jessica b

i am late on my period. its now the 21rst of this month. last month my period came around the 9th. sometimes it shows up towards the middle of the month and sometimes the beginning. im usually around specific females all the time so we generally get our periods around the same time often the same day. now i went out to seattle on the 10th of this month so maybe the environment change could be why my period is possibly late. b4 i left i did notice spotting around the 6th or 7th of this month and my period usually starts any time after spotting sometimes even a week after. which has worried me many times before but my period always came. sometimes even around the 25th.

any way just went to walmart last night. and picked up a test.my belly has been feeling kinda lousy lately which happens b4 my period and also nipples get sore and i get headaches b4 that time of the month. well i grabbed a test called answer early pregnancy test. rules are if 2 lines appear ur preggo if only one line ur not. well in the window last night one line appeared at the start of the window and a very faint one after that. this a.m one line appeared again and then another still faint but less faint then last night. so the results are saying i am pregnant but why is the 2nd line coming in faint instead of clear. it says only pee on the stick for 5 seconds im sure it got more then needed. not to b gross or anything...but im a little confused as to how it works. why would the lines b that faint but still mean im preggo. and how possible is it for it to say u r preggo and not be? the test says 99% accurate in labs. and about 98.4% accurate from women that have purchased the test. i also did notice super faint spotting this a.m....sorry so long. my body is just confusing me right now... also says wait 3mins b4 test results but they appear instantly and says not to read negative test after 10 mins of taking it. yet positive will stay the same for 48hours after. i took one this again this a.m because at first i could barely even see the 2nd line last night i only saw it if i held the test closer to my eyes. def more distinct line on that one this morning tho. and the test i did take this a.m had a clearer results. still not liking how the 2nd line comes in a lot fainter. also if anyone has experience with a preggo test called Answer that u can buy from wal mart let me know please how accurate ti was for u or others.

I had the strangest dream last night. i don't have the slightest idea of why my entire dream revolved around wendigo. even when demons are in my dreams they aren't of ne specific creatures. im not even really sure of the part i played. i mostly just sat back and watched. and i think i tried to help a little. i don't even know if i was scared. but i saw wendigo at first as invisible shifting through the woods going after an injured officer. then as a giant beast with more of a moose like head then a deer head and of course the human body. seemed to not want anything to do with me. but was stalking others. i also saw it take form as a boy that was eating himself and his girlfriend alive. i know wendigo is known to cause chaos when someone or more then one person is lost in he woods with nothing to eat. and people supposedly go cannibalistic or get stalked by it or it takes form of someone then kills. but it seemed as if the people i actually tried to help didn't get hurt. the others i ddnt help had terrible fates happened to them. i don't know if any of that is relevant but why would someone dream of wendigo? i dont even recall if i was scared of all that was happening or just Curious and exited. all i know was wendigo definitely look fierce. i was also told to burn down some of the forrest to kill it. but that ddnt help. and it didn't even seem odd that i could be right by it yet get ignored.just a strange dream i guess.

I ate some undercooked chicken. ddnt realise it until the lights were turned on. 2 days after i cant stop vomiting every time i eat or drink something. this whole week i lived off of 2 cans of soup thtz all i managed to keep down. if it is salmonella i was told to eat regularly. but i cant. it hurts to much and my body rejects everything. absolutely nothing else is wrong with me. just a very sore beat up stomach n the fact i can barely find anything to eat that my body wont instantly reject. now im not exactly sure if it is salmonella i ddnt eat all of the chicken once i realised it was still kinda pink. im going to the hospital 2morro. but i just want to know if salmonella would b a likely cause for all this misery.

this lady that lives by me has had three litters this past year. with her so called american pit terrier but looks like an american bully or american bully cross. i have never actually spoken with her about it. she seems pretty stuck up and very ghetto...i live in a no good city.i know her kids well they always come and play with my two american pit terriers when we are outside, i guess it is the teenage daughter dog from what the kids tell me. and she breeds the male to who ever wants to breed their female. n i asked if it is ok with the mom n they say she doesn't care because it is not her dog and she doesn't have to take care of it. i mean the dog has no muscle it is overweight if it is supposed to b a purebred apbt. its elbows r all twisted inward n tha feet are twisted outward n tha toes r all deformed cuz of overly long nails. i dunno he looks deformed to me. n the thing is all the pups go to the 14 and 16 year olds who want a dog just to seem bad ***. and they all raise their dogs to be vicious. i know al ltha reasons ppl should not breed apbts unless they are reputable breeders. i just don't know how to get it across to someone who seems so rude and obnoxious. i mean one day her dog was lose and came running to my yard but stopped because he would have to jump down into my yard. she was calling him looken for him. so i yelled over to her is this your dog?she just came storming over looked at me with what i thought was a disgusted look then hit the dog on tha butt and stormed back inside with him. i dunno maybe the dirty look was cuz my dogs were acting like hers wasn't even there and she cant even get tht dog to look at her if she is right there yelling his name. i just do not want to cause problems for myself but i don't think it is fair to keep breeding what clearly has no business being bred.

first off, is a columbian boa and a columbian redtail two different snakes? i have heard ppl say yes they r and no they are not. i rlly dnt care tho. i am planning on buying a babycolumbian boa. i just want to know if it is what i am looking for or if i should get something else. i already have two ball pythons. i have never been allowed to own a snake but now i live on my own. i got ball pythons as starter snakes plus they are neat as far as smaller sized snakes go. i have always wanted a larger snake but nothing extremely big. i like burms but i think they get too big but i have only seen one in person n it was 13 feet long and ate rabbits n geese.i dont wnt nething big enough to eat a goose. a rabbit it fine. but ultimatley i want a snake tht does not get very thick and is easy to carry around and handle. i do want a snake tht can get over 5feet and does not require expert level care...so far from what i have read i think a columbian boa is what i am looking for. but feedback is always good. srry if this is overly lengthy.

ok i know its a little odd. but what ev. ok i have this downstairs neighbor...and when i am outside with my dogs she Always watches me its weird. but during the day her red curtains are not see through...from the outside. during the night when she has the light on they are completely see through from the outside .and it kind of seems like she is sitting at the table just looking out the window at me...now i feel uncomfortable being spied on. i wonder if her curtains are see through to me outside at night with her lights on r they see through to her inside with the lights on at nigh time? i have light blue ones. during the day and if the lights are off at night i can see out. if the lights are on at nighttime i can not see out but everyone can see in. so would the same bee true for her even though hers are a deep red...and im not even sure if they are curtains but my guess is they are since they are on all her windows...i have caught her just standing at the window watching me so i am not completely paranoid and making this up in my head that she watches me...but when she caught me catching her a few times she put up the curtains. is it possible she can see right through hers if the light is on during night time and i cant see through mine if its the same situation? cuz to me from outside it is almost as if she doesnt have them up but u can still see they r up...i hope this makes sense lol...i just dont like being watched like that.

hey im sure im not the only one who has heard if ur ears are ringing someone is talking about you. i highly doubt that but, mine have been ringing a lot lately. i just want to know what makes that happen...im guessing it has something to do with the electrical current in some areas. i dunno though...just one of those stupid little things i wonder about i guess.

hey im sure im not the only one who has heard if ur ears are ringing someone is talking about you. i highly doubt that but, mine have been ringing a lot lately. i just want to know what makes that happen...im guessing it has something to do with the electrical current in some areas. i dunno though...just one of those stupid little things i wonder about i guess.

ok my old debit card (mastercard) got ruined and i had to order a new one. well i activated it last night and needed to use it this morning...but it wouldn't work. im just wondering is there a specific amount of time i have to wait b4 it is actually activated or should i get a hold of my bank and find out what the deal is? someone told me i had to wait but how long?

i am about to buy a regular boa constrictor from someone...have not seen the snake but heard about him. i guess he is two years old and possibly almost as tall as me. i am 5 foot 7. and i got an estimate of the snakes length by looking at someone showing me with their arms...and from their demonstration it looks like the snake may be a little over 4 feet or bigger. i was just wondering how long it takes for a boa to reach full length. i guess it is in about a 6 foot tank or larger...the tank originally costs 1,200 but am getting it for 400 the owner is in bad need of money and is making a great deal for me. also would humidity and heat have nething to do with growth rate? i know heat and humidity levels are important with many reptiles but does it effect growth. as of right now there is no heat lamp i have a 75 watt bulb that can heat a tank up to 100 degrees. i heard boas need it in the 80's tho which is fine but what about humidity levels? well ne thing you can tell me about growth rate of a boe is great. i just think a 2 year old snake in a big sized tank would be about 5 feet by now. and eating rats.

i have been dating my BFEfor almost 5 years now. he has a very hot temper. has not once hit me but the past two years he yells at me about every little thing no matter how retarded the argument topic is he must turn it into a big drama scene. he works but i pay EVERYTHING bills, toiletry, food all that good stuff. but i get bi****d every day now. if theres as movie case on the ground gotta watch out or he will try to tear me a new a** hole cuz of it. he always says he wants to see a pprofessionalabout his anger but i have been hearing this for years now and nothing. i even get yelled at over his own messes! he justifies me having to clean up after him cuz he has a very hard job and is not home most of the time ne way! but he lives here completely free of charge!!!!!! i tried breaking up with him before! but he started crying and even got on his knees and started hugging me. this was in june though. i felt so horrible about the whole scene i ccouldn'tgo through with it. but now i'd rather dig my own grave then spend another month with him. today i was out back with the dog the nieghbors kids were over in th5e yard playing with the dog along with a parent. next thing i know i hear him scream my name. i go up the stairs and in front of everyone he starts yelling at me. all he said was im ******* pissed at you right now...but that says a lot infront of children and a parent! i come up stairs and he was ayelling at me cuz he forgot his phone and was banging on the door for like a half hour and didnt bring his keys cuz his friend was still in the car. then i started yelling back it went on for like 15 mins before he said you're right and tried to give me a hug...i just said NOOO and walked away.cuz why woulod i want to hug him after getting yelled at cuz he couldnt take the keys out of the car for a few seconds cuz of his friend. srry but not in the mood for a hug from him after that. so he just looked at me flipped me off and left again.

the thing is after so long its very hard to break up with someone. mostly cuz im afraid of what happens next. im so used to him thinking of my life changing in such a big way is holding me back. plus i really dont want to make him cry like that again. i am the only good thing in his life and hee doesnt want to lose it but he is pushing me further aqnd firther away. i mean the moment i hear him open up the door after work my heart sinks. he isnt all bad he can be very nice and very sweet but lately its been mostly him arguing with me more then ne thing. he thinks one nice thing he does makes up for everything even the bad stuff that hasnt happened between us yet. i am always nicew to him until he cops an attitude.i dont even know why he bothers he knows he is always wrong when we argue and he always admits it. plus i can say a lot worse things to him then he can to me.

soooooo sorry for this being so long i am very upset and hurting right now. i do know this other guy a bit older. he is in jail now only cuz he saw his friend getting beat up and jumped in to help. he writes to me all the time and is always thanking me and telling me how much everything i have done for him so far while he is in jail means to him. all i do is write him but he acts like im giving him the world. he is getting his ged in jail. he is very smart but didnt take school seriously. he sent me his practice test scroes and aced almost everything. i remember the first night i met him it was on mothers day my mom and her hubby were having a picknic. he was nicer to me in one night then my bf is to me in a week!! we got to know each other better but havent had ne real feelings for eachother besides friendship and attraction until now. and now he is writing me telling me how much he is into me now and how pretty i am to him. yes he has some flaws but who doesnt. i mean heck he is nicer to me then my bf was when we first met!

now i really am planning on ending this relationship. i dont know how to though and i dont want to go through the same thing. i know he is good as well and i know i wont find another guy who has his same good qualities which i really like. but what does it matter if i barely see them ne way. i just had no idea a relation ship is what would drive me crazy in life!!!! i always thought i was stronger then this but i find my self still holding on to a bumpy @ss ride. i dont know why im letting a relationship get to me like this but it just is. i want to end it point blank period. he has been promising change from the get go we have tried to work issues out from the getgo but nothing has been done on his part and a relationship should not be this much work and heart ache.

i want to know ways i can end this and beable to move on. any advice will be much appreciated. i have reluctantly realized i cant handle this one on my own.

and sorry in advance if this was poorly written i do not feel like looking over it. if i read how much he ticks me off again it will worsen my mood. an

Hey I just got a baby aberrant albino king snake not too long ago. today is the 2nd time i am feeding it a pinkie. I was just wondering if there is a time where u should feed two pinkies before moving to fuzzes? The snake is now just under one foot by less then an inch and from the first feeding seems to have a healthy appetite and ate the pinkie as soon as he noticed it.

i am planning on buying my own home soon with lots of property by the woods if i can find some nice land like that. I want another dog I think wolves and wolf hybrids are Beautiful animals I don't seem to find a lo of pure bred wolf breeders though and a hybrid does seem more practical i am a dog trainer so i am confident about my abilities to work with this type of animal i was just wondering if i could get some info on these dogs. like are they lovable can they be kept inside that sort of stuff.

*sigh* lately I do not know what is up it seems every where i turn i see some young teen about 16 to 18 walking an apbt they are always the kind of teens who try to look tough and mean but can't back it so they rely on a dog to boost their man hood or their tough reputation. I own one apbt right now i grew up with the breed and one thing i know for a fact is that a true apbt is more of a people dog ten your lab or golden they were meant to be DA not HA (dog aggressive) (human aggressive) but i swear i go on a walk and i see at least three true apbt pups and then people with american bully pups (not american bulldog don't know what an american bully is look it up) and they claim their american bullies which grow up to 100 pounds and not much taller then a foot are pure bred apbts american pit bull terrier which is only supposed to be 40 to 65 pounds max depending on gender. i ask if i can pet some of them they all seem shy and sometimes show teeth then my pit approaches them and they turn into little monsters i know da is in the breed but if socialized at a young age they should not be so da so early on. It's like people are using them for fashion now and they make responsible knowledgable apbt owners look bad as well. I also hate apbt owners who think they know about this breed and spew out trash like blue nose is a bloodine ad a different breed of apbt and junk like that. can anyone relate to me on this one? i am just hoping my area is not the one being hit up with so manny pit pups all of a sudden!

yeah i know my title sounds a bit odd but is this true? i heard if someone is into you they will point their toes towards you without even noticing. even if they aren't directly facing you if their toes are still pointed towards you they are into you. and does any one else know any other ways people flirt through body language even if they don't realize they are doing so? p.s i know all about they whole eye contact thing so if your only going to post about eye contact save yourself some time i already know.

don't you hate when people who struggle earning money to by a dog never min d all its supplies and vet bills finally raise enough money to get a dog and then b*tch cry and moan when something g happens to their dogs and they need prompt vet care and they don't have enough money to fix the problem then they go on about how dog food and other pet products cost so much and it gets in the way of vet bills!!!

i hate when people do this if you struggle just to pay the initial cost of a dog what makes you think you would be able to spend money on dog food all the time a leash a collar dog toys possible a crate flea and tick and heart worm meds regular vet checkups and an emergency if anything were to happen!!

reason i am asking how you guys feel about it is because im pretty ticked off these people today just asked me if i wanted a free gsd puppy they got from a Friends litter they said they had the pup for 7 months now but out of nowhere he had seizures and they want to give the dog away to someone who can take the pup to a vets because they have not even takenthe pup to the vets yet to get it checked out they said they dont even have $40 for the initial visit never mind the examination! i asked why they would by a pup if they knew they didnt have mon ey put aside or have enough money period to pay for an emergency they said it was because they just moved out of their parents house and wanted a pup to go with their new apt!! i told them sorry i would love to help you with this dog but i already have a dog and as of now i can only afford one dog so what if i took your dog and payed for it to get examined then whatever meds i would have to by for the rest of this pups life what if something were to happen to onyx then i would have two emergencies i have to deal with no thanks two dogs for me now is financially unacceptable. so these kids still only about 17 and 18 dont know what to do with their pup i told them to call the pound but they said no i thin k i will do it for them this is like a life or death situation for te dog there is no gurantee it will always live through a seizure with no meds or ne thing! sorry if i spelled seizure wrong crappy crappy speller and spell checker keeps screwing up on me grrrr!!

ok my boy freins knows i love alice in wonderland you know how they have horror movies for some disney movies but they are older i am looking for the same only for alice in wonderland. he told me about it he said it was a pretty f'd up movie and it was scary he said he saw it when he was younger. he said the cheshire cat was real creepy he had a very skinny body with a fat tail.and something like at he end when she gets back in her room there is a dragon and it eats her. he explained it to me a while back ago as well i tink last time he said something about having to eat babies but that could have been something else im sure it was for this movie though. i really want to see a scary horror movie the latest horror movies do not phase me in any way shape or form i think old school horror movies are way creepier i want to finally beable to watch one and feel scared r creeped out. i think this may do the trick they seem to beable to make creepy horrors out of disney cartoons as far as i can remember the last old school horror movie i saw was the people under the stairs and so far that was he only one that got some sort of reaction out of me. i havent done a whole bunch of searching but i have done some and always come up empty handed maybe its not called alice in wonderland but has a different title? te only other old alice in wonderland movie i found was back when they had to hold up signs for when people spoke. anyway can i get some help please!

i want to make home made doggie treats fruity ones for my beloved doggy. i just need to know which ones are safe and which ones to avoid. also what should the batter be made of i heard it shouldn't be made of regular dough or was i told wrong?

just wondering what are some signs if your boy friend is cheating on you? im not looking for obvious signs just very subtle ones. any suggestions? i don't care how crazy or off the wall some answers may be im just Curious to see what everyone has to say girls or guys...especially if i can get guys who are in a serious relationship and are cheating to answer!!

i don't think mine is cheating on me we have been together for a few years now but all my friends bf's are cheating on them and although i trust mine so much with all this cheating going on i was just wondering about it ya know.

well i have this person in my neighborhood who owns a pit mix and a german short hair pointer. thy are not fixed and he is trying to FORCE them to breed!! i saw it the other day while walking my dog. there he was in his yard trying to force these dogs on top of each other next thing you know there is a minie fight amongst the dogs then he tries forcing it again (you could tell niether of them wanted to because they were both struggling to escape) well the second time he did this they got in a huge fight and couldnt spereate them from biting each other. i ran over and grabed the hind legs of the german pointer since he was doing most of the biting i while i was in school to become a dog trainer i learned to sperate dog fights like that because the initial reaction would be for the dog to turn its head and look at so i dragged him away once he looked. the guy asked me about what i just did because it would come in handy for him!! i told him i am not helping him since the only reason it looksl ike he needed help was because he is forcing these dogs together. he said he needs extra money and an x mas gift for his daughter so he needs to breed them but they keep fighting every time he puts them together but are fine with each other normally.

i told him i personally thought it was animal abuse and i would call animal control next time i saw something like that happen i also informed him there would be no way thep ups would be born by christamas! i mean it has to be animal abuse right? this guy is forcing his dogs to do something they do not want to do and he KNOWS every time this happens they fight so basically in my mind all he is doing is forcing them to fight and is aware of this although geting them to fight doesnt seem like it is his goal its is still wrong! i dont even think the german pointer is his i never saw it in his yard before unless he just got it or something. but i did call the pound and they said it was probobly an accident!!!! they basically said i had to see it happen a few times for it to be abuse!!!!! that to me is unbelievable! i will try to call different places though i know this pound i call usually gives some bogus excuse not to take a dog if they are booked but are they correct in saying this?