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Hi i am 13 years old and i think i might be developing an eating disorder? i am 5"1 ans 116 lbs. I try not to eat because I feel guilty every time i eat and I try to consume very few calories. I often obsess over being skinny and look at thinspo/"crazy" diets. I often look in the mirror and think how fat i am. I always compare myself to others based on weight. Sometimes I fail and binge though (thats why im questioning if I have an eating disorder. I know im probably too fat anyway. When I do eat, I always to to purge (putting my fingers down my throat) but it never works :(. I dont have a strong gag reflex at all so I can never make myself throw up. I weigh myself constantly and count calories. I do think im quite fat even thoug people tell me otherwise. Sorry if you find this offensive and PLEASE dont tell me to "get help before tis too late" because all i want to know is if i have/developing an eating disorder.

What structures does it produce? My textbook isnt very helpful. keep it short please.

and age if you are willing. no mean comments, i want to know how "normal" my wieght is compared to others.

male or female?

age?

i have heard the birthstones for the actual sign are different from the month? i am confused so what is it for leo? i was born auaust 1 so my birthstone is peridot but i heard the one for the sign is different.

to a party, trick or treating, whatever you do. if you are not dressing up, what would you be?

i am a leo and i am being a lion lol. :D and thats not why!

for me, spinning in the opposite direction for a few seconds helps! my dad says im crazy.

not for trick or treating if you are too old, it can be for a party too. and if you are not dressing up what would you be?

i am oddly enough being a lion and i am a leo! i didnt do it because of that either!

mine is 79 bu ti retook

my other one got deleted and it was in polls and surveys!

BQ 1: what is your favorite gemstone and why?

BQ 2: Do you like your hair color?

why and your favorite season and/or month

your favorite color?

your favorite month

your favorite; mom or dad?

favorite season?

and your gender?

only answer the main question if you want but it would be great if you could do the others!

mine is:

august

SPARKLES!

august

hmmm dunno but you choose!

summer

female

favorite?

star

sun: leo

ascendant: leo

moon: capricorn

mercury: leo

venus: gemini

mars: saggitarius

jupiter: cancer

saturn: gemini

uranus: aquarius

neptune: aquarius

pluto: saggitarius

lilth: aquarius

asc node: cancer

Kiss your teacher randomly in class with your classmates watching (same gender teacher)

OR

Tightrope across Niagara falls with a net at the bottom (that's a long fall)

this is the first time i am watching one so yeah...

help?

my best friend. we were meant to be friends forever... but we will probably never see each other again :(

what about you?

and long or short?