Justin

Hey everyone. I have been asking myself this for awhile now and i don't know the answer. Let me introduce myself. My name is Justin. I just turned 17. I talked to a recruiter about a week before school got out to join up for the marines. And in that week. I developed feelings i never thought would get to me. You see. I am not the same as every other person. I have many friends. But I don't love anyone. I used to anyway. I love my family. And my friend who signed up with me. But i don't trust many people. I don't ever let anyone know my feelings. My personal thoughts. Whats in my heart. No one but me knows. Over the school year I talked to this girl in my art class. She is 18. She takes my breath away every time I see her. And i fell in love with her. But she was a senior. And now she is gone. I want to do something. I want to tell her what I've been hiding my whole life. But she is always too busy for me. And won't talk to me. Help me please before I leave. I want someone. Her. To meet me when i get back.