horseloverkes14

Hey everyone, I'm a 15 year old girl, and I am in year 11. For the past 3 years or so, this one guy, ruined my life in high school.

Around 1 year ago, he stopped for a while, and I had thought that he really stopped, however for the past 4 months or so, it has gotten worse.

One breaktime, I accidentally left my diary and my English language book on "their" table and they ripped the whole of my English book to pieces, ripped all my homework up, an exam I left in there and a photograph of my beloved horse.

I ran away crying, and I cried for the entire day. I obviously got encouraged by my friends to tell someone, so I did. I told my student support officers, but all they do is shout at me and make me feel worse than it, they also told the guy who bullied me and everything is so much worse.

Weeks have passed now and they are starting to physically hurt me by tripping me over.

I come home most nights after school crying, and I can't feel the will to live right now. I feel so worthless.

I need to talk to someone, and I have just the teacher, she said I can talk to her in the past because she was worried about me however I have never had to confidence to go to her. Finally last night I told my mum. She has arranged a meeting with my favourite teacher on Friday after school to talk about it, because I all need right now is somebody to listen. I'm so nervous.

My question is what do I say to her? I don't want her to be ashamed of me. Thank you in advance :(

All the time at school, my friends are always trying to make me speak to my favourite teacher. I am in year 11 and 15 years old.

Ever since the beginning, my teachers have been suspicious, they would point out that I always look sad and about to cry. They never really confronted me for real though, never asked me if there was stuff going on at home.

So today I finally stepped up and spoke to her, I was really surprised.

I told her everything what is wrong, about my horse dying on my birthday and the fact I don't see my dad.

Then she just came out that she has been worried about me for a really long time, and she's noticed I've been sad for a while too. She also mentioned that she is always here for me to talk to her however she did say she needed to tell a higher authority because if something happened to me, she'd never forgive herself.

That's when I broke down, I couldn't control myself, she said she knew it was hard to be my age and was trying to comfort me.

My problem is...she told me she'd make sure nobody would tell my mom however I am still scared that she will tell my mom, I really don't want her to know? I feel like a huge disappointment to my teacher? Please help me :(

All the time at school, my friends are always trying to make me speak to my favourite teacher. I am in year 11 and 15 years old.

Ever since the beginning, my teachers have been suspicious, they would point out that I always look sad and about to cry. They never really confronted me for real though, never asked me if there was stuff going on at home.

So today I finally stepped up and spoke to her, I was really surprised.

I told her everything what is wrong, about my horse dying on my birthday and the fact I don't see my dad.

Then she just came out that she has been worried about me for a really long time, and she's noticed I've been sad for a while too. She also mentioned that she is always here for me to talk to her however she did say she needed to tell a higher authority because if something happened to me, she'd never forgive herself.

That's when I broke down, I couldn't control myself, she said she knew it was hard to be my age and was trying to comfort me.

My problem is...she told me she'd make sure nobody would tell my mom however I am still scared that she will tell my mom, I really don't want her to know? I feel like a huge disappointment to my teacher? Please help me :(