lwasmychild

So, my school starts in 8 days, but my parents still haven't decided if we are moving! It keeps changing day by day, and its been like this all summer. I am going into 9th grade and I have a hard time talking to people. I'm not even registered for school yet! If I move now, will I even be able to be in my AP classes, or will I be shoved in regular? How do I handle this??

I am very advanced, I have been playing for 8-9 years and I am fully comfortable with shifting and vibrato. I have played the Handel sonatas, so any suggestions?

I am going to a pool party in 2 weeks and my thighs are covered in scars. I'm very self conscious about them and only two people at the party know about them. Are there any home remedies to make them fade? I am already using a scar cream, but it takes forever to get results. **please don't tell me to get help for self harm, I am already getting it.**

I want to paint my room with a sort of Galaxy/color explosion on the walls. Any ideas on how to do that?

I've been going through depression and self harm for years, and I really want to get better. I am in therapy, but it doesn't help. I can't tell anyone the truth about how bad it gets because nobody ever believes me, so I've stopped trying. Advice?

Some books I've liked recently are Illuminae, A Madness So Discreet, The Naturals, Lockwood and Co, and Insanity. Please don't give me mainstream books, I've read them all.

I want to paint my room with a lot of colors, kind of watercolory. (my inspiration is the Gemina cover). How can I get that effect on a wall?

So, I've been in the same school system for 8 years, and now I have to move. The classes are repeats of what I've already taken, so I am well above their average level. Also, all of my friends and activities are here, and I'm moving an hour away. Help?