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For some reason a lot of people I know always like to joke with me that I'm on drugs, specifically cocaine for some reason, but I'm not. I have really bad dark circles but if wear makeup everyday and part of it is to cover them up a bit, and it's because I just don't sleep well. I'm usually quiet unless I'm with my friends or something, and I'm actually a 'good girl' so is this why people joke about it? Like just today my friends were like 'you need to get that cocaine out of your locker' and then later a guy I'm kinda friends with (who didn't hear the earlier convo) told this other girl '*her name*, don't do cocaine like *my name*' and she's like 'yeah I can see that' like they were joking but what the heck haha why is it so many people all the time and why is it only cocaine btw I'm not on drugs I just think it's weird lol

So it's Tuesday night and I've only gotten about 6 hours of sleep this week.. I'm so so tired but when I lay down and close my eyes I lay there for hours because my body won't go to sleep so before I know it it's 3 am when I have to be up at 6 am and then I finally get some sleep.

At school however, I'm SO exhausted. I almost fell asleep walking. Why am I so tired in the day when I can't afford to sleep but then at night I'm wide awake? Please help me I'm so tired

Ok so long story short I have a crush and his friends are friends with my friends but my crush and I aren't friends and one of his friends who is friends with one of my friends, both guys btw, and I talked for a bit and crushs friend lets call him bob is friends with my friends brother who is friends with me kinda and my friends and my crush and we call him jim lol so jim and his friends I'm friends with them kinda too I guess talked to bob about me or something and ever since every time I see him in the hallway at school or something he's like staring right at me with a blank expression until he can't anymore and this is literally every time I see him and at first I thought it was whatever like he was trying to figure out exactly who I was but like it's continued ever since so I'm confused like why won't he stop staring and like I'm realistic so I know that I'm not like gorgeous or whatever but I'm ok but just not enough for him to stare because I'm pretty so what else could it be thanks sorry this is confusing so basically crushs friend stares at me all the time with a blank expression and idk why

Ok so I have a guy friend and we are good friends I guess you could say. We are also both 15 and sophomores. So I kinda knew he liked me since last year when we met, because the way he acted and also I had a lot of people tell me but that's not really the issue. So we have a semi coming up and while I really do like him as a friend, I don't like him at all romantically. He kind of gets mad really easily and can be a little creepy at times haha, and this is going to sound so shallow but I don't find him physically attractive at all.. But anyway he asked me to the dance and I don't know what to say. I want to just go with my group of friends (he asked me last year too and I ended up not going because I didn't want to hurt his feelings) and I do really want to go but I feel like if I went with him it would give him the wrong idea and lead him on or something but if I go with my friends(girl ones) instead and he was there I feel like that would be very rude too.. But I do want to eventually be able to go to my schools semi haha. So what do I do? Just not go again? He takes rejection or whatever very badly because he asked me to go trick or treating with him but I couldn't and I happened to tell my best friend how I thought it would be awkward with just us two and she told him an exaggeration and he blew up at me and said he never wanted to talk to me again. But I told him the truth and it's fine now but I do want to be friends only but I don't want him to feel bad. Help?

So I'm in my room listening to my parents fight because my mom is completely pissed off about how he didn't offer her a potsticker at dinner, and now they're fighting about something else that I don't even know. My mom is pretty much always the one who starts this crap, and it's very frustrating. Why do parents do this? I mean I love my mom of course, but I really wonder how my dad can put up with this stuff.. And my little brother is only eleven, and I'm worried about what these full blown screaming matches about literally the stupidest things will teach him.. What can I do? I'm only 15 so I can't exactly take him anywhere or anything either.

( I'm sorry for the length)Ok so to start off, I'm not asking for any pity because I realize this is my fault, but I'm just asking for help. So, I'm basically failing 5 out of 7 classes. Spanish I have an F because I didn't do one assignment(I had an A before this, I forgot) art I have a C- because we have weekly sketches and I don't usually do them because of either forgetfulness or just pure laziness. Biology is under a C,( my teacher hasn't put the grades up yet) because I have a bad memory partly and I can't remember what is what, and I don't study anything, in any class. English is a D- because we have 5 question quizzes multiple times a week over a book and I usually get at least one wrong because I can't seem to retain any information, even though I actually like the book. And health, I have a D- because the only grade in at the moment is a test which I failed. How can I get motivation to do anything, and what should I do? I actually care a lot and I don't want to drop out or not go to college, but I can't make myself want to do anything. My relationship with my parents has gone down the drain because of this, and I don't know what to do. I realize I seem like a lazy person who doesn't care about her grades, but I care a lot- I'm just horribly unmotivated. I have no dreams or life goals. I feel stuck, and I can't get out. So any advice is GREATLY appreciated.

So I'm like really pale but I have freckles and dark brown hair and like hazel eyes and people make fun of me so much for being pale. Like these 3 guys (2 are my friends kinda) were together and apparently the third one was like "I bet me bare *** is darker than her skin" and one of the others told me about it and I laughed it off but it kinda annoyed me like I do go outside but I don't try to tan because one it doesn't work two all I get is more ugly freckles. The guys like all the girls who are like tan and flawless skin that doesn't have freckles and I don't know why I have to be like this I mean this is just one small example of what awful luck I have but that's a totally different story but the main question is why do people make fun of me so much for being pale they call me ghost white and paper white and transparent and stuff and it kinda hurts

Ok so I'm 15 and I have like pretty small boobs lol like almost a B but anyway I noticed that my left boob is way bigger than the other like it's almost a C while my right one barely has shape and it's barely a B please tell me this will even out? I'm kinda becoming self conscious about it and if it helps I'm 5'4 and 105 lbs

Ok so my friend and I are sophomores in high school and this guy is a senior. I guess he sees us walk by in the hallway everyday(I never noticed him really) because my friend and I have a class together and he has the next period with her. I've never talked to this guy in my life, and he's like a popular football player lol so I'm surprised he even noticed me since I'm kind of a wallflower. Anyway so he asked her who I was and didn't say why. Why would he do that I'm honestly kind of confused and it's probably not because I'm pretty just because I realize I'm not the prettiest but average(not trying to get compliments, just saying) but yeah

So I've realized that if I ever name someone as one of my best friends or my best friend, I lose them in one way or another. I mean elementary best friend, I don't talk to them(3) anymore. Middle school best friends, we all go to different highschools and we just stopped talking. My freshman year I made a friend and she is most definitely one of my best friends and they all mean the world to me, and since it's my sophomore year I thought this nasty chain was going to end but now I find out she's moving to another state this summer. Why does this happen to me? My friends are basically the most important thing in my life and I lose them all! I can't do this anymore.. Please how can I make this stop? Nothing even goes wrong it's just like I can't be friends with them anymore and I hate this all I want is to be able to have the same best friend for more than a year...

Ok so I kinda like this guy and he is sending me some seriously mixed signals we jut started school and the first day I saw he was in a class with me and when I walked in I was talking with my friend but I happened to turn away and he was right there staring at me and his mouth was open almost and we held eye contact for like 3 seconds and then later we had a like an assembly kinda thing and everyone was on bleachers and he was walking up and staring right at me and before that when we were all waiting to get in like our whole grade he was looking at me and we always hold eye contact for a few seconds but I look away because he doesn't look away ever but then the next day I had to go sit by him because we were taking a test and he like didn't look at me or anything his friends were around though so idk also I'm quiet and we don't talk and we are in high school so does he like me or think I'm weird or what sorry for the length btw

Ok so I am sooo afraid of bugs, especially fruit flies. I know they can't hurt me, but they infested one area of my house and I can't go there because I get chills and goosebumps and my face gets all white and I panic and almost cry even if I see one. I feel like I will faint or puke and I can't eat or sleep because they are all I think about. I cry and panic and I'm becoming very paranoid and I feel like I see them EVERYWHERE please please help me why am I soooo afraid and how can I stop it? I know they are harmless but they make me unable to function and I'm normally a very mellow person so this is weird

Ok so I got high school dream (a game) lol and I was wondering how to get more money

Ok so I'm a 14 yr old female and I'm already a natural front-bender contortionist I guess because I can easily do a lot of the front bending positions with no training, I have been able to my whole life pretty much, but is this all I will be able to do? Also I can't really bend backwards at all but I can very easily forwards so would I ever be able to do back bending as well? Or is it one or the other

Ok so I've noticed this for as long as I can remember- everywhere I look, eyes open or closed, I see kind of like this 'static' I guess you could call it. It seems to be red and blue and this is very difficult to describe but I can see it anywhere anytime. Lighting doesn't matter. There's nothing wrong with me that I'm aware of lol, my eyes are fine other than I'm just nearsighted and I've never had psychological problems really, just depression and mild anxiety. But I was wondering what this red and blue static was? Always have been and can see it

Ok so I am 14 almost 15 and my life is great. My parents are happily married, I have a little brother who is annoying of course but we are a happy family. I have great friends and was lucky enough to go a a trip with one. I'm basically spoiled, I have my own cellphone computer and tv. But at the same time, I'm so terribly depressed.. I don't have a reason to be. But I can barely function some days. I sleep as much as I can so I don't have to face life. I either can't cry at all, or I'm literally sobbing all day. Sometimes I feel like I'm lugging a huge weight around. I feel so heavy, and sluggish, but I'm slim. Why do I feel so depressed? I've even planned out my suicide in many ways. I talked to my mom about it, but she didn't seem to actually care. How can I feel better even thought my life couldn't be better?

So I'll just be like on the computer or doing something random and laid back, and then if it's an electronic and it lags, or I hear one slightly annoying sound, or if I were to make a mistake, I literally flip. I get SO just furious! Over nothing! There's been a few times where I actually physically harm myself by punching, scratching really hard, etc. and I'm honestly kind of worried. I only am like this when I am alone, and I am the most irritable person I've ever heard of. Literally everything makes me so ridiculously mad, and I feel I'm insane. I am kind of a lonely person too, because I can barely stand ANYONE. please please help me I'm only 14 and I know I shouldn't feel like this(btw I don't act like this in front if other people really i just lock myself in my room and stay away from my family and my friends think I'm normal)

So a couple days ago I went tubing and it was the kind where your hold on and my friend and I were propping ourselves up kind of like on our elbows so we wouldn't be flying in the air as much. Anyway so basically I was leaning on my elbow and lots of pressure was put on it because of the bumps, and earlier today I was leaning on that same elbow in a chair. Now it really hurts, and I can barely move my shoulder. I have tennis camp tomorrow and this is my dominant arm, how can I make it feel better preferably overnight- in a day?