he's so ready and I am so dry that it hurts and I just fake to be enjoying so I don't frustrate him...I've talked to him innumerable times about it, and he accepts and quits for a time, however, he starts pushing making a bit of pressure till finally I do it again, last year for his BD I had to go to a photo session (this time was not him the one to take the pics) where I posed as I Porno star and he was happy...but for me it's been the worse I've done...Now, he's doing it again...I love him, we have a beautiful son, life is happy with him, but I can not agree to this anymore...is not just that I have to get naked and masturbate in the car while he takes pics is that he does everything to make other drivers to watch the show, I think is risky and we can get in troubles one day or I'll be the one in troubles...Since the last BD pictures I made, and he says "he's being respecting me, the sex at home is very few and the few is very poor, few days ago he made assumptions about being time to get more pictures an going to the road and I just ignored the comment so he's been kind of upset and bitter with me and even commented a couple nights ago that we had a conversation about it to don't drive him to frustration as his ex wife did...so I guess this time is starting to compare me to the woman who denied him sex after their kids born...I really don't know what to do, and I don't feel ok talking about it with my mom or friends.

Never had Acne problems before in my entire life and now after 7 years of married and a 6y.o. kid I'm with pimples! I want to think that maybe is just a hormonal imbalance secondary to started have sex without protection...It happens my husband got the vasectomy...started noticing just little pimples here and there in my skull but now they're in my face and is getting ridicule...is there someone who can advice me? Please...