Ayden

i just recently met somone we talked everyday then got distant. we were taking things slow getting know each other. finally she responded after i asked if we were ok she said we r fine just have alot going on rite now bad anxiety work ect..we now barely talk after her getting distant n thinking i wana relationship wen she's not ready. i explained im not either just enjoyed ur company n love talking 2 u.she said she felt pushed wen nothing we talked about was relationship wise just flirting back n forth n normal convo stuff.

wat does she mean that she said we r fine? does she mean shes just busy rite now she cnt talk much or is she just saying that?

every time i play the walking dead game on my Xbox i get so far in the game then all of a sudden it says storage device was removed. how the **** is that possible wen its all internal?? srsly WTF??

ok i found the amulet even tho dinya balu is dead. i talked 2 the priest in riften like i was told but girls wnt notice me. i even activated the shrine of mara. NOTHING is happening!! plz help me cuz if my game is glitched out ill just hafta live a single dad. ill just pretend my housecarl is my wife taking care of my kids lol.

ok i wanna get the amulet of mara but the priestess i need 2 talk 2 was killed by vampires. how can i get another one? i stored it in my chest later i went back n it was gone. wat do i do

https://youtu.be/7mCMwaG-4_0

ok so everyone assumes u straight and ask kids do u have a bf or gf. gf if they r guys or vice versa. since there has been advance in society w the legalization of gay marriage ect..when do u think itll b the norm that parents ask them if they have a bf or gf regardless of the childs gender?

wait is this legit? i just heard the most awesome crazy news i didn't know would b possible.

same sex marriage legal in all 50 states!! how do u feel bout it??

i know they have a policy against it but since i live in said area im nervous they may not follow it.

OK I finally got 2 finish the series I loved it.

now my question is did she go threw all that trouble n drama 2 kill herself as her last **** u? I know none of them killed her or have the heart.

thoughts??

OK I have ben trying since I was 19 transition. then hit roadblocks then I get discouraged n depressed. then it takes me forever 2 get the courage again 2 go threw w it. now that its summer I'm hoping my financial situation stays were it is so I can just do it n get it over w.

so my question is how can I find the courage 2 do this since I have severe social anxiety?

I'm not looking 4 serious relationship just casual. fact I'm sorta not INA relationship rite now kinda havnt in past 2 yrs. I dnt do fb or plenty of fish bc fb is NOTHING but drama n plenty of fish is cheesy. I wana go were ppl dnt want chasers just safe.

I recently started a job were I work 12 hr shifts. sec I get home i take it off n keep it off. im just wandering if me using my binder all that time is dangerous? im embarressed bc I feel i should know the anser but im just unsure.

im starting 2 get pain n have probs opening my mouth. so im wandering how much it will cost me?

ive done research n found its Irish. but my cousin whos older then me claims she did research as well n says its not Irish. so we argue bout it.

so whos rite or wrong?

I know its possible but im goin threw a rlly bad episode. im ina rage also crying dnt wana b round ppl. my dysphoria is just as bad like I pass so well on mic talkn 2 my friends on xbox. I just get nervous somtimes bc if my pix or voice outs me im ******. I have dinner w my family tonight we r meeting my cousin n aunt who I havnt seen in like 10 yrs. family fall out n I know she will start sayin all kinds of **** bout o ur pretty "girl" y do u dress like that n me flip out in public. im gna explode so I stay away from everyone til I can finally get on T. im at the point in my life its life or death doin this im at my breaking point.

ok im ina complicated situation w my gf..

this is our convo:

im hopping i hava job soon. I love u n miss u.

I wana get u away from yjere so u cam get better. J u mean the world 2 me im tryin so hard gettn u here.

her response. .k

seems very vague like I dnt seem get much ofa anser or convo from her. I mean she says she loves me wen I say love u..so I duno wats ur thoughts?

ok rlly confused? ? me n a friend were fist fighting killd each other same amount of times as well as killing ppl who was tryin interrupt us. but he was goin SCYCO but I wasnt my meter barly went up. WTF is up w tjat lodgic? ?

ok somthn ive noticed a very long time now.

ppl seem to have huge issues w transwomen instead of transman. wen trans ppl r brought up ppl AUTOMATICALLY think of "men" chopping there penis off or shemales even tho they dnt exist. a transman is easily forgotten to even exist.

so my question is y do ppl forget transmen n only focus on transwomen being "men" who chopped off there penis? sry if I offend by my wording just didnt know how else to put it.

I dnt wana sound like im being immature but here's the story.

I met this person threw work n we became good friends. shortly aftr mayb 4 months later this other girl started working there. im friendly person im willing get along w ppl ect..well she started causing probs gettn me in trouble all the time. making snide remarks wen id walk by calling my friend my gf. id get pissd n annoyed by this id tell my friend tell her knock it off since shes ur friend. she wouldnt n bc of this my friends gf was at my throat bitchin at me bc of rumors n ****. my friend treated me different wen sje was around her. well I tried warning her shes backstabbing ect.. well she started being a ***** 2 the both of us n now im fired n almost got my friend fired. now that im gone shes now bestfriends w my friend.

now should I just end the friendship since i feel betrayal from her or am I being immature n rediculous?