Keturah

I don't have a data plan, and I can't pay to upgrade apps like Spotify. My phone type doesn't have a music holder thingy, so I have to use apps that store the songs directly on the app. Anybody have any ideas? I've tried pretty much every app I could find.

Okay, so I'm in 8th grade. I sound young, because I am...I'm 14. (And I don't mean to brag), but I have a really high intelligence level, and I always over analyze everything. This year, I have become good friends with like , 2 people. We always say we're "best friends," but we only talk in school. Also, these friends only really talk about themselves and their problems because they think I'm a good listener... and I can be most of the time. But I have absolutely no one to tell my problems to. I have to keep them bottled up inside because no one listens to me. Also, I absolutely CANNOT talk to guys. My face becomes beat red and I just make a complete fool of myself. It really sucks. I've never been asked out, never been told someone had a crush on me, never hugged a guy, and when I think I have a crush on someone (Yes, "think". I honestly how to tell if I have a crush on someone or not.), I get really awkward and can't talk to them for, like, a week without wanting to sit in a corner and freak out. When a guy talks to me first, I guess I get carried away and end up talking to the point that they think I'm a complete freak. I have tried my best not to do that, but I cannot stop myself. Can someone PLEASE help me? I don't need that much help, I've grown accustom to this life. However, I would just like to know if there is anything I can do to help myself a little bit.